im a mess!!! *sob*

[Black-mage]

im a complete mess and have been for weeks. iv had depression for years but lately its been getting so bad, im worried my parents will find out and my worst fear is that my boyfriend might dump me. That would ruin me completely!!!!! i'v been emotinal and withdrawing. i recently left my job, so that doesnt help. and i dont have a car yet so i cant go and see anyone when i get lonely. what am i suppost to do with myself?! im only 16, i dont want to be like this forever!!!!! :wah:
this is a desperate call for help......

[Philosophia]

:hugz: I understand the feelings. Sending positive energy to you! :hugz: Remember, you are young and have the world at your feet. Have you thought about seeing somebody, a counsellor maybe?

[Black-mage]

yes iv tried councellors and they just sit there and go "so what do you think about this?" none of them have been any help at all

[Philosophia]

yes iv tried councellors and they just sit there and go "so what do you think about this?" none of them have been any help at all

How long have you seen one?

[BlackMagicalCat]

Aww,Im so sorry,Hey,maybe your parents finding out isnt so bad.
Does your mother love you?Spend time with her,and hug her and tell her you need help.

I dont know what your parents are like ,but its just a thought.
Ill pray for you also,that friends will be sent to bless you,and help you along
the path of life you are walking.

And you are never alone,God is always with you.
I will pray for you if its okay with you.

[Black-mage]

i was seeing a councellor for 2 months and both of us relized i wasnt making any progress so i stoped going.
thanks for praying for me! it means alot :hahugh:
the reason i dont want to tell my parents is they'll either not believe me or make a huge fuss and take me to a doctor and all that. The only people that know are my best friend, my boyfriend and his sister (she has depression aswell and is on prozac) The truth is im to scared to tell anyone else, but i cant understand why :wah:

[Brenda]

Sending positive energy :hugz:

[DaveD]

Sending positive energy to help you see what is causing your depression.

Lost Soul

[Aleannah]

positive and courageous energy sent :hugz:

on a side note, maybe you should tell your parents...even if they overreact, at least they love you enough to try to help you. It sounds like you need to find a counselor that works for you. Teen years are so hard, and I completely understand about being afraid to ask for help, but if you are unable to do it on your own, then asking is exactly what you need to do. It's not a sign of weakness...instead, it's a sign that you care enough about yourself that you will allow someone to help you. :hugz:

[TaysatWesir]

sending you positive energy :hugz: love your sig btw

[Black-mage]

sending you positive energy :hugz: love your sig btw
on a side note, maybe you should tell your parents...even if they overreact, at least they love you enough to try to help you. It sounds like you need to find a counselor that works for you. Teen years are so hard, and I completely understand about being afraid to ask for help, but if you are unable to do it on your own, then asking is exactly what you need to do. It's not a sign of weakness...instead, it's a sign that you care enough about yourself that you will allow someone to help you.

Wow, thats really true. thaks, i think thats probably some of the best advice iv heard from anyone in a long time :) much appreciated. and thanks everyone else for the positive energy.

[AineDanu]

I am glad you are open and listening. You need to get help before things get worse. I sincerely hope you get a counselor with whom you are comfortable and that you get the help you need. I will send energy to the best possible outcome and for you to find peace. Please let us know how you continue to do and if you need to talk or whatever there are lots of us around :)