XanderAmon
April 24th, 2006, 10:07 PM
In meditations some time back, I started to see some new images, a couple of which were a red ribbon and a feather headdress. Some research showed these both to be attributed to Min (http://www.egyptiandreams.co.uk/min.php), an Egyptian god of fertility. There were other things about him that appealed to me as well: another attribute of him, Amun, is quite similar to one of my "magical" names *points to username*. He is associated with lightning and the constellation Orion, both of which I feel a connection to. It seemed rather clear he was calling out to me as a patron god. I'd never worked with an Egyptian god before, but I'd always had an interest in their ancient culture, so it didn't seem too weird.
Fast forward a few months, and me attending a sader at my cousin's. Now, I'm hardly Jewish in practice. I was never even Bat Mitzvah'ed, and I don't neccessarily worship the Hebrew god (though I do believe in an over-arching power greater than any archetypal god or goddess). But I have grown up very close to the Jewish side of my family, and the biggest part of that has been the holiday traditions.
So I'm sitting there having a grand old time, and we start singing "Daiyenu", a song about all the great things God did for the Jews in bringing them out of Egypt. And suddenly I realize there's a line in there about Him "destroying their gods".
And in the back of my mind I start to realize that I'm getting very close to a god of a society which, if the Torah is to be believed, enslaved my ancestors.
Worse, I find out later that Rameses II was closely associated with Min. Rameses II is the pharoh who supposedly enslaved the Jews.
So, that's a bit odd, eh? I'm trying not to freak out too much about it for the time being, but rather think: wonder what it may mean, how it might affect my faith... and whether anyone has gone through something similar.
How 'bout it?
Fast forward a few months, and me attending a sader at my cousin's. Now, I'm hardly Jewish in practice. I was never even Bat Mitzvah'ed, and I don't neccessarily worship the Hebrew god (though I do believe in an over-arching power greater than any archetypal god or goddess). But I have grown up very close to the Jewish side of my family, and the biggest part of that has been the holiday traditions.
So I'm sitting there having a grand old time, and we start singing "Daiyenu", a song about all the great things God did for the Jews in bringing them out of Egypt. And suddenly I realize there's a line in there about Him "destroying their gods".
And in the back of my mind I start to realize that I'm getting very close to a god of a society which, if the Torah is to be believed, enslaved my ancestors.
Worse, I find out later that Rameses II was closely associated with Min. Rameses II is the pharoh who supposedly enslaved the Jews.
So, that's a bit odd, eh? I'm trying not to freak out too much about it for the time being, but rather think: wonder what it may mean, how it might affect my faith... and whether anyone has gone through something similar.
How 'bout it?