Kadynas
November 12th, 2001, 04:46 AM
I just applied to the job in Albany. I really don't want to stay in this company for long, but it would get me up to Massa to be with my love a lot sooner. And I want to be with him so badly. I don't think I could take going up there for another visit and leaving him, Goddess. If it weren't for you and him the last time, I wouldn't have made the long drive home. I don't know if it was a panic attack or what, but it scared me to death.
I love him so much...we've waited so long to be together...this could be the perfect opportunity. There's not any other jobs up there for my skills that would let me afford all my bills. And if I don't get up there soon, I'll have to spend the whole winter without him and I don't think I could handle that. It's only been 2 weeks and I miss him so much! It's like a physical pain to be without him. I can't stop crying and I'm always so tensed and stressed out. He calms me, he centers me, he makes me relax and feel happy, feel loved. We need each other, Goddess. Please let this happen...let me get this job so I can be with him for good...
Blessed be...
I love him so much...we've waited so long to be together...this could be the perfect opportunity. There's not any other jobs up there for my skills that would let me afford all my bills. And if I don't get up there soon, I'll have to spend the whole winter without him and I don't think I could handle that. It's only been 2 weeks and I miss him so much! It's like a physical pain to be without him. I can't stop crying and I'm always so tensed and stressed out. He calms me, he centers me, he makes me relax and feel happy, feel loved. We need each other, Goddess. Please let this happen...let me get this job so I can be with him for good...
Blessed be...