Dreamed about an ex's suicide

[Zhr Morgana]

I dreamed last night that my ex-bf Tyson hanged himself. I saw it, screamed, and ran to cut him down. I did, and I do believe he was still alive but I don't quite remember the end of the dream.

What could that mean, other than the obvious? Seeing that has made me worried about him, but because he lives in LA now, there is no way for me to contact him to make sure he's alright.

I'd brought my apache tear into bed with me like almost everynight...and everytime I do, I have these vivid dreams...almost like real life, but they also always seem to have one of the men from my present (or very recent past) time in them, like the stone is showing me how things really are with them. Maybe this was the final detachment in my heart or his?

[smckim]

I had a dream similar to that, about an ex-husband of mine. He had hurt me very deeply, and the way he left was cruel, my friend said that the dream was just me, wishing that he would realize what he had done and what he had lost and couldn't live without me. That was years ago, I'm ok now and he's still kickin' around.

[LostSheep]

You can't let go of someone you've cared a lot about just like that; I think you still care about him, however you may have split up. probably because you're not in contact now you're worried about him, even if you might not actually think that you are. You could be right; maybe your subconscious is finally letting go of him? Or maybe it's just because you still care about him but you can't do anything for him anymore, and your mind needs to work through what it might secretly be worrying about.

I know i worry about my ex, even though we don't have any contact now, these kind of thoughts have sometimes gone through my mind, what if? I'd never know, i'd never be able to help her; that kind of thing.

i think you are maybe beginning to finally let go.

Hope that made some kind of sense.

Best of luck anyway.
:)