fangedeshana
July 15th, 2006, 11:37 PM
I've been doing a lot of energy play exercises and meditating more frequently recently, and something came to mind while i was lurking around the CoT Meditation thread about visulization.
I understand some people are more visual, and other more based on another way of preceiving like touch/sound.etc.
I'm an empath, and I find it incredibly easy to feel energy, and if the room is dim, I can see energy a little (with my eyes open, that is). When I do guided meditation, and am asked it see whatever is described, I never can see anything. If we are visualising floating down a river in a canoe, enjoying the sunlight and the breeze I might be able to feel the breeze, or the warmth of the sunshine - and feel all the nice feelings I feel while relaxing near water... but I never have, and still can't see anything.
I've been practicing with a exercise out of Christopher Penzcak's Inner Temple where you stare with soften vision at a candle, and then try to visualize it in your minds eye. When I have my eyes open, I see an aura of the candle most times, and I feel the energy it's made up of... and as soon as I close my eyes, I can never "recreate" the image. The closest I have every got was blurs of the aura I see with my eyes open.
I must admit, I don't practice near as much as I like, or think I should and I'm working on that. But in the last 6 years that I have been meditating I have never been able to see more than colours, or glimpses of shadows.
Is it possible that my third eye is partially closed? I remember when my sister started meditating and joining our circle, our mentor took her aside after the class and worked with her their eye to open it to help her become more receptive. I don't remember having anything done to mine, though at that point perhaps I didn't need too.
Since then I have gone through a lot emotionally that has cause me to close up, to the point of which it is hard to connect to my empathy again, though I still feel energy really well. So perhaps my third eye has guarded itself when I withdrew through times of great hardship?
And if it is to do with my third eye closed/blocked/guarded... how do I free it up/open it again?
I understand some people are more visual, and other more based on another way of preceiving like touch/sound.etc.
I'm an empath, and I find it incredibly easy to feel energy, and if the room is dim, I can see energy a little (with my eyes open, that is). When I do guided meditation, and am asked it see whatever is described, I never can see anything. If we are visualising floating down a river in a canoe, enjoying the sunlight and the breeze I might be able to feel the breeze, or the warmth of the sunshine - and feel all the nice feelings I feel while relaxing near water... but I never have, and still can't see anything.
I've been practicing with a exercise out of Christopher Penzcak's Inner Temple where you stare with soften vision at a candle, and then try to visualize it in your minds eye. When I have my eyes open, I see an aura of the candle most times, and I feel the energy it's made up of... and as soon as I close my eyes, I can never "recreate" the image. The closest I have every got was blurs of the aura I see with my eyes open.
I must admit, I don't practice near as much as I like, or think I should and I'm working on that. But in the last 6 years that I have been meditating I have never been able to see more than colours, or glimpses of shadows.
Is it possible that my third eye is partially closed? I remember when my sister started meditating and joining our circle, our mentor took her aside after the class and worked with her their eye to open it to help her become more receptive. I don't remember having anything done to mine, though at that point perhaps I didn't need too.
Since then I have gone through a lot emotionally that has cause me to close up, to the point of which it is hard to connect to my empathy again, though I still feel energy really well. So perhaps my third eye has guarded itself when I withdrew through times of great hardship?
And if it is to do with my third eye closed/blocked/guarded... how do I free it up/open it again?