Tanemon
March 9th, 2006, 11:54 PM
I'm dealing with an accumulation of frustration on a certain level in my life, and have arrived at a place where I can describe it to some extent. Feels like a karmic corral of some sort ("fenced in" in some way).
I've had many, many things go well for me, and have brought many personal projects (ones involving myself alone) to fruition. But I've had more than my share of "bad luck" with projects involving groups or teams of people. In many cases people have looked to me for leadership or guidance within a team, but the spirit or focus of the group so often peters out... sometimes in the most inexplicable circumstances, or for the oddest of reasons.
I'm trying to avoid falling into a sour evaluation of people, trying to avoid cynicism maybe.
This is a large share of what is bothering me at the moment, though perhaps not all of it. I feel "project blocked" in the way described above, but also, I think, in other ways too. As though I'm swimming upstream in relation to things worth doing. That might be the most general way of putting it.
Can anyone offer a good reading?
Thanks.
:sunny: Tanemon
I've had many, many things go well for me, and have brought many personal projects (ones involving myself alone) to fruition. But I've had more than my share of "bad luck" with projects involving groups or teams of people. In many cases people have looked to me for leadership or guidance within a team, but the spirit or focus of the group so often peters out... sometimes in the most inexplicable circumstances, or for the oddest of reasons.
I'm trying to avoid falling into a sour evaluation of people, trying to avoid cynicism maybe.
This is a large share of what is bothering me at the moment, though perhaps not all of it. I feel "project blocked" in the way described above, but also, I think, in other ways too. As though I'm swimming upstream in relation to things worth doing. That might be the most general way of putting it.
Can anyone offer a good reading?
Thanks.
:sunny: Tanemon