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yarrow_elfglow
February 12th, 2006, 09:31 PM
Shadowsong asked me to post this up for everyone to read. This is what happend to her last night. She also asked for opinons.
OK so I felt really moved to do a ritual to Goddess last night. I'd never done an invocation before but that's what I wrote. So when the folks were gone I stripped down and danced skyclad to bellydancing music in the dark. I said my bit--the part of my prayer to Her--didn't have it memorized--and then I danced between my bit and Hers to me. But when I danced... She came and it felt like She took over my body. It wasn't me dancing. It was like, I saw through my eyes but it wasn't my body. The dancing wasn't my own. It became fast, frenzied, more crap than I could ever do. And when the bit came for Her words to me, they weren't mine. I wasn't the one speaking. I don't know if this is making any sense... but I think Goddess kind of possessed me (not in a bad way) for the first time last night. And as for the bellydancing, when She did it? No wonder I'm sore this morning for no other reason
LyraDragonStar
February 12th, 2006, 09:57 PM
Wow!!! That's awesome. From what she says, I'd say the got to experience the power of the Goddess. I've experienced the powers of the Goddess before. It's amazing!
wintermagick
February 12th, 2006, 11:21 PM
I've felt something similar during rituals in the past... it is a heady feeling.
Shanti
February 12th, 2006, 11:34 PM
I wouldnt say possesion, IMO. She didnt take over and toss you in the background, leaving you with no memory of it all but, what I would call it, IMO...
Sharing!! Wonderful, beautiful, sharing!!!! A touch of her you have experienced that will probably open new doors and new understandings!!
And if you felt or learned anything form this experience or in any future experience that is new and not commonly believed...work with her (your goddess) on it and not people. I found that learning is unique and differant for individuals.
I wish your journey to be filled with beautiful experiances and learnings!! :)
BlackMagicalCat
February 12th, 2006, 11:35 PM
Wow,sounds awsome.
I dont have enough experience to comment,,,but I did an invocation and prayed for a while and went to sleep,and Anubus Showed up in my dreams,it sorta bothered me a bit,not really knowing much about Anubus,He was large,very large,,,and I wasnt comfortable with any male Gods to be honest.
Im glad the Goddess has filled you with herself,Im sure she has found favor with you.You are blessed.
HetHert
February 13th, 2006, 12:28 AM
Thats exactly what channeling a Goddess is like! Great work. Dancing is a great way to tap the Goddesses primal energy!
LadyCelt
February 13th, 2006, 01:28 AM
does channelingmean you have to be posessed when it happens?
HetHert
February 13th, 2006, 01:45 AM
does channelingmean you have to be posessed when it happens?
Hmm I consider the words to be synonyms..so if a Goddess is directly filling you and working through you and your ego self (as in your everyday person you present to the world) is pushed aside then the answer is yes.
LadyCelt
February 13th, 2006, 02:19 AM
myabe I don't understand whatchanneling is completely.
Nacken
February 13th, 2006, 03:44 AM
I think that posession is involuntary and you can't snap out of it even if you really wanted to. Channeling the deity is something that people around here do voluntarily. When it has happened to me I have felt that if I wanted to I could regain control of my body. In any case, possession seems to have a negative connotation while channeling is neutral. The first that I read of channeling was in the Seth books. Jane Roberts wrote a series of books mostly in the 1970s in which she channelled an entity called Seth.
Vincent Verthaine
February 13th, 2006, 03:52 AM
Everytime Eris possesses me,I charge her rent.As long as she doesn't damage anything in my body I give her her security deposit back.
star_belfire
February 13th, 2006, 04:27 AM
That is so awesome!! I've never actually had an experience like that where we were shareing one body.
I did thoguh have an experience durring meditation, I saw her. She bathed in a beautiful white-silver light and she spoke to me saying "Everything was going to be alright." I was going though something at the time.
I hope that one day I will have and experience as awesome as Shadowsong's
HetHert
February 13th, 2006, 11:05 AM
I think that posession is involuntary and you can't snap out of it even if you really wanted to. Channeling the deity is something that people around here do voluntarily. When it has happened to me I have felt that if I wanted to I could regain control of my body. In any case, possession seems to have a negative connotation while channeling is neutral. The first that I read of channeling was in the Seth books. Jane Roberts wrote a series of books mostly in the 1970s in which she channelled an entity called Seth.
Excellent clarifications. :cheers:
Nitefalle
February 13th, 2006, 12:06 PM
Shadowsong asked me to post this up for everyone to read. This is what happend to her last night. She also asked for opinons.
OK so I felt really moved to do a ritual to Goddess last night. I'd never done an invocation before but that's what I wrote.
Well, I'd say she got exactly what she asked for. She wrote an invocation and a Goddess was invoked. I think more people need to look up the definitions of and differences between invocation and evocation.
Roseahn
February 14th, 2006, 09:00 PM
Regardless of mixed up between invocation vs evocation--that must have been some experience, especially for your first time. Well done!
Little Billy
February 14th, 2006, 09:17 PM
Everytime Eris possesses me,I charge her rent.As long as she doesn't damage anything in my body I give her her security deposit back.
Yep. I'm puzzled about one thing, though.
You'd think if a Goddess possessed you, you'd KNOW it.
Unfortunately, I will never find out. As you know, Vince, my head is a crowded place. There simply isn't room.
Vincent Verthaine
February 15th, 2006, 09:43 PM
Yep. I'm puzzled about one thing, though.
You'd think if a Goddess possessed you, you'd KNOW it.
Unfortunately, I will never find out. As you know, Vince, my head is a crowded place. There simply isn't room.
Ever thought of taking out a loan and adding on space?
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