Philosophia
September 3rd, 2005, 08:25 PM
Okay...
I've been dreaming a lot lately and mostly it's been about my death. For instance, last night I dreamed that I was making beer with a friend in a shed (though I don't drink alchoal) and my family was having a large get together with friends.
My father told me to get out of the shed and tell my friends to go home which I did. I then went and sat opposite to him and he was angry because I hadn't come straight away.
He told me that he wanted to beat him and I refused by saying "no". With a rifle he tried to shoot me but I dodged the first bullet. Grabbing me, he put the rifle under my chin ad pulled the trigger. I moved backwards and it went through my chin. He dropped me onto the ground and walked away laughing. My whole family was also laughing but I was crying on the ground. I woke up before I could get rescued.
What surprises me is that the "father" in my dream isn't my real father. I've never seen this person before, nor the family or friends.
This isn't the first time I have been shot in a dream. Once I was an activist and was shot by a female terrorist who dragged me everywhere.
Also, hospitals have been a major part as well. A dream I've been having reguarly is when I've been "stuck" in a hospital with no escape and I've had my leg broken in a way I can't remember. (Another dream was when I was in a mental hospital for several years and I wasn't allowed out because people were scared of me)
I would like to know what does this all mean because it's scaring me.
I've been dreaming a lot lately and mostly it's been about my death. For instance, last night I dreamed that I was making beer with a friend in a shed (though I don't drink alchoal) and my family was having a large get together with friends.
My father told me to get out of the shed and tell my friends to go home which I did. I then went and sat opposite to him and he was angry because I hadn't come straight away.
He told me that he wanted to beat him and I refused by saying "no". With a rifle he tried to shoot me but I dodged the first bullet. Grabbing me, he put the rifle under my chin ad pulled the trigger. I moved backwards and it went through my chin. He dropped me onto the ground and walked away laughing. My whole family was also laughing but I was crying on the ground. I woke up before I could get rescued.
What surprises me is that the "father" in my dream isn't my real father. I've never seen this person before, nor the family or friends.
This isn't the first time I have been shot in a dream. Once I was an activist and was shot by a female terrorist who dragged me everywhere.
Also, hospitals have been a major part as well. A dream I've been having reguarly is when I've been "stuck" in a hospital with no escape and I've had my leg broken in a way I can't remember. (Another dream was when I was in a mental hospital for several years and I wasn't allowed out because people were scared of me)
I would like to know what does this all mean because it's scaring me.