dark days of december

[FaeRain]

I am shaking with anger while typing this. I don't know where to start, except that a LOT of bad things are happening to me, all at once...my husband & I have had a year full of problems, we just moved 12/15 and today he left - walking on one leg (he's a one-legged), he wouldn't take the car, wouldn't tell me where he's going, etc. He came home drunk on Xmas Eve, we got in a fight outside, and I had to ask my dad (who witnessed the whole event) to pull him off of me. My dad then takes my children to my mom's and leaves them there alone. They're 6 & 5. He has not called once to see if I'm okay. Then my sister's husband - who is the meanest person my whole family has ever met - just called and cussed me out for trying to send my 3 month old nephew some Xmas presents. Yes, I am being honest...he can't stand my mom and she was forbidden to give the baby any presents so I signed my name to the card. Is that a terrible thing to do?? They live 2 hours away and neither my children or I have met the little guy.

If anyone sees anything good coming my way, I'd like to know! I don't understand why all this negative & hateful energy is being directed towards me.

[Joy]

I am so sorry you having such a hard time in your life right now. I am more of a healer than a tarot reader although I have been reading for several years now. One thing that I have found that works very well in situations like this is to send love and light to the individuals that are involved in it. It isn't always an easy thing to feel, but if you just watch your breathing and think about sending love and light to them and the situation, things should improve for you. Also, you can visualize a violet color of light or fire around yourself and everyone else involved and say a prayer to transmute the negative energy into something like love, strength, or whatever qualities you feel are needed here. These are exerceses you should do until you feel a slight shift in yourself. Do this once a day or until the situation changes for you. With that said, I will try to get some time today to do a reading for, but more than likely I will have to wait till tomorrow. Hang in there, and trust that things will get better.