Rina
December 14th, 2005, 05:24 AM
A long time ago I was really concerned as to what my spirit guide animal was.
Last night I did a very long meditation, asking again.
First of all I got nothing, then about a million images all at once of every kind of animal.
Then I changed my question. Instead of asking "who should I ask to guide me?" I asked "who is waching and guiding me already?"
I saw a HUGE pair of yellow eyes, first the right, then the left. No matter how I concntrated I couldn't see the animal they belonged to.
I came ou of the meditation very slowly, and as I was doing so I wondered, not what the animal was, but what its name was. I suddenly got the answer "Renard" really clearly.
I know Renard means fox. This really surprised me as I thought the eyes I had seen were more cat-like than fox.
I drifted off to sleep, and as I was doing so, I was over-come by the sense that this "renard" was a lover who was watching over me. Not a teacher, or a guide, but a lover who cared passionatly for my soul.
I don't know if these are unrelated, but the sense was so strong I doubt it.
I'm unsure on a few things so, any help on these would be appreciated:
Is this a fox, or another animal calling himself fox?
Is the dream related?
Would he be a lover from a past life who is now a fox? A fox who is now a spirit guide, or one of those who is now human?
I'm so new to this aspect of myself and could really do with a little help!!! _wiz_
Last night I did a very long meditation, asking again.
First of all I got nothing, then about a million images all at once of every kind of animal.
Then I changed my question. Instead of asking "who should I ask to guide me?" I asked "who is waching and guiding me already?"
I saw a HUGE pair of yellow eyes, first the right, then the left. No matter how I concntrated I couldn't see the animal they belonged to.
I came ou of the meditation very slowly, and as I was doing so I wondered, not what the animal was, but what its name was. I suddenly got the answer "Renard" really clearly.
I know Renard means fox. This really surprised me as I thought the eyes I had seen were more cat-like than fox.
I drifted off to sleep, and as I was doing so, I was over-come by the sense that this "renard" was a lover who was watching over me. Not a teacher, or a guide, but a lover who cared passionatly for my soul.
I don't know if these are unrelated, but the sense was so strong I doubt it.
I'm unsure on a few things so, any help on these would be appreciated:
Is this a fox, or another animal calling himself fox?
Is the dream related?
Would he be a lover from a past life who is now a fox? A fox who is now a spirit guide, or one of those who is now human?
I'm so new to this aspect of myself and could really do with a little help!!! _wiz_