Just a rant..

[arianrhods_daughter]

Just a rant about life before the end of the ongoing tunnel of crap in my life... just one of those low periods where nothing is going to go right at the moment and the stress is building. It's just really getting me down, I feel like I don't have a place in the world and am really alone, I know its a stupid feeling and everything will come up again eventually, but its hard to see to the shinning end when you're feeling blue..

Well thats my rant, feel free to rant away as well..

[Shadow Dreamer]

having grown up in a family of 10 kids, I know what you mean. Somedays you just want to go away to where it's quiet...where there aren't any people...and when you get there you sure don't feel like going back.

Face the north, breathe deep of the icy winds blowing down to cool your soul.

~SD

[arianrhods_daughter]

Thanks :hugz: Im trying to keep my cool at the moment, I know things will get better, it just seems so far away at the moment. Want to run away to the middle of nowhere for a bit? :)

[Slyph]

What you need is to shoehorn some guilty pleasures into your life. Buy a BOB. Eat hagen dahz in the bath. Mosh. Withdraw a reasonable but bigger than usual amount of money and blow it on yourself.

Also: remember this koan.

A young student approached his master to complain. "Meditating sucks. I get nervous and fidgety and my back hurts. I fall asleep I never get anywhere and when I do finally relax I dose off".

"It will pass."

Few weeks later he comes back.

"You were so right master! It's second bloody nature now. I'm as comfortable in full lotus as if I were sleeping on a pile of down-covered virgins and slipping into za-zen on a whim"

"It will pass."

[Brenda]

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

[AineDanu]

It is natural to feel this way and we all do at one time or another. Your feelings are not stupid at all. Remember that. The things you feel and the things that worry you can cause damage to yourself when not expressed in some way. SO express away and never ever feel that your thoughts, feelings, worries are stupid. :) Huggsss and hope your feeling better soon