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illusi0ns4u2luv
February 3rd, 2006, 05:48 PM
Two nights ago I had a horrible dream, the saddest dream I have ever had in my life, but what was even wierder was the aftermath of the dream...

First let me say that about 2 weeks ago I had my first psychic dream that I'm aware of. It was about my coworker and I woke up feeling as if something was very wrong with him. I called him and left a message but he never returned my call. When I finally did talk to him he revealed that he had been in a mess over the weekend and he had taken alot of pills and drank alcohol, so yes I was right, something was really wrong.

Anyway, two nights ago I had a dream that my fiance, my brother and my sister all died. I remember my fiance and sister had went in the car to find my mom and stepdad. My younger brother and I were at the house that I obviously lived in (but it wasnt the house I have now). Anyway, my brother went down into the basement, lit a match and blew up the house. Somehow (I dont know how) I got out and he burned to death. I went down the street to where my other sister (not the one in the dream) was living and my mom and stepdad were there. As I was trying to tell them about my brother dying, they were trying to tell me about my fiance and sister dying. From there I remember going to tell my boss that I needed time off because of this horrible tragedy and she just looked at me and said "WHAT!? You need more time off!?" I was absolutely hysterical throughout this entire dream. Anytime I tried to talk about what had happened I was crying uncontrollably. My boss ended up giving me a ride back to my sisters and when I got back there my mom and stepdad were cleaning the house, obviously trying not to think about what had just happened. I remember thinking to myself and then telling my mom "I never thought I would be the person who was engaged, finally finding the love of their life, and then their fiancee dies before they even get married." Again, absolutely hysterical. I was asking my mom questions like "What should I do about the condo? It's only in his name, do I sell it? What about his bills?" ...then I decided I needed to call his coworker to inform her that my fiance had died and I needed to come by the office to collect his things. I remember looking at the phone, in my dream I was seeing the phone in my hand and the phone number on the display panel while I was contemplating whether I could handle this phone call or not, I was hysterical just thinking about having to make it. And then I woke up.

I woke up crying, I mean actually sobbing. I have never cried so uncontrollably before in my entire life. I woke up my fiance telling him I had a bad dream and I was trying to describe the dream to him but I could not stop crying...even after waking up. I was crying so hard I had to get out of bed. My eyes were red and puffy and they looked like I had been crying for hours. I could not get myself to stop crying, the emotions of this dream completely took over me even after I came out of it. It was insane to me!!!

Has anyone else had a dream effect them like this even after they woke up from it? I have never had this happen. Even knowing that it didn't really happen, I had every emotion as if it did when I woke up and I couldn't control them.

illusi0ns4u2luv
February 5th, 2006, 08:49 PM
I'm going to selfishly bump this. I am REALLY hoping someone has some insight on this. Or perhaps just the same has happened to someone else?

Hope
February 5th, 2006, 10:21 PM
((hugs)) yes i have had dreams that seemed very real and i woke up crying or laughing

it happens

love
hope

illusi0ns4u2luv
February 5th, 2006, 11:53 PM
The High Priestess that teaches the Wicca Basics class I am taking said it probably has to do with the dynamic changes in my life right now. With planning a wedding, school and a new job work all taking new forms in my life. She pointed out that in the dream I lost 3 very important people in my life and probably felt alone, having to take on a whole new form of independence. At that time my fiance (who does a little dream work here and there) pointed out that yes we are both having to be more independent due to our work and school schedules being so compacted and we are having to struggle in balancing that time with our personal time together.

Amber Wynd
February 6th, 2006, 12:52 AM
That makes a lot of sense, actually. I've had traumatic dreams like that and usually it was when my life was going through some sort of upheaval or dramatic change. I hope you have sweet dreams again soon.