Adoption/baby strength**UPDATE**

[aislin_ryann]

Ok, for those of you who have been following my personal soap-opera, here is an update. We may have custody of the baby by this weekend. :awilly: I don't know what we are going to do! So much to do, so little time. lol I am asking for strength for tonight and for the rest of the week. I'll keep you posted!

[mystyheart]

Yea!!!!!! {{{{{{{{{{aislin_ryann}}}}}}}}}} Thoughts and energy zooming your way.


Brightest, brightest blessings,

[Aleannah]

sending strength your way...and may whatever else you need come to you swiftly and inexpensively :) :hugz:

[Catiana]

energy being sent :hugz:

[Brenda]

That's wonderful :hugz:

[Rowana]

yeay! :D

[wyldwolf]

I am so happy for you! :hahugh:

[Semele]

Positive thoughts and energy on the way from our house to yours.

[aislin_ryann]

I am so scared. In 4 hours from now, we may have a baby. I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should be happy, scared, nervous. I am trying not to get my hopes up too high incase the Mom says no she is keeping the kids. If that happens, we will call children's services and there is a good chance that the kids will be taken away from them. The house is disgusting. She doesn't clean, she doesn't change the diapers, She feeds the baby, but Gabby only eats once a day, if she is lucky. There are bongs setting around with dirty water in them. I am afraid that one of the kids is going to get ahold of one and drink the water. That would be terrible. I hope that the Mom sees that this is best and is ok with it.

[BlueMoon13]

I am so scared. In 4 hours from now, we may have a baby. I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should be happy, scared, nervous. I am trying not to get my hopes up too high incase the Mom says no she is keeping the kids. If that happens, we will call children's services and there is a good chance that the kids will be taken away from them. The house is disgusting. She doesn't clean, she doesn't change the diapers, She feeds the baby, but Gabby only eats once a day, if she is lucky. There are bongs setting around with dirty water in them. I am afraid that one of the kids is going to get ahold of one and drink the water. That would be terrible. I hope that the Mom sees that this is best and is ok with it.
Meh...try not to think about all that crap, concentrate on the positive...happy, scared, and nervous? Sounds like all the symptoms of impending motherhood to me:hahugh: :hugz:

[MysticWitch]

thats so sad when parents dont take care of their children.
Good luck hun

[aislin_ryann]

Meh...try not to think about all that crap, concentrate on the positive...happy, scared, and nervous? Sounds like all the symptoms of impending motherhood to me:hahugh: :hugz:


Ya, I guess it does sound like all the symptoms, doesn't it. I haven't eaten or slept hardley at all since all of this started on Sunday. I am worn out. But I know that if I end up with Logan, I will be tired forever!

[Belladona]

Take a deep breath sweetie, and know the Goddess is with you.
:)

[TaysatWesir]

:woot: sending you lots of strength energy good luck with the baby. :hugz:

[smckim]

Energy sent to you, the Goddess knows whats best for the babies, trust in her, have faith.

[AineDanu]

Energy sent and Congrats!

[Karissma]

What awesome news!! You are in my thoughts hun.

[aislin_ryann]

Ok, well we didn't get the baby last night. The mom freaked and said that she doesn't want to give up permanent custody of the kids and that she knows things will get better. Then she tells my sister that she can take the 2 year old and that she will call her when she wants to see her again. It was kind of heartbreaking to know that the kids will be in that situation for longer than we had hoped.

Now we are going to get Children's services involved. Those kids have been living in filth and drugs for too long. Had I known about all of this sooner, I would have done something sooner. But as I see it, we offered an easy solution to a bad situation. She didn't want to take us up on the offer, which she is entitled to do as the children's mother. So now, we are going to have to get some outside help to get those kids in a safe place. That is my main concern, I want those little ones safe.

I went home last night and in circle, I called Isis. All she had to say to me was a very loud, but comforting, "In time my child, in time."

So, I am ok with not getting Logan last night, but I want him to be safe.

[BlueMoon13]

I went home last night and in circle, I called Isis. All she had to say to me was a very loud, but comforting, "In time my child, in time."
**sighs**....Mother knows best......

So, I am ok with not getting Logan last night, but I want him to be safe.
Glad you're ok.....if you need to bring in Child services, you have to. Whatever it takes to get the kids safe-take the gloves off, and burn'em if you have to!

[Catiana]

I'm sorry it didn't work out. Hopefully child services can get all of the children into a safe environment. :hugz:

[Kalika]

:hugz:

[mystyheart]

:hugz:

Blessings, energy, and prayers,

[zede]

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you'll be fine it's normal to be nervous. i'm sooooooooooo happy for you!
ok just read the whole thread looking to see if logan was with you yet, should have done that to begin with i now i see that you ran into trouble. i'm sorry it didn't work out better , i hope she changes her mind . please keep updating this so we know how things are going . good luck don't loose hope.

[AineDanu]

I am glad that the children have you to care about them though - so many have no one. I send positive energies for you and the children.