FaeRain
December 28th, 2001, 03:30 PM
Goddess,
Help me to forgive S for the hurt and abuse of the last year...for the loss of trust...for the drugs and alcohol...for not being who I thought he was. Please help his heart to heal, to not be broken like he said. Help him to grow strong, and to be a good father.
Help me to forgive my father for not being a good one. For not helping me when I needed it, not once in 33 years. For never living up to his word. He is their grandfather, and they love him. Help me be forgiving enough to allow him to be loved by them.
Help me forgive myself for the hurt I have caused S by not telling him sooner that my love was gone. I wanted to see if it would ever come back. Forgive me for causing pain to another, I never wanted to.
Please protect me and my children as we face life alone, without their father. Help me as I learn to cook (poor things, having to eat my cooking!) and run a household alone. Help me refrain from spending $$ on unneeded things, and to stick to a budget. P
Please protect Paula, wherever she may be...and to return her quickly to me. She is my true couple, "the one my size was taken for" and I can't believe that what we've shared is gone. Please let her be healthy and safe.
I am trying to be the best that I can be, Goddess. Please don't let me fall.
Yours,
FaeRain
Help me to forgive S for the hurt and abuse of the last year...for the loss of trust...for the drugs and alcohol...for not being who I thought he was. Please help his heart to heal, to not be broken like he said. Help him to grow strong, and to be a good father.
Help me to forgive my father for not being a good one. For not helping me when I needed it, not once in 33 years. For never living up to his word. He is their grandfather, and they love him. Help me be forgiving enough to allow him to be loved by them.
Help me forgive myself for the hurt I have caused S by not telling him sooner that my love was gone. I wanted to see if it would ever come back. Forgive me for causing pain to another, I never wanted to.
Please protect me and my children as we face life alone, without their father. Help me as I learn to cook (poor things, having to eat my cooking!) and run a household alone. Help me refrain from spending $$ on unneeded things, and to stick to a budget. P
Please protect Paula, wherever she may be...and to return her quickly to me. She is my true couple, "the one my size was taken for" and I can't believe that what we've shared is gone. Please let her be healthy and safe.
I am trying to be the best that I can be, Goddess. Please don't let me fall.
Yours,
FaeRain