3 years

[Renny]

I never thought I'd find myself posting in here.


But I have never felt this way before.

I'm in so much pain... I feel so confused. I feel hollow, yet bursting with emotions... I don't want anyone around yet I don't want to be left alone... but the bottom line is I just don't want to exist anymore.


My boyfriend broke up with me. 3 wonderful years... the best years of my life... are over.


Dont get me wrong... hes not being bad about it, in fact, hes being very good about this. I just dont want this. I wanted to be with him forever, but he didn't see things the same way.



I just had to spill this out... and I might do some magical work later but I dont know where to go with it. Right now I just dont want to think.

[Jenne]

:hugz:

[CheshireEyes]

I'm so sorry, I'll just say that time will heal you, I've been there I know. I wish you only the best.:hugz: :rubhead:

[_Banbha_]

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

[alwaysfallingup]

I know that there are a lot of things you DON'T want to hear right now. So I won't say them (even though a lot of them are true). Just take care of your needs...you're doing the right thing by being thoughtful. I've been a situation that was similar, and the mistake I made was not letting myself grieve. Take all the time you need.

*hugs*
~Alisha~

[oceandreams]

Thinking of you and sending love your way!

Soaking in the tub and eating lots of chocolate always helped me through the sadness ((hugs))

[SammieAnn]

:hugz:

[Liguana]

I'm sorry you hurt Renny! It's a hard thing. Grieve and heal and take care of your basic needs. It doesn't help right now but I'll say it anyway; life will get better. It takes a tincture of time, though. Sending flows of comfort to you.

[Bluewillow]

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

[Ron]

Darling, you, my friend and I are all in the near-same boat. I know how you feel-- I really do.

Take comfort in the fact that there are other persons with whom you will be able to spend your life.

I am dressing a ceremony for you and my friend.

My empathies.

[goddesspisces]

I don't know you yet but that doesn't mean I can't give you a much deserved hug {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Huge Hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}