can any one decipher my dream(s)?

[Mystic Twilight]

i once was Christian, although i really dont say i am because my parents chose that for me. well a few nights ago, i had this crazy and very emotional dream. i was standing in a church at the front and all the seats were filled (although i never actually turned around to see anyone sitting in them, i just 'knew'). i was standing in the front and there was this big flat stone (kind of resembled what the 10 commandments were allegedly written on) and it was about 4 and a half feet tall. it had writing on it although i never remember actually reading it. to my left there was a priest standing there and to the left of him and a little behind, there was a coffin with an american flag draped over it (the coffin was holding Jesus in it) i cant remember what the priest was saying exactly but in a nutshell he was telling me to accept the lord and to take his religion. and that i was wrong. i became really stressed and eventually broke. i touched the stone with both of my hands, which was supposed to symbolize that i accepted christianity (even though in my mind i was thinking that it wasnt what i was really accepting, i was just trying to fool everyone else) when i touched the stone, blue light and wind began twistuing around me, almost like i was being trapped into that religion, i screamed and then i woke up.....this dream has me so confused, i dont even know where to start and im usually good at inturpreting dreams....but that one and this one has me stuck. the other one that has me stuck isnt so much my dream but it is something else. let me explain...

I went to school on Wednesdayafter waking up from an awful nightmare and i saw my boyfriend. when he saw me, he immeadiately walked over and gave me a huge hug. he said that he needed a hug from me because he had a nightmare. i asked him what about and he said it was about me. i told him i had a night mare about him too and he asked me what about. i told him that he was killed in the elevator on a cruise ship. he told my his was about me being killed because my plane was hijacked. one of the weird things is that in about 2 weeks we are FLYING to go on a CRUISE. Is it kinda strange that we both had somewhat similar dreams about eachother on the same night? or am i a freak?

[Myst]

No the strange part is you both don't realize you've been worrying about flying to go on a cruise and that's why you had a nightmare. ;)

For the first one, I had a dream I died and stood before God after I'd been studying Paganism for a few months. In my case it was because I was still experiencing doubt about becoming Pagan. This is probably the case for you too. Keep in mind that even tho Priests try to speak for God they aren't him. Even if some human is mad at you for finding your own beliefs, God isn't. It's up to you to decide if you can make peace with yourself about being Pagan.

I came to realize that when I die, if I've been wrong, and I stand before God and He tells me so, I'll apologize. He is forgiving and understanding - I bet He would explain to me that his ways have really been twisted by man, and that he loves me anyway. Take some time to think about it. :)

[flar7]

You cant really interpret a dream very well without a lot of information from the person who dreamed it. (Actually I mean
I cant..) There are things in your dream that seem important
but without knowing something about you it would be hard to be
sure. The american flag over the coffin with jesus seems very
important to me, but without some history I cant be sure. The
dramatic struggle at the end could be indecision or with the right
clues it may mean something in the future is going to happen.

I do dream interpretations for all my friends who ask for it, and I
have a fairly good success rate. But it can take more than one dream, unless its a really disturbing one like yours, to determine
if the dream is a message or just your subconscious sorting things
out. That is the majority of dreams, just sorting.

You said you were raised christian? At what age did you not
believe or did you ever, and at what age did you tell your parents
if ever about not being christian. Also, anyone in family in the
military, if not immediate family then loved one or favorite friend?
The fact that you have to act to choose is also important. The
christian symbols may not be as threatening, they just may point
to a time you made another critical decision.

That is briefly my first impression of what you wrote, but to get
a better reading you need to see someone in person. Who you
are guides your thoughts and inquiries.