could i please get a reading

[faeriedust]

something has come over me and i have this feeling of pending doom so to speak. all my energy has been drained out of me. i have tried to do things that usually cheer me up, meditating, ect. it is like i am waiting for the other shoe to drop. i am a nervous wreck. could someone please do a reading for me and see if maybe i could get a little insight. i would greatly appreciate it.

[faeriedust]

is there anyone willing to help me?? please????

[Dagda Moon~Lily]

I'll be able to do a reading for you tomorrow. ;)

[faeriedust]

thank you so much Dagda Moon Lily.

[Dagda Moon~Lily]

Okay! Finally a little time to get this out to you!

I don't see much in the way of health problems here. Okay, I do see the need for balance though! You are definately walking a tightrope with the feeling that you could fall at any time! I feel you are on the right track of trying to do things that cheer you up, but along with meditation, don't forget to exercise! It's a great way to raise tons of energy! The cards also show that you are searching for a creative outlet, and this may or may not be found through travel/adventuring. Get out, see new places.....refresh your mind, body and soul. The last card, the future card, shows that you are the only one that can pull yourself out of this slump. You have all the control and authority over your world and what is happening to you. To me, it also shows the need to be alone and take time for yourself.

So, the summary would be, take a vacation....get out in the world and do some of the things you want to do and that will help revitalize you and your downed spirit. ;)

Take care!

[faeriedust]

thank you so much Dagda, that helps alot. there is alot of things i have to figure out on my own, and i am lousy at making my own decisions, scared i will make the wrong one!!lol thank you for taking the time to do a reading for me.:)

[Dagda Moon~Lily]

Oh, not a problem! I think at times we are all leary about making decisions. lol ....they can seem so final. ;)

[Silver Venus]

Ill be up for giving you a reading tonight Faerie, do you want me to ask anything in particular? or just general ?
:)

[faeriedust]

i am trying to work out things with my husband, if you could give me some insight on that area. thank you in advance Silver Venus.:)

[Silver Venus]

But Im really sorry that I didnt read for you last night.. some big news came my way last night so I couldnt get on the net and Im just about to fly out the door for a few days now to tell this big news.. so im sooo sorry but I wont be able to read for you until Thursday eve now..
Blessing till then :sunny:

[faeriedust]

no problem,congragulations on your big news!!!!!!!!

[Sequoia]

here ^_^ I'll draw for you.

Queen of Wands Queen of Swords Two of Cups Knight of Pentacles

Ok, first of all - Queen of Wands: I get the feeling she's talking about a specific woman. You, perhaps? Friendly, loving, honourable, and graceful. Someone who has a sincere interest in others. Your public face, perhaps?

Queen of Swords: This I also feel is talking about you; someone who is quick-witted, or very perceptive and subtle, but also someone who is anxious, alone, or sad. Perhaps someone who's sad or alone right now, though they've known good things in the past. Is this how you're feeling right now? perhaps a bit trapped in by yourself, or even by your outward persona?

Two of Cups: this is a happy card. It's a couple, glowing, both drinking from the cups. The sun's shining happily overhead. It may symbolize marrage, as well. Is a lot of anxst of yours from your partner, or a dear friend? Or are you just overcoming some dark spot and getting to smile with them again?

Knight of Pentacles: Persist. You'll get there. You're being responsible, patient, and persistant. It's working, and you will finish this thing you've started! :)

overally. . . . hehe. Does all this have something to do with a past occurance, perhaps even from when you were a young woman or child? (I don't know how old you are lol) maybe it's time to let it go. ((my deck had insisted on dropping out "Six of Cups")) there's a lot of things back then that perhaps you wanted to change, or keep, or get rid of. . . but it's in the past. Even yesterday is now gone. I think maybe it's time to find yourself. . . stop putting on the happy mask for the others, and the crying mask for yourself. Look in the mirror, or look inside yourself. Then close your eyes. You don't have to see anything, just feel. As nobody has to see anything, except how you feel. It's time to share that, it's been too long. You're coming through, you're shining through the clouds, and keep it up!!! things will start to look like smiles soon enough, you're persisting and keeping going, just keep doing what you're doing, I know you'll get through.

Best of luck, my friend. :)

[faeriedust]

Thank you for giving me a reading.. you described the way i feel totally. me and my husband our working things out after a recent seperation .

[Silver Venus]

Originally posted by faeriedust
no problem,congragulations on your big news!!!!!!!!

Thanks so much Faerie :) I think you guessed it, I found out I was pregnant :boing: Its been a wonderfully surprising week :)
I hope yours has been allot better too :)

Ive back with my cards now (been asking lots of questions of my own too :)) and drew you three cards.. here goes...
( & funnily enough ~ they all back up Puma's reading too so ill draw more after this as its not telling you anything new really..)

The first represents your husband ~ King of Wands ~ he is a very ambitious, passionate, strong willed and bold man I feel from this card. he is also very creative and charasmatic which draws you to him deeply. I get the feeling that he inspired you when your life up till you met him was a little gloomy, he brought you out of this gloom and showed you a new world of fun and laughter.. and still does but soemthign has happened..

The next two ~ 6 of Cups & 7 of Cups ~ are two drastic sides of your moods ~ happiness (the 6) and sorrow (the 7) ~ I also think these have to do with your past, your childhood very likely and have stayed with you and somehow alway creep back in every now and then to turn your happiness upside down. I get the feeling that your carrying around something that you really have to let go off once and for all, you have to open up to this pain and past memories and really be with them and then forgive, let go and but them behind you to start afresh, a new life, a new you. It may be really hard and I know youve tried many times before but you really have to, to have that new chance to open your heart and trust completely to another and really, really love yourself in order to love another.

I drew two more for action to take and whats in the near future ~
8 of Wands ~ This is a great empowerment card!! Its all about taking positive action, believing in yourself that you have the power and that you can achieve that final goal and your true love reward which you soo deserve and want.
Its shows a man flying through the air with his wands in the air flying with him and him just about to throw a long big one with all his strength and power. You just have to throw that wand with love, honesty and belief behind it and all your dreams and needs can come true!

The last concludes this and again is your power card! The Sun ~ Which stands for all things happy, warm, loving! This is telling you that its all going to be great and fanastic in the end! Im sure that this is telling me that your relationship is getting better and your realising more and more every day now, you just have to keep the faith and power to make it happen yourself!! :sunny: Its going to be brilliant just like the sun!

[faeriedust]

oh i am so happy for you. thats what i thought it might be! let me tell you i have four beautiful girls and there is nothing like it. is this your first?????
bb,
faeriedust

[Silver Venus]

Thank you sooo much :D Yes, it will be my first and has come as a big surprise but is such a gift, now I cant wait to become a mother and bring a new life into the world with love and happiness!! :sunny:

How was my reading, was it ok?

[faeriedust]

it was wonderful. thank you.