Gitli
July 12th, 2006, 11:46 AM
Ok, i am beyond freaked, like this is not cool. I have NEVER been this afraid in my life and NEVER this confused.
*breath* *breath*
Ok, I thought I was part of the Animalistic religion of the Native Americans, I have had seeral dreams where I was contacted with animals and when meditated I developed a strong bond with s spirit guide in the shape of a goose. This was very strange, because apparently the goose meant safe travel away from home, like moving or going off to college, and I have had a lot of anxiety over leaving for college because its soo far away.
Last night however, I had a dream....more of a nightmare. In all fairness I had asked Yinepu to come and talk to me, he had helped me find Native American religion, I wanted to thank him and such. So during my meditation last night, he had told me to go to sleep and I would be shown a story. I really didnt know whether or not this was real, but I took my leave, exited my meditation and went to bed.
This is the scary part.... I had awakened(inside my dream) and I was in a great desert. In front of me was this woman, she had a full white dress on. She had told me to come with her, and so I complied. She said to me that many people do not realise the things that the Gods say. She then preceded to ask me if I understood what they had to say. I said to her that I do not follow this religion but do believe you exist. She tells me that many people can be blinded by many things and lose thier way.The conversation continues and we reach a tunnel in the ground, we walk through and at the bottom was a large corridor. She told me to walk down the corridor and whatever you see will be your fate if you do not change. I hesitated to go,and looked back, but instead so seeing the woman in white i instead saw a woman with a snake for a head. I was extreamly afraid and so I did what was asked and ran down the corridor. At the end of the corridor the was a man, who was burning from the inside, screaming for help, but no words came out.
The last thing I remember after than was a distinct "LISTEN" and I fell back into blackness. I awoke around 4 in the morning and didnt go back to sleep.
Please I beg of you all please please help me, I am really afraid and confused, and I am scared to go back asleep! Thanks....
*breath* *breath*
Ok, I thought I was part of the Animalistic religion of the Native Americans, I have had seeral dreams where I was contacted with animals and when meditated I developed a strong bond with s spirit guide in the shape of a goose. This was very strange, because apparently the goose meant safe travel away from home, like moving or going off to college, and I have had a lot of anxiety over leaving for college because its soo far away.
Last night however, I had a dream....more of a nightmare. In all fairness I had asked Yinepu to come and talk to me, he had helped me find Native American religion, I wanted to thank him and such. So during my meditation last night, he had told me to go to sleep and I would be shown a story. I really didnt know whether or not this was real, but I took my leave, exited my meditation and went to bed.
This is the scary part.... I had awakened(inside my dream) and I was in a great desert. In front of me was this woman, she had a full white dress on. She had told me to come with her, and so I complied. She said to me that many people do not realise the things that the Gods say. She then preceded to ask me if I understood what they had to say. I said to her that I do not follow this religion but do believe you exist. She tells me that many people can be blinded by many things and lose thier way.The conversation continues and we reach a tunnel in the ground, we walk through and at the bottom was a large corridor. She told me to walk down the corridor and whatever you see will be your fate if you do not change. I hesitated to go,and looked back, but instead so seeing the woman in white i instead saw a woman with a snake for a head. I was extreamly afraid and so I did what was asked and ran down the corridor. At the end of the corridor the was a man, who was burning from the inside, screaming for help, but no words came out.
The last thing I remember after than was a distinct "LISTEN" and I fell back into blackness. I awoke around 4 in the morning and didnt go back to sleep.
Please I beg of you all please please help me, I am really afraid and confused, and I am scared to go back asleep! Thanks....