Kiya
January 18th, 2002, 03:25 PM
I just thought I'd share a bit of a personal experience with everyone.
I've felt Hecate in my life for some months, but she really took me in hand recently. I'm a great one for knowing what is wrong and knowing in my head what I have to do. But I'm also well-known for burying my head in the sand and ignoring problems, hoping they would go away.
In the end, while I was dithering at a crossroads in my life - actually, it was more like a t-junction because there was no way to carry on the way I was going - Hecate gave up and pushed me in the right direction. Boy did it hurt, and I've had to face my emotional difficulties, and face some horrendous financial ones. But the decision was the right one, because I am so relieved now I'm light-headed. I'm not living in the beautiful house anymore, but I have a home that is mine and mine alone. I have freedom to do what I want - including be here!- and the only way now is up. I've got friends I didn't even know I had, all of whom have been there for me. And I can finally be me, instead of the frightened little girl I used to be.
Oh, that's everso vague, but I'd have to write a book on what I've been through, and you'd never believe it all...
Enough of my soppy stuff. I'm just grateful to a Goddess who takes an interest in my life!
I've felt Hecate in my life for some months, but she really took me in hand recently. I'm a great one for knowing what is wrong and knowing in my head what I have to do. But I'm also well-known for burying my head in the sand and ignoring problems, hoping they would go away.
In the end, while I was dithering at a crossroads in my life - actually, it was more like a t-junction because there was no way to carry on the way I was going - Hecate gave up and pushed me in the right direction. Boy did it hurt, and I've had to face my emotional difficulties, and face some horrendous financial ones. But the decision was the right one, because I am so relieved now I'm light-headed. I'm not living in the beautiful house anymore, but I have a home that is mine and mine alone. I have freedom to do what I want - including be here!- and the only way now is up. I've got friends I didn't even know I had, all of whom have been there for me. And I can finally be me, instead of the frightened little girl I used to be.
Oh, that's everso vague, but I'd have to write a book on what I've been through, and you'd never believe it all...
Enough of my soppy stuff. I'm just grateful to a Goddess who takes an interest in my life!