just pouting

[Nyx]

I'm at a bit of a loss. I feel as though I have stagnated, and no longer feel successful as a witch. I have tried reaching out to some fellow pagans in my area, with little luck. I'm bored with my books and tired working by myself, but my attempts to meet and work with some local groups have not gone very well.
I feel the need to get myself "more involved", but I'm not too sure how. I have tried working in local parks, but I feel like I need soemthing more.
I'm not really sure what solutions I'm looking for, but I just needed to say something.



~~Nyx~~

[mato]

Working with others is the natural state of humanbeings and when you get involved in something that isnt always involving others it sucks to find that you actually need them... (Its some sort of biological imparetive) I would suggest trying to find out what you are 'missing' and see what you can do about it... It might not be that you want a coven, but that is what it sounds like... Maybe start talking to new people and try helping out in the community (a selfish reason to do it but you get what I am saying), find a constructive outlet... Or maybe your denying an aspect of your craft... Try exploring it and see what you are missing... Sometimes it is the little things that lead to big things... Then again the craft might not be meeting all your needs, have you always felt this way? It might also be dormancey before growth, the winter in your development... Winters are hard to endure but there is always a spring... Just thinking online, dont mind me...