Please For The Love Of Gods And Goddesses

[MistOfTheSea86]

Let me deal with all this boredom, let it not make me question what I hold dearest to me and let it not consume me and make me want to jump off a cliff! PLEASE DEAR MOTHER, Help me endure this hell!


Thank you:)

[MistOfTheSea86]

When they do that... They are one person then they change so fast... What happened I always ask myself? You can't be you... You wouldn't do that, you would be nice to me unconditionally and not spreading so much negativity. I feel like nothing, which is a personal problem. But is it?


Things seem so slim, like one word could be the catalyst of Destruction. There is so much misunderstanding but why??? Why can't these things be simple? We called ourselves a title which seems to be so wavy. Must I always forget and always dismiss what I can not help. I just want to be that way always... And even now I am afraid that things will crumble. I must always say it is my problem, I must always be the one who misunderstands and submits to your will. Why can't I be strong for once and make a decision instead of always following the path to peace. Am I doomed to always being your beating stick? Who only tells you how great you are and only stands up when he knows you'll understand. Must everything be you, must I always have the problem. You know me, and I am sad and afraid of losing you. Goddess Help me...

[MistOfTheSea86]

I finally stood up to the people I didn't before, it feels so great that I did not submit myself. but I did apologize and say somethings were wrong because they were. but I got out what I needed to say, and if ends everything. I will be sad for a bit, but will get used to it. Life goes on with or without the people you once really cared for. I would hate to see them go, but I fear, if their logic is correct, it is inevitable.