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July 17th, 2005, 11:31 PM
Aphrodite... I need your guidance... did I do something wrong? Am I too overbaring? Am I annoying?
I love being with Mike... he's the greatest Blessing I've ever received... I thank you for guiding me, and helping me to him. He knows that I can't go very long without him. Within 3 days, I get very sad and very lonely. I miss him. Well, I called him earlier. Turns out he did absolutely nothing within the 3 days of no contact....
I know this might sound shallow or selfish... but sometimes... I really wish he'd call me sometimes, and that I didn't always have to call him. His brother hates me, and I'm really unsure about his parents on their stance. I wish he'd make some sort of effort to contact me, for once. It'd be kinda cool if we went on another date... I have no clue what the **** he wants to do!!! I'd love it if he could stay out later than ****ing 8PM on weekdays in THE SUMMER. I'd love to spend more time with him... when we first started dating, we hung out every day after school... I don't know what the **** happened to that... I wanna be with him more. I want it to be romantic, like it once was. I want him to want to be with me more, because before I know it, school will be back and we'll have even LESS time to be together... this bothers me.
I'm upset, and at the same time, I don't want to be bothersome!!! He always tells me I'm not being bothersome or overbaring, but I always feel like it....
Please, Aphrodite, help me... help us.... I thank you and Honor you for all of the times you've done this in the past... please, Bless me with your love and beauty. Bless my relationship with Mike so that everything works... Please... Blessed be.
I love being with Mike... he's the greatest Blessing I've ever received... I thank you for guiding me, and helping me to him. He knows that I can't go very long without him. Within 3 days, I get very sad and very lonely. I miss him. Well, I called him earlier. Turns out he did absolutely nothing within the 3 days of no contact....
I know this might sound shallow or selfish... but sometimes... I really wish he'd call me sometimes, and that I didn't always have to call him. His brother hates me, and I'm really unsure about his parents on their stance. I wish he'd make some sort of effort to contact me, for once. It'd be kinda cool if we went on another date... I have no clue what the **** he wants to do!!! I'd love it if he could stay out later than ****ing 8PM on weekdays in THE SUMMER. I'd love to spend more time with him... when we first started dating, we hung out every day after school... I don't know what the **** happened to that... I wanna be with him more. I want it to be romantic, like it once was. I want him to want to be with me more, because before I know it, school will be back and we'll have even LESS time to be together... this bothers me.
I'm upset, and at the same time, I don't want to be bothersome!!! He always tells me I'm not being bothersome or overbaring, but I always feel like it....
Please, Aphrodite, help me... help us.... I thank you and Honor you for all of the times you've done this in the past... please, Bless me with your love and beauty. Bless my relationship with Mike so that everything works... Please... Blessed be.