My Heart Hurts

[GYPSTHEART]

I Guess I Just Have To Let It Out No One Can Help It Will Be Two Years Dec 24 06 My Grandson 24 Years Old Was Shot And Killed My Life Has Been Turned In Side Out When I Talk To My Son (grandsons Father) Its Like Two Crazy People All The Things I Once Held Close Are Nothing I Hate I Hurt I Cry I Want My Grandson Back And No One Can Help Me I Miss His Beautiful Smile And Gee Gram Your The Best And I Get A Hug And A Kiss I Feel Like I'm Going Crazy But They Say If You Think You Are Your Not Lol Thanks For Your Time
Gypsyheart

[Morrigan_Wolfwind]

Um... In spite of my slight trouble reading that post, I feel sorry for you if you're serious.

I've never seen so many capitalized words... :confused:

[Graelwyn]

Your Grandson hasn't gone anywhere. All that has left you is the physical part of him, though I am sure that doesn't make the pain easier to bear. But, you have to believe that, you really do. Love NEVER dies. That will go on and on, just as the spirit goes on and on. Please don't hate, and hurt, that is not what he would want, believe me. Hate and hurt, you close so many doors, not only to those around you here, but also to the memory and the essence of your grandson. If I was there, I would give you such a big hug, don't give up hope. _pounce_

[twilightki]

Just another course in life. Everything has a little touch of grey. You have to be good to yourself, and keep on living. Living in a cloud of sorrow, despite the word "living" is not living. Through time you will grow to accept your loss, you will grow stronger, and you will be happy in time, make sure you keep that in mind. Theres sunshine after a storm.

[MysticWitch]

:hugz: It breaks my heart to read your post. Ugh. No one should out live the youngin's :wah:

[Shadows Sweet]

Your Grandson hasn't gone anywhere. All that has left you is the physical part of him, though I am sure that doesn't make the pain easier to bear. But, you have to believe that, you really do. Love NEVER dies. That will go on and on, just as the spirit goes on and on. Please don't hate, and hurt, that is not what he would want, believe me. Hate and hurt, you close so many doors, not only to those around you here, but also to the memory and the essence of your grandson. _pounce_

I second that. He is just in another stage of his existence. It just happened before you. Mourn his passing, but remember he will always be with you in your thoughts.

:hugz:

[GYPSTHEART]

I want to thank you all for your replys and yes i am serious this is nothing to joke about you need to grow up have a great day i had the need to vent thanks again

[shuvanilu]

I'm so sorry to read about your loss. How awful. I guess all I can do is send you an online (((((((hug)))))))). May peace come to your heart.------shuvanilu

[Liguana]

It seems to go against the natural order of the world when the young ones die before the elders. And when they are taken from us violently, it seems all the more heartbreakingly wrong. It is good to mourn when your spirit needs to. A grief support group might help. Just do not forget to live on. You have a life ahead of you, and it needs to be about things besides grief. Loving energies to you. This is hard work you are doing. Blessings for your journey.

[Morrigan_Wolfwind]

I want to thank you all for your replys and yes i am serious this is nothing to joke about you need to grow up have a great day i had the need to vent thanks again

Sorry about doubting your seriousness. I have a rather knee-jerk reaction when people don't use much punctuation, it comes from being nitpicky.

I still feel quite bad for you. :hugz:

[iucey]

:hugz:
losing someone you love alot is very painful
but he's still living some where,
most important is that he's still living in your heart!
so it does make him alive and living happily somewhere.
body is just a shell, ending life here emans the start of the life elsewhere
a better place then this one we are in now..

that is what i told myself everyday.
at least it help me feel abit better.
i hope it help you too..

[Philosophia]

:hugz: He is always with you, inside your heart. He'll never leave because the memories are still alive.