XantheStar
January 6th, 2002, 11:19 PM
Now, please tell me I'm not the only one who feels trapped inside my body. Yes, I am human, but there's that primal feeling, the feeling you're just..not what you are deep down. Now, I'm just wondering if any of you feel like this. For years, I've felt a deep connection towards canines, and I tend to act like one. ESPECIALLY around my dog. We see each other as equals, and over the years I've come to respect my wild side.
I don't know if any of you have heard of this, but it's considered lycanthropy? Some of you may thinjk it's a mental disorder, but I know some of you you believe, for spiritual reasons. I've long believed in reincarnation, and I've come to conclude certain things about myself.
I'm not talking about turning into an animal, no, I'm talking about aquiring the feelings, or taking on the mental state of a creature for a period of time. A few years back, it would happen. Where I would growl if agitated enough, and howled constantly. It just felt right, and after a good howl and relaxing out in the night air, I felt right.
I uised to feel outcast, but since I found my beliefs and pinned the down, I realized that I had control. And instead of going into periods where I was extremely 'wolfy', or 'feral', I have integrated my feelings and emotions into my life. I do growl, and I snarl when agitated, and I also hold a deep kkinship with my best friend, my dog.
...to make a long story short <too late! :x Shameless 'Clue' plug>, I just wish to know if any of you had had such experiences, or I'd like to know your opinions. Ciao!
I don't know if any of you have heard of this, but it's considered lycanthropy? Some of you may thinjk it's a mental disorder, but I know some of you you believe, for spiritual reasons. I've long believed in reincarnation, and I've come to conclude certain things about myself.
I'm not talking about turning into an animal, no, I'm talking about aquiring the feelings, or taking on the mental state of a creature for a period of time. A few years back, it would happen. Where I would growl if agitated enough, and howled constantly. It just felt right, and after a good howl and relaxing out in the night air, I felt right.
I uised to feel outcast, but since I found my beliefs and pinned the down, I realized that I had control. And instead of going into periods where I was extremely 'wolfy', or 'feral', I have integrated my feelings and emotions into my life. I do growl, and I snarl when agitated, and I also hold a deep kkinship with my best friend, my dog.
...to make a long story short <too late! :x Shameless 'Clue' plug>, I just wish to know if any of you had had such experiences, or I'd like to know your opinions. Ciao!