I think..

[Willow Rosemerta]

I wasn't asking for anyones input on my relationship, I was simply asking if it is possible to cast a spell on your self subconsiously without knowing. I have my answer. My friend that I know in real life has helped me.

So, thanks for your input. While it has been duly noted, he is not an asshole, or a jerk, this is just something new and he is not acting like hisself. You're only hearing one side of the story, while it may seem accurate to me, his side might be completely different. So just remember that. While I may think of things & take things out of context because I've been emotionally forked over before, so I take things the way I want to. So remember everything that people say is biased. The only way to be unbiased is to know both people in the situation.

I'm sorry if I seem like a bitch. But I only asked a simple question: Could I have put a curse on the relationship & how could I possibly get rid of it. I didn't do it intentionally, I didn't do it purposefully, if I did, it was an accident and self-defense. I wasn't trying to cast a spell that backfired, I was just writing a poem for school.

[Elderbush]

Hmm...if the stuff you write comes true, would you please write about me winning a big lottery? I would like to be really really rich.

Seriously, do you really think that you can control other people with your thought waves? The best most of us can do is control ourselves and that is not perfected either.

It could well be that 3 months ago when you wrote the poem you recognized (at least subconsciously) some serious problems or potential problems within your relationship. No offence, but how mature is a guy who "tests" his girlfriend by breaking up with her? Sounds like high school. It doesn't sound like true love.

[Moon Flower]

A poem could work in the same way as a spell.

In effect it would be a written sigil, powered by the emotion of the writer as it was written.

If you put enough in you get something back out.

As well as that, I would say that someone who writes a poem called 'Poison Love' can probably see very little hope for their relationship, even if (as Elderbush says) it is on a subconcious level.

Furthermore, were the anger issues ever resolved? Did you find the root cause for the anger you were feeling, or did you just stop expressing it?

It looks to me that this relationship wa on a fairly bad footing long before you wrote the poem.
The fact that he would 'test' you, indicates that he too has some serious doubts about it.

And yes please! Can I have a lottery winning poem too?

[Willow Rosemerta]

I wrote it for school! It just so happened that it took me breaking up with him. Yeah I got confused for a minute. I need to change that. I broke up with him because I just felt like I was being pushed around with school & home life & a relationship.

I wrote it for school, because I was writing about William Blake's "The Poison Tree" so see, play on words? It just so happened that I was stressed about that, snapped and told him I wanted to break up. He said okay, and then when I got out of my daze I realized what I had done, tried to talk to him and he was like "No" we talked about it after we both had time to think.

And the anger issues are rooted in with my parents and do not pertain to him. My family just frustrates me, I take it out on the closest person. I have gotten that under control and I have started talking about it and what not. I have also talked to one of my friends who's also his friend who knows him and knows that he is not a bad person, and he thinks something is up to so he thinks that my mind might be working off past relationships and trying to put a defense mechanism between us.

Mmm, and a lottery winning poem, if I was to write one would be for myself because I wrote it, I'm selfish like that.

[BlueMoon13]

A poem could work in the same way as a spell.

In effect it would be a written sigil, powered by the emotion of the writer as it was written.

If you put enough in you get something back out.


"Words have wings and thoughts are things."
Someone who was "testing you" and treated you badly enough that it caused you enough pain for you to manifest your emotional energy in something called "Poison Love"
needs to be excised form your life. I know this is easy for someone else to say, but it is true. He has only served the purpose of being the inspiration for the poem/spell.
My suggestion is-shake him off, put the poem in a book, and use it as a spell to get rid of unworthy lovers. You'll be doing yourself a favour.
:rubhead:

[mtpathy]

a personal mantra that i practice and does have to do with your sitaution.
"dont sleep where you crap"...another words dont put spells on people within
your emediate area,or that you see often because more times then not it will
bite you in the butt..

[SacredWithin]

There is a gift in there somewhere. Don't let anything stop you. A friend of mine would call you a "natural" witch. (whatever that means). If art comes to you and helps you, why get rid of it? Keep it.

And if you can make a living off of it (without losing yourself), then why stop?

[Xander67]

sometimes, by trying too hard you can actually push him away...

and sometimes unfounded fears do tend to effect things...

when you worry about things you are giving power to those unfounded fears.