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BlackMagicalCat
June 27th, 2006, 03:39 AM
Well,I dreamed that I saw 3 women,,one who was so beautifull,,it was so amazing.And she was walking by with 2 other woman,,so she stopped and said to me,,I want to talk to you.
So,I said ,okay.She kneelled down and began to whisper in my ear,,and It was where I could hear her,,but I dont remember anything she said.
So then,she suddenly turned evil sorta,and growled at me,and latched on to me somehow,,and I struggled to get away from her,,but it was a half hearted struggle,and she knew it.I really wanted her face and mine to come together,to feel her breath in me,and to see her eyes,and to feel her embrace,and to kiss her lips,,I was sorta drawn to her,and felt a bit helpless,but it felt good kinda,,it was the growl that turned me back a bit.
Her face changed too,and she was licking my head like a lollypop,but it was on the inside of my head(I know that sounds funny)So,i pulled away from her,and looked at her,and she still looked beautifull,and she said,,you lost something when you signed that paper.
But I have no clue what paper she was talking about?
And I admit to calling forth many in my prayers,,I need to experience for myself the connection to the Goddess,or whoever,,I cant just go on what someone else says.Every time I do an invokation of some kind,,someone shows up in my dreams.
Besides,I was told,,some things you must do on your own,and experience on your own,,so Im doing the best I can
Any thoughts or advice on how to aproach this woman,She said before ,{if its the same one},,,when I asked her to leave me alone,,she said..[I dont want to]So,I am sure I will see her again,,she seems to be stealing my heart,and she knows how I feel inside,and understands my desires,I feel so drawn to her,when I sleep,I feel her near.
Should I fear her?
I wonder if this is a spirit being,or a Goddess,or who knows ?
Im just not sure.
Rhisiart
June 27th, 2006, 03:51 AM
So then,she suddenly turned evil sorta,and growled at me,and latched on to me somehow,,and I struggled to get away from her,,but it was a half hearted struggle,and she knew it.I really wanted her face and mine to come together,to feel her breath in me,and to see her eyes,and to feel her embrace,and to kiss her lips,,I was sorta drawn to her,and felt a bit helpless,but it felt good kinda,,it was the growl that turned me back a bit.
Her face changed too,and she was licking my head like a lollypop,but it was on the inside of my head(I know that sounds funny)So,i pulled away from her,and looked at her,and she still looked beautifull,and she said,,you lost something when you signed that paper.
Sounds alot like my ex-wife when she divorced me!! lol kidding, I divorced her but I surely remember the "licking" I got from it!
Since I dont know much about your background or history I cant really give you rhyme or reason about your dream, only to tell you to look to your past and see if it symbolizes any experiences you've had. The only otherworldlies that visit me are the one from my own past so I cant honestly give you any reference on invoked beings as well. It still sounds an awful lot like a lost desire type dream. Best of luck with it!
BlackMagicalCat
June 27th, 2006, 04:12 AM
Sounds alot like my ex-wife when she divorced me!! lol kidding, I divorced her but I surely remember the "licking" I got from it!
Since I dont know much about your background or history I cant really give you rhyme or reason about your dream, only to tell you to look to your past and see if it symbolizes any experiences you've had. The only otherworldlies that visit me are the one from my own past so I cant honestly give you any reference on invoked beings as well. It still sounds an awful lot like a lost desire type dream. Best of luck with it!Thanks,,I actually feel like Im dealing with someone,not a memory,this is real,and we talk to each other,she is in my life now.Less than 2 years ago,I never dreamed I would be praying to any Goddess.
I am dealing with someone greater than me,because I can feel it,but not as great as God,and she seems to have me all figured out.
anomalous
June 27th, 2006, 11:09 AM
If we set aside the divine aspects of the dream and break it down what I see is...
3 women walking is usually associated with people gossiping behind your back. The one that kneels and kisses you and has that whole evil temptation thing going on ... ever heard of the term "kiss of death" or maybe "killing someone with words"? Sounds to me like a particular female that you see as wonderful and beautiful is really an enemy seeking out the best way to defame you.
Her licking your head is an intellectual thing and a perfect form of dream analysis going on here. If your head is signifying your mental self and the licking is the "slow" method of devouring your mental self then one would consider thats shes trying to get you on an intellectual standpoint, politics if you will, and shes taking her time to do it.
Words are a powerful thing in dreams both literal and metaphoric can be applied. Literal by the fact that maybe you've submitted a document thats upset this person therefore they'll see to it that you'll loose it all. Or perhaps document or signature are buzz words that have a special meaning to you, but you'll have to figure that one out on your own.
The dream has psychicism written all over it, though I wouldn't say who you saw was a god/goddess, usually they'll come to you with a bit more prominent and spiritual based advice not stuff about signing documents, seems a bit meager for a divine being :)
Hope any of the info helps.
MoonDragn
June 27th, 2006, 11:14 AM
The symbolism of signing something and selling your soul to the devil can't be dismissed here. Could it be deep down inside you have some misgivings about paganism?
BlackMagicalCat
June 27th, 2006, 02:14 PM
If we set aside the divine aspects of the dream and break it down what I see is...
3 women walking is usually associated with people gossiping behind your back. The one that kneels and kisses you and has that whole evil temptation thing going on ... ever heard of the term "kiss of death" or maybe "killing someone with words"? Sounds to me like a particular female that you see as wonderful and beautiful is really an enemy seeking out the best way to defame you.
Her licking your head is an intellectual thing and a perfect form of dream analysis going on here. If your head is signifying your mental self and the licking is the "slow" method of devouring your mental self then one would consider thats shes trying to get you on an intellectual standpoint, politics if you will, and shes taking her time to do it.
Words are a powerful thing in dreams both literal and metaphoric can be applied. Literal by the fact that maybe you've submitted a document thats upset this person therefore they'll see to it that you'll loose it all. Or perhaps document or signature are buzz words that have a special meaning to you, but you'll have to figure that one out on your own.
The dream has psychicism written all over it, though I wouldn't say who you saw was a god/goddess, usually they'll come to you with a bit more prominent and spiritual based advice not stuff about signing documents, seems a bit meager for a divine being :)
Hope any of the info helps.
Okay,,I dont do politics,and all my female friends are wiccan.I have no male friends I trust with anything.I have nothing to loose,I dont know anyone I pissed off.
And everyone talks about me behind my back,,I ignore them.I havent signed anything,especially my soul,LOL
But I will think about what you posted,and be carefull I guess.
I really dont have any girlfriends yet,just women who are friends,and if I pissed them off,they would sure tell me.
The only ones who do talk to me intelectually,are christians,,and I did like one who sent me her picture,,,but she was married,so I stopped talking to her,,and she says she is praying for me all the time.She was very beautifull,and said she was drawn to me and didnt know why,,but I havent heard from her in a while.
Well,this sounds bad now that I think about it,,,but the Goddess will protect me,and my thoughts,,no one will stop me .
I trust my wiccan friends.
The symbolism of signing something and selling your soul to the devil can't be dismissed here. Could it be deep down inside you have some misgivings about paganism?My soul isnt for sale,,but maybe I can be tricked,I guess,i dont know.
MysticWitch
June 27th, 2006, 02:21 PM
Her face changed too,and she was licking my head like a lollypop,but it was on the inside of my head(I know that sounds funny)
:rollingla Omg I needed that laugh. Thanks for sharing your dream.
BlackMagicalCat
June 27th, 2006, 02:33 PM
:rollingla Omg I needed that laugh. Thanks for sharing your dream.
OMGawd,,now i feel like Im being hoodooed by a woman who is making me think she is a goddess,,I dunno
And she is slowing licking away my thoughts,,what am I going to do?
Im all confused now,8O
HetHert
June 27th, 2006, 02:53 PM
It could have been the feminine side of your psyche manifesting from your ego. She could easily have been a portion of your own ego, which is why you feel you need to know her, and can't get away from her, why your unsure that you should even be afraid of her. Our ego's sometimes manifest this way when we are working on ourselves. There are aspects of ourselves that fear the change we consciously want to create and therefor subconsciously our ego plays and wreaks havoc upon us in our dreams. I would tie this to the licking from the inside of your head that you experienced...the seduction that you can't turn away from. Our ego's are ever so seductive and coniving when they don't want to change. They can infact become our own worst enemy. Think of the tempting of Christ by the devil as a metaphor here. Its the ego that can become the demon that haunts us and the higher consciousness that steers us toward the light.
Edit to add:
I derive much of my thinking the way I do because I believe in personal Alchemy...
Try taking this alchemal quiz and see where you are at in your process of transformation.
I might be way off or on, but its fun nonetheless
http://www.alchemylab.com/quiz.htm
Its just a thought mind you.
MysticWitch
June 27th, 2006, 11:14 PM
OMGawd,,now i feel like Im being hoodooed by a woman who is making me think she is a goddess,,I dunno
And she is slowing licking away my thoughts,,what am I going to do?
Im all confused now,8O
If you can't beat them, join em! http://www.gifmania.co.uk/dogs/licking/big_kiss_md_wht.gif
Rudas Starblaze
June 28th, 2006, 09:23 AM
Well,I dreamed that I saw 3 women,,one who was so beautifull,,it was so amazing.And she was walking by with 2 other woman,,so she stopped and said to me,,I want to talk to you.
So,I said ,okay.She kneelled down and began to whisper in my ear,,and It was where I could hear her,,but I dont remember anything she said.
So then,she suddenly turned evil sorta,and growled at me,and latched on to me somehow,,and I struggled to get away from her,,but it was a half hearted struggle,and she knew it.I really wanted her face and mine to come together,to feel her breath in me,and to see her eyes,and to feel her embrace,and to kiss her lips,,I was sorta drawn to her,and felt a bit helpless,but it felt good kinda,,it was the growl that turned me back a bit.
Her face changed too,and she was licking my head like a lollypop,but it was on the inside of my head(I know that sounds funny)So,i pulled away from her,and looked at her,and she still looked beautifull,and she said,,you lost something when you signed that paper.
But I have no clue what paper she was talking about?
And I admit to calling forth many in my prayers,,I need to experience for myself the connection to the Goddess,or whoever,,I cant just go on what someone else says.Every time I do an invokation of some kind,,someone shows up in my dreams.
Besides,I was told,,some things you must do on your own,and experience on your own,,so Im doing the best I can
Any thoughts or advice on how to aproach this woman,She said before ,{if its the same one},,,when I asked her to leave me alone,,she said..[I dont want to]So,I am sure I will see her again,,she seems to be stealing my heart,and she knows how I feel inside,and understands my desires,I feel so drawn to her,when I sleep,I feel her near.
Should I fear her?
I wonder if this is a spirit being,or a Goddess,or who knows ?
Im just not sure.
sounds to me like someone could also be casting a love spell on you. the best time to get into someones head or to cast on other people is while they are asleep. you may want to conjure a protection spell before you go to bed, unless you like the dreams!
BlackMagicalCat
June 28th, 2006, 11:51 AM
sounds to me like someone could also be casting a love spell on you. the best time to get into someones head or to cast on other people is while they are asleep. you may want to conjure a protection spell before you go to bed, unless you like the dreams!
LOL
Well,That sounds interesting to me,,,I admit,,it was a nice dream,,except for the growling part.
I did have a friend of mine try to set me up with a girl,,she was waiting at my place of work when I got off,and she told me to wait outside while she went to the restroom,,so I said okay,,,,then she came out and grabbed me and asked me if I have ever been kissed,and before I could answer she kissed me and stuck her tongue in my mouth,,while Im trying to talk.
Well,I started stuttering,and she said,,NO stuttering.So,I said ,Okay,,and my mind kicked into high gear trying to find a way to get home,,
So I told her it was late and I needed to get home to my cats,,but she said,,Please go with me to the Waffle House,,I dont want to go alone,so,,I said okay,,,and me and her and my friend and his wife went there.
So the whole time we were there,she had her hands all over me,,while Im trying to tell her I dont know her too well,but she kept telling me to stop stuttering and be quiet,,so,,finally outside I got a bit forcefull,,and serious,,and told her I needed to be friends with someone before I became involved with them,,,I think she finally understood I was serious.
But I thanked her for the breakfast,and kissed her on the forhead,and blessed her.
But we will not be getting together anytime soon,,she was a bit ruff,and had a huge knife in her purse,and pulled it out,and my eyes popped out of my head when I saw it.I told her I didnt like to take advantage of someone who was not sober,,,,I really couldnt tell how unsober she was though,,but it gave me a good reason to not mess with her,LOL
Thank God I made it home in one piece with all my cloths still intact.
Thanks Rudas StarBlaze for the post,Ill be on the watch.
BlackMagicalCat
June 28th, 2006, 12:05 PM
It could have been the feminine side of your psyche manifesting from your ego. She could easily have been a portion of your own ego, which is why you feel you need to know her, and can't get away from her, why your unsure that you should even be afraid of her. Our ego's sometimes manifest this way when we are working on ourselves. There are aspects of ourselves that fear the change we consciously want to create and therefor subconsciously our ego plays and wreaks havoc upon us in our dreams. I would tie this to the licking from the inside of your head that you experienced...the seduction that you can't turn away from. Our ego's are ever so seductive and coniving when they don't want to change. They can infact become our own worst enemy. Think of the tempting of Christ by the devil as a metaphor here. Its the ego that can become the demon that haunts us and the higher consciousness that steers us toward the light.
Edit to add:
I derive much of my thinking the way I do because I believe in personal Alchemy...
Try taking this alchemal quiz and see where you are at in your process of transformation.
I might be way off or on, but its fun nonetheless
http://www.alchemylab.com/quiz.htm
Its just a thought mind you.
Wow,,my total score was 55,,and it said I am fixing to be enlightened,,
How nice.Thanks
HetHert
June 28th, 2006, 12:28 PM
Wow,,my total score was 55,,and it said I am fixing to be enlightened,,
How nice.Thanks
Whats interesting is that commentary from that score you received fits with the dreams your having.
The opposing forces within you, whose conflicts have kept you drained and confused for so long, are finally coming together as one.
You are about to experience a joyous and life-enhancing empowerment of your personality. If the preceding three operations (Calcination, Dissolution, and Separation) were successful, only the most genuine and essential parts of the matter at hand are left in the vessel of transformation. The next step in alchemy is the Conjunction, which is the recombination of those saved elements into an entirely new substance. Conjunction is the paradoxical union of the archetypal elements of Fire, Water, and Air to produce Earth.
Psychological Conjunction is the empowerment of our true selves, the union of both the masculine and feminine sides of our personalities into a new belief system or state of consciousness. The alchemists referred to this union as the “Marriage of the King and Queen,” and they referred to the result of the Conjunction as the "Philosopher's Child" or "Lesser Stone." After this new state of consciousness is achieved, you are able to clearly discern what needs to be done to achieve lasting enlightenment, and synchronicities begin to occur that confirm you are on the right track. In spiritual terms, the purified essences within are your very Soul and Spirit. It is now time for these archetypal forces to come together and nurture their newborn child, which is a refined and integrated personality. "Its nurse is the Earth," says the Emerald Tablet of this important juncture. At this time of renewed confidence, you should seek those activities that reinforce your peace of mind. It is an excellent time for a nature retreat or deep meditative session.
In many ways, the child of the Conjunction is like the creation of an "Overself" in which the ways of Spirit and Soul (rational, aggressive thought and intuitive, passive feeling) unite in a higher state of awareness that Egyptian alchemists called "Intelligence of the Heart." To create the Overself, you simply have to start practicing to maintain your "presence" no matter what happens, no matter how confusing things get, no matter what emotions swell up within you, no matter how cruel or thoughtless others are towards you. Every problem, every personal challenge, every nuisance or annoying person, is another opportunity for you to develop presence of mind and create the Overself. In trying to maintain your presence in all situations, you soon learn that you cannot rely on intellect or logic alone. To be really connected to what is real, you have to make use of talents and sources of knowledge that you cannot explain. Finally, you learn to value your feelings and intuitions as well as your rational judgments, and you will be able to work creatively with any challenge that comes along.
Do not forget that these two opposing ways of knowing only come together when they are used together. You have to practice personal Conjunction on a daily basis in the everyday world for the Overself to become part of your personality. The major effort in the alchemist's life is the creation of this unified self, which can withstand the onslaughts of ignorance, insensitivity, and illusion one encounters in the world. You actually can feel yourself coming together as one mind, one larger presence. Signs that Conjunction is taking place within a person are the growth of confidence, equanimity, and calmness. You start laughing at stupidity instead of getting angry. Within you, the feeling of an indestructible or "default" presence grows stronger every day. That personal presence is what the alchemists called the "Lesser Stone," which will gradually be perfected and emerge as an all-powerful state of consciousness they referred to as the "Greater Stone."
Before Conjunction, a person can be lustful and wanton in seeking their “other half” and jealous and possessive once it is found. On the other hand, the conjuncted person is appreciative of the alchemical forces at work in relationships and careers and tends to be considerably kinder and more sensitive. Such a person appears balanced and quietly confident, and that inner harmony is proof of the integration of the elements within.
That the human body must be perfected, as well as the mind and spirit, is a basic tenet of alchemy. Yet how do the King and Queen manifest in the body, and what exactly is the Child of the Conjunction in terms of human physiology? According to Tantric alchemists, the phallic-shaped pineal gland at the center of the brain and the bilobed pituitary gland play the roles of King and Queen. Their union, achieved through meditative exercises, produces a Pill of Immortality, which is released at the back of the throat and is activated when it reaches the stomach. This inner sex act initiates a Second Puberty that perfects and rejuvenates the body.
I find your dream very rich in symbolism...very rich indeed. Often times its the harshness of the feminine motherside that does say things like "don't do this or do that". The roles that each side of our personality plays within us sometimes battle it out as we are trying to define or redefine exactly where and who we are on our path. The Spiritual Seeker strives to bring the balance and harmony of both in ourselves and often times before this balance is achieved there can be a "battle of sexes" in our psyche as we discover exactly what the definition of ourself is.
Once the harmony is found and the child that harmony is born we are blissfully aware of the higher existence of the Goddess and God for there is nothing of them that is not of ourselves and we find we can tap into that higher state of knowing so much easier.
I'm glad you took the test...I hope you found it enlightening...:) Its very Jungian geared as Jung discovered the alchemy of the soul in his practices and found it very agreeable to his method and style of dream interpretation and psychological evaluation.
BlackMagicalCat
June 28th, 2006, 12:52 PM
It was very good HetHert,,thanks,,you are so wise.
Thanks
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