hmm..chart reading

[otherw0rld]

I'm sorry to ask for this in my second post but i kinda need it. :help:

Date of birth: 4 september 1987
Time of birth: 8:30 a.m
Location of birth: Lisbon, Portugal

I was interested in my love life and career...they are kinda messed up.

Thank you,

Ana

[KEishin]

Personality in short - Sun and AC in Virgo, Moon in Capricorn. In fact you've got a chart full of earth energy - 7 planets/points! This is a good combo for hard-work, discipline and intelligent ambition, though you tend to be critical and overly concerned with how other people view you, but with a 12th house Sun you may be too shy or reserved to ask others for their opinions of you. But you are quite a good teacher and thus may be found working with others on a one-to-one basis. Love life and career are indicated by your 7th and 10th houses respectively. But an intercepted Aquarius/Leo in your 11th (friends) and 5th (romance, marriage) shows that relationships *especially* can be troubling for you. Your goal is to be noticed for your originality but you tend to instead nurture your friends (the shoulder to cry on perhaps?) and may have troubles letting go and flirting that they actually end up tripping you when the pressure to be yourself explodes.

A telling aspect is Chiron on your Midheaven. You definitely need to work on your self-image. You are trying so hard to be what you think people want you to be that you lose/sacrifice yourself. You doubt yourself (and your impulses) more than may be necessary, and probably have since you were a child. You probably feel a compulsive need to take care of everyone and as such should consider medical or healing fields as possible careers.

Aha, I see why things have gone to pot for you, since probably about March - Pluto is sitting right on your 4th house cusp and thus opposing your Midheaven. That of course means it's hitting that ever so sensitive Chiron I previously mentioned. Plus there is a simultaneous Pluto/Jupiter thing and Mars trining Saturn and quincunx the Moon going on too . . . . no wonder you are frustrated! You are full of energy and are ready for action, and yet no matter which way you turn your path seems to be blocked. :awilly:

Home and job get the most pressure as you find yourself loaded up with personal and private stuff about yourself. (Uranus in the 6th warms me you may have a change of job, either through a desire to leave it because it’s crappy or because the company itself has made a change, like downsizing. Keep the resume updated!) Your sanity and your career may depend upon how you handle this situation now. It seems just as soon as you get adjusted to one, another comes along to whack you. Not much of a social time I'm afraid, so a love affair might not be too successful. Saturn transiting through your 11th and quincunx your 7th house ruler could indicate false friends show themselves now. Good friends could also leave too. (Saturn rules the end of cycles.) When looking for lovers try for the sensitive nurturing types you can provide *you* that shoulder to cry on. You really may feel a relationship will complete you in that way.

I’ll not lie – this is gonna be a rough for a while. Go with the flow right now (as difficult as that may seem!) and just let things happen. All your attempts to hold on to old things will only make you crazy, whereas if you accept that only change is permanent, you can even start (possibly) to enjoy the process and feel less like you’re hanging on and more like you're riding that roller coaster. This all could trash your self-esteem, but look to your spirituality for refuge. Nature and soothing music could help too. Perhaps even meditate upon the Hanged Man card of the Tarot.

These issues are coming up for you at this time for the purpose of getting away from the superficial stuff that's holding you back and start living up to your true potential. It really hurts when you are forced to make changes in certain areas - trust me, I've been there too! :hugz:

It should reach its peak between now and September 4th when Mars moves through your crowded 12th house and over your Ascendant, another indication of one cycle ending, another beginning. But your Sun progressing into Libra indicates it's time to come out of your shell and allow others to help you.

[otherw0rld]

That means that i'm going to stay crazy for a little (*long*) while...
Well, actually I didn't change my job, but i've changed my personal choices. I started to take a degree in Public Relations but i didn't fit in that so i'm waiting for this new year (*October) to start to do something new related to Design.
About my love life...always the same...
I think the only solution is to wait for this *bad* cicle to end and then i think i'll have my peace. Meditating is a good choice to put our bad things behind our back and work on my self-esteem and not to doubt about myself so much...I'm going to try.

"Saturn transiting through your 11th and quincunx your 7th house ruler could indicate false friends show themselves now."
So true...

Thank you very much for your time, it was really a good thing to read that. :)

Ana