Healing Energy Request

[Ayumi]

Hello everyone. Last Saturday I fell ill with something where I was in severe pain from my lower rib cage to the lower part of my sacral chakra area. I was hospitalized over night. They gave me a pain-killer to help me that was used on chemo-therapy patients and still even that did not work. I have had this happen about a year ago as well, but thought it was just food poisoning or something. Considering the reaccurance of that sort of problem and my and my family's histories I think that it is probably something more serious. I do not know what exactly the problem is, as the doctors were not certain themselves and I was released. I will be going to see my doctor tomorrow so I would really appreciate any good energies or prayers you could all spare. I am really worried about this but find I cannot share my fears with my friends as I normally would because I do not want them to suffer because of this as well. My family knows and is taking care of me, but I would beel very comforted to know there are some fellow pagans/wiccans out there sending some positivity for me.

Thank you very much and blessings to all,
Ayumi Endoh

[Willow Rosette]

Oh honey lighting incense and sending you energy now. Please keep us updated. :hugz:

**Edit** I chose black rose incense for you honey. I have never used it before but it is very calming and soothing. Victoria even said a prayer while I let it.

[Philosophia]

Sending healing and positivity energy to you! :hugz:

[Brenda]

Sending healing energy :hugz:

[Wytchie]

Positive and healing energies sent, I do hope it turns out well, I will be thinking of you. :hugz:

[arsula]

:hugz: :hugz: Healing energy to you!!!!

Please remind the docs to check your gall bladder....

[TaysatWesir]

healing energy sent :hugz:

[PeleRising]

Healing energies sent.

[Ayumi]

Thank you all so much! I went to the doctor's yesterday and he still isn't exactly sure what it is. He tried to reassure me though that it is most likely not my appendix, but he could not rule out things like viruses, food allergy, crone's disease, and some other things like that. What he did tell me was that I probably don't require any surgery... which thank Goddess I don't need as the doctor in the hospital insinuated I might. My father did have his gall bladder out a while ago after he almost died, but it is not likely that I have that the doctor said. My mother is hoping it was just some virus... like the roto one... but I wasn't around children so I'm leaning more toward an allergy of some sort towards one of the foods I ate as I have a history of that.

*breathes* Thank you all so much for your energies and prayers. I think that they truely helped me both physically and mentally. I was really frightened because I didn't know if I wasn't going to wake up in the morning every time I laid down to go to sleep. I thought my appendix would burst or something equally as bad would happen. Your comforting and encouragement helped get me through this and, even though I'm still not sure what exactly is wrong with me, I feel now I have some courage to face things and hopefully heal from whatever I have.

Love and gratitude eternally,
Ayumi :heartthro