Lilith Morgaine
October 4th, 2006, 08:02 AM
Last night my sleep was very broken. I went to sleep at 7:30 pm and woke every 3 hours or so. During one of my chunks of sleep I had the most amazing "dream". I put it in quotes because I can't believe it was only a dream and nothing more. Here goes....
I was in a friend's back yard and I had found this fluffy white plant growing. It reminded me of raw cotton. Others in the yard had already begun "harvesting" it and laying it out flay on the grass to dry? I walked along the edges of the yard holding and playing with the piece I had found and they noticed me and called me over.
They gave me a name for what I had found (I forget now) and they told me how lucky I was to have found it. It was rare and extremely powerful in the magical sense.
The woman in the group brought me over to the other side of the yard which opened up and we went into a large room of sorts. Women of all different ages and ethnicities were sitting in large circles on the floor. I cannot describe the sense of peace I felt. Each woman was dressed simply in natural clothing with jewelry made from stones (rose quartz, amethyst, etc.) It seemd as if each woman had her own type of gemstone.
I was invited to join the largest circle by a woman who seemed to be the "leader". I was told how I was chosen and how I was welcome. I was given a new "name", a special candle, and a reading (past-life) was done for me by two specific women who's job in the group it was. Later I was to have a small tattoo of a pentacle done on the back of my hand.
We did chanting, dancing, meditating, and played a game of sorts which involved rolling a ball shaped candle across the circle to a random person. When I did it, the candle did strange things like roll around people or from person to person or back to me.
After the "meeting" was over everyone stayed and had food and drink and spoke amongst themselves. A middle agedwoman who I had not seen in my particular circle approached me. She took my hands and looked at me as if she knew me. I was confused and asked her who she was. She told me she was my great-grandmother. I was shocked. She took me to another room where I tried to get answers from her, but the more I asked the more she clammed up. I just sat and waited until she chose to speak to me. She spoke of my mother and grandmother, my birth and other things.....
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This is when I woke up. I've written everything I can remember, but cannot help but feel this was not a dream in the normal sense. I feel like I am expected back and I have no idea how to get there again. I feel as if I would give anything to go back and stay. It felt like home.
Any thoughts? I'm very confused and anything you have to offer is great. I want to hear everyone's take on this......... I *know* I need to go back.........
I was in a friend's back yard and I had found this fluffy white plant growing. It reminded me of raw cotton. Others in the yard had already begun "harvesting" it and laying it out flay on the grass to dry? I walked along the edges of the yard holding and playing with the piece I had found and they noticed me and called me over.
They gave me a name for what I had found (I forget now) and they told me how lucky I was to have found it. It was rare and extremely powerful in the magical sense.
The woman in the group brought me over to the other side of the yard which opened up and we went into a large room of sorts. Women of all different ages and ethnicities were sitting in large circles on the floor. I cannot describe the sense of peace I felt. Each woman was dressed simply in natural clothing with jewelry made from stones (rose quartz, amethyst, etc.) It seemd as if each woman had her own type of gemstone.
I was invited to join the largest circle by a woman who seemed to be the "leader". I was told how I was chosen and how I was welcome. I was given a new "name", a special candle, and a reading (past-life) was done for me by two specific women who's job in the group it was. Later I was to have a small tattoo of a pentacle done on the back of my hand.
We did chanting, dancing, meditating, and played a game of sorts which involved rolling a ball shaped candle across the circle to a random person. When I did it, the candle did strange things like roll around people or from person to person or back to me.
After the "meeting" was over everyone stayed and had food and drink and spoke amongst themselves. A middle agedwoman who I had not seen in my particular circle approached me. She took my hands and looked at me as if she knew me. I was confused and asked her who she was. She told me she was my great-grandmother. I was shocked. She took me to another room where I tried to get answers from her, but the more I asked the more she clammed up. I just sat and waited until she chose to speak to me. She spoke of my mother and grandmother, my birth and other things.....
* * * * * * *
This is when I woke up. I've written everything I can remember, but cannot help but feel this was not a dream in the normal sense. I feel like I am expected back and I have no idea how to get there again. I feel as if I would give anything to go back and stay. It felt like home.
Any thoughts? I'm very confused and anything you have to offer is great. I want to hear everyone's take on this......... I *know* I need to go back.........