just messed

[storm_child]

Hey,
Ok, so earlier this year I started to get this impression I was going to run into this person I went to elementry school with but I dont really know him or anything. Then he started showing up in my dreams.. I recognized him in my dreams but it wasnt exactly him. Last night though I had a dream and I saw him perfectly exactly as he would have aged... and I looked right into his eyes and it was... startling I can still see him perfictly in my inds eye without even trying. My heart was racing and I gasped in my dream.
Its kinda like I'm Sexually attrackted to him but only when im in my dreams... I did have a crush on him in Grade seven but that was ages ago, and now i have a B/F who im really seriouse with. I just dont get it, to me it has ZERO logic, but at the same time Im kinda wondering if hes having the samething happen?... anyone?
BB~Storm

[Garm]

It sounds like you made some sort of spiritual/psychic connection with him when you were much younger.

We frequently interpret such things sexually on the physical level.

Don't to read too much into it, these things happen at random, and often.

When you are seeing him, but it's not quite him, what your percieving is the spirit behind him, over and above his concious ego/self awareness.

If your spiritual/psychic component was operating under the control of your concious mind, and this the "Great Work" of the magickian, you would know where and how this link was made and most importantly the real significance of it.

Maybe this is a past life issue.

Maybe you were lovers, or just as likely, mortal enemies.

But short of that kind of knowledge the most probable explaination is just a haphazard crossing of lines, a moment when "your higher self" [I am sorry the terminology is so vague] was peering through your eyes at the same moment his was, and a recognition was reached.

Wether he would be aware of it is open to debate, his experience of it might just as intense but in a very different form.