interesting lights

[Wandererz]

Hello, this is my fist time posting here. I'm posting for a specific reason not just to say hi.

When I look up at the sky (only during the day) and unfocus my eye's a multitude of tiny tadpoles of light fill my vision. And then a vortex open's up on my vision. I've done years of experimenting with this and I've made some interesting discovery's. One of the biggest is that these tadpoles of light are my thought's/emotion's. You'd really have to be an empath to fully grasp it but the basics are the more white the light is the more intense the emotion, where as when your very calm it's almost translucent. The size of them, pattern's in which they move all play a roll as well.

Well when the vortex open's up my light's go in it and other lights come out of it. I've been communicating this way for about 3 1/2 years now. I've not asked for much from the entity, once my mentor had all the sign's of spinal meningitis for a couple of weeks. the day before they were going to do a spinal tap to be sure I implored them to heal him, and the next day all the sign's were gone.

There's been a few time's where I'll initiate contact and all of my energy will start to be sucked from me. I don't mind, it's a give and take relationship.

The main reason I"m posting here is I've been trying in vain for years to find at least someone else who experiences this. I've found a few people that can see the light, but noone of them understood what it was or ever saw a vortex. If this make's any sence to anyone reading this please mail me at wandererz1@hotmail.com I'd really like to talk to you.

Wandererz

[Xander67]

:mad:

my eyedoctor told me they were jsut squiggly's

Im sueing his a$$ :D

[Lavender]

Xander, you made me spit coffee all over my monitor! :p

[Illuminatus]

I see little thingys sometimes when the light strikes my glasses in a particular way (from behind, I think)... I can see a reflection of my own big-ass eye right in front of me, and I see small particles drifting down in these refractory circles that hit my frames. When I blink, they are pulled back up and begin trailing down again... they must be dust or some other particles in my tears that do that... eye booger-lets or something.

[Sequoia]

I get a variaty pack of sparkelies in front of my eyes sometimes!! Nothing quite what you describe hehe but sometimes "I think I can see air particles. . . " lol and I get REAL dizzy @_@ multicoloured eye sparkelies! hehe

I see astral stuff too. But that's something different.

unless, of course, they're little sparkelie astraly thingies.

[Xander67]

:) Wipes Wildchild's monitor off and gets her a fresh cup
of coffee :D

there...all better :D

[Wandererz]

it's not dust particles. it's pretty easy to see them, just look up at the sky on a blue day and unfocus your eyes. If you can see aura's this should be real easy. The little tadpoles of light are pretty easy to see. it's the vortex that noone else see's.

Wandererz

[Myst]

Have you seen an eye doctor?

[CoolJ]

i see exactly what u are describing and in the same exact instances when u describe, though i see them not only outside but indoors and in ne kind of light... actually interestlingy enough i noticed that they had a place in 3 dimensional space, when i moved my head or looked around they sorta stayed in one place rather than follow my eyes like if u would see spots... btw i have been to an eye doctor and might i add i have PERFECT vision... ahem...

i've seen them range from blue to red to yellow to orange to pink to white... hmm?... wonder what that means... but usually when there was some intelligent life near me...

well being empathic makes me go insane in the school cafeteria... i can feel things from ppl... and sometimes i remember meditating with say for example my mother and she (well everything around us) seemed to glow a very bright (yet not eye straining) white... she had the same experience...


interesting... it almost looks like a tadpole like u say, like a cellular creature or something , sorta like an amoeba or tadpole like thing... yeah, odd looking glowing swirly thingie is what i called it... :)

[Myst]

How recently?

I ask this by the way because my own dad has to have surgery on his eyes because of the veins creeping into them - he sees "cobwebs" everywhere.

So as you can imagine vision problems aren't necessarily something you should just brush off :)

[CoolJ]

i transferred all psychic type metaphysical acts into terms i'm sure i understand... computers... if i want to communicate mentally with my mother i'd "run the program" PsyMail V1.7.... (:rotfl:) yes i designed my own 'programs' and such to make things easier...i gave it a version based on how advanced i was myself on it... basicly i programmed my brain to mentally picture a HUD... lol...

yes i'm insane, maybe i park my butt in front of the computer too long...

but it helps!...

and when i am alone i see a big, ... blob... even when i close my eyes;... it's bigger than all the other blobs and it seems to act and look like my mood...

[CoolJ]

well actually for, well, years...

but, um, I did have a brain MRI this week and monday i find out what it says... ur sure not helping me stop worrying...

yes i see these little cobwebs... like lines and lines and lines when i look at... stuff... and i HATE bright lights, i can't bear going into a very well lit area...

and i feel odd feelings in my eye.... grrr, i hope nothing is wrong there... also umm, umm, years was how long i saw the little aura like phenomena as called on medical references, but when i was like 8 i last went to an optomitrist...

u don't think a tumor is lodged in and brushing upon my optic nerve?... it seems to be on my left eye but then again it could just be allergies... hmm i also have problems smelling... if there is a tumor it'd have to be against both the optic and olfactory nerves...

BUT THERE ISN"T ONE IT IS JUST ALLERGIES.... grrrrr


i most certainly do not have a vision problem i have vision thats in fact, ... too , good...

[CoolJ]

it's more of , um, blobs, then cobwebs....

i don't know, um , not like i can just send u a screenshot...

[Myst]

Sorry I don't mean to worry you, just wanted to point out the possibility :)

[Wandererz]

I've never seen much in the way of color's, it's more intensity's of light. ranging from like blue to white to black. And yeah they are eminating from you, it's not just something on your eyes. they share space dimensionally. I don't think the tadpole things are entity's themselves. there like words on paper to me, I can read them.

I can barely see them inside, but it's not nearly as pronounced as when I look at the sky. Have you ever seem the vortex thing i described?

[Euphoria]

xander u just made me spit a whole mouthful of really good wine all of over my desk lol

[Xander67]

:eek:
:T

Too bad the Ninja Kitties werent around :(

:rolleyes:

*HUGZ*

ME come clean it up for you :D

[Euphoria]

lol

:D :cool: :D :cool: :D :D :D

[Xander67]

heheh "ASTE all over spumonitor"

good vintage!

[Euphoria]

Xander you really do belong in the just silly thread dont you

[Ball-Bhreac Ròn]

My 'squigglys'are a lot like cool j's (amoeba type thingies) but they're not colourful, just kind of snakey things that follow when I move my eyes...I see them in any type of bright light (I can see them in the monitor right now ;))...I used to only be able to see them when I squinted, but I was fascinated by them (I was quite young, I think) and looked at them constantly, and seem to have......'refined' them lol, so I can see the clearly now without squinting. They used to worry me but meh, not anymore...they're cool! :D

[CoolJ]

it always changes with ppl's moods... um the big blob thingies float around a big glowing thingie that grows and changes shape and... um spins...

[Xander67]

Originally posted by Euphoria
Xander you really do belong in the just silly thread dont you

:D yes but once and a while I do venture out

:rolleyes: funny, I seem to recal a thread we was dukein it out in and you kinda disapeared, but we know you were busy

:cool:

[flar7]

whether yours are the same as the ones I am referring to I cant
tell. But I see those shapes and it usually is the results of altered
body chemicals. The cones in the eyes soften or harden too much
this is only temporary(doesnt last long) Things that can cause it;
alcohol, drugs, hormones, high and low blood sugars(definitely)
anything that affects the blood, etc etc...

[Wandererz]

well I can see them anytime I look up at the sky so it's not because of a change in anything. It's a regular part of my vision. More recently when I do meditation's with candles I see the same shapes, but not as many and these move around more in our 3dimension's than when looking up at the sky.

Wandererz

[flar7]

do you see them outside at night?

[Myst]

Originally posted by flar7
whether yours are the same as the ones I am referring to I cant
tell. But I see those shapes and it usually is the results of altered
body chemicals. The cones in the eyes soften or harden too much
this is only temporary(doesnt last long) Things that can cause it;
alcohol, drugs, hormones, high and low blood sugars(definitely)
anything that affects the blood, etc etc...

You've touched upon an excellent point. Our body is always working in ways we don't necessarily understand.

[Wandererz]

nope just during the day, I saw the vortex at night once, but that's a whole different story.

Wandererz

[Danustouch]

I have always thought it had to do with bloodvessles constricting and then relaxing in the eyes :)

[flar7]

actually its what the vessels do to the cones in the eyes if I
remember my dr. correctly. Asked him about it. Also a reflective
type of cornea will magnify the little fellow living on the surface
of your eye under the right lighting conditions. The worst one
though, is the tumor that causes your eyes to them and a central
light source, comes and goes.(they used it in the movie "Phenomenon(sp?)")

The tumor one can be tricky, it is VERY rare. Loved the movie, but
they could have been a little more factual about the tumor.(I know, I know, SciFi.)