Haveing trouble with Depression

[Scarded-of-self]

I have been having a very hard time lately and have been struggling with sever depression. In the past months my world has feel apart and i have been dealing with emotionally problems. I try to act like I'm fine for the people around me and hide how I truly feel from them, but yet I'm dying inside and the tears never seem to stop. I have tried everything to stop it from drugs to alcohol to cutting. Nothing is working anymore and it keeps getting harder to hold on.I have tried a few times to end my life. It's hard to believe that I have a reason to go on no mater how much my Wica friends tell me. I'm scared this pain will never stop and go away. How do I let go of the hate and anger to carry on? I'm scared that I will try again and I don't no where to turn for help or how to make it through this.

[BrigidMoon]

I have been having a very hard time lately and have been struggling with sever depression. In the past months my world has feel apart and i have been dealing with emotionally problems. I try to act like I'm fine for the people around me and hide how I truly feel from them, but yet I'm dying inside and the tears never seem to stop. I have tried everything to stop it from drugs to alcohol to cutting. Nothing is working anymore and it keeps getting harder to hold on.I have tried a few times to end my life. It's hard to believe that I have a reason to go on no mater how much my Wica friends tell me. I'm scared this pain will never stop and go away. How do I let go of the hate and anger to carry on? I'm scared that I will try again and I don't no where to turn for help or how to make it through this.

:hugz:

Please PM me if you need to talk.

[Vetteman]

Probably heard this before, but get professional help, and soon. I have been through depression and believe me its not worth waiting for it to go away.

Richard

[Salanthos]

getting professional help is a very good idea. also, when you are feeling down, try looking outside yourself, and destracting yourself from your troubles. even a few respites can improve your mood.
PM me if you want to talk.
Gods Bless

[Amythest]

I know how you feel, I suffer from seasonal depression. I try to use my herbs to help a bit, sometimes that works. St. John's Wort is good for that, but can take some time to work. I also find cleaning is a good way of distractng me from what might be bothering me, I swear my house should look like a museum soon.. LOL Cutting isn't the answer, it can lead to a whole lot more problems, I use to have several friends that when they got depressed would cut themselves.

If you need to talk, I am here, PM me....

[BrigidMoon]

Scarded-of-self,

I wanted to wish you a peaceful, heathly and calm new year.

:hugz:

BrigidMoon

[Scarded-of-self]

Thank you brigidmoon, Happy new year to you

[LostSheep]

yes, thoughts going out to you.

Hope things begin to look up with the new year.

[Earthy]

My thoughts are with you too hon :hugz:

[Scarded-of-self]

Thank you Lostsheep and Earthy,Ill be ok

[Earthy]

You're never alone hon..and you don't need to put on an act.
We all care and if you need to reach out, there will always be somebody here to take your hand :hugz:

[MoonDancerMermaid]

I know what you feel. I've been depressed for months now, and equally as anxious. I've lost all my beliefs - or it feels like that. i'm scared of the world, I think about death all the time, wanting it, fearing it, not feeling the light and love and believing in reincarnation/soul etc.

Please get help if you need it. Seek out a friend especially who you can be completely honest with and who will not bombard you with too much "but things are so great!"

Lately, I've avoided achohol, tried to avoid pain killers perscription drugs etc. I feel like it's clogging me down.
I hope you have a happy healthy calm restorative new year too.
PM whenever you want to talk. I'm always here to listen.