MammaStar
January 5th, 2002, 01:04 AM
I don't know how to handle all this negativity dear Mother. I know I should have some sort of compassion for Tim's Uncle Chipper, but I can't. I can NOT get past what he did to Tim all those years ago. He's an evil man. He hurt 2 innocent children & I cannot seem to let that go. Yet, he is a fellow human and I KNOW I should show some sort of compassion. I'm torn.
I'm torn as well on how to deal with his mother as well. I can't deal with her spitefulness and I don't know if that's her general nature or just her reacting to me because of how I feel about her brother.
Then, lastly, there's Cindy. She's a sick woman. Physicall, emotionally & spiritually. When I'm in the room with her, I can feel her drain all my energy. All the light in the room disappears. She's a human black hole. I can feel my strength to keep me & my son safe from her slowly slip. I want to be more patient and kind towards her, but I can't.
I need your Help, Mother. I need your guidance. I'm trying. So very hard. But it just seems to be coming on more & More and I don't know what else to do.
Your Blessed child,
Starlite
I'm torn as well on how to deal with his mother as well. I can't deal with her spitefulness and I don't know if that's her general nature or just her reacting to me because of how I feel about her brother.
Then, lastly, there's Cindy. She's a sick woman. Physicall, emotionally & spiritually. When I'm in the room with her, I can feel her drain all my energy. All the light in the room disappears. She's a human black hole. I can feel my strength to keep me & my son safe from her slowly slip. I want to be more patient and kind towards her, but I can't.
I need your Help, Mother. I need your guidance. I'm trying. So very hard. But it just seems to be coming on more & More and I don't know what else to do.
Your Blessed child,
Starlite