Wandering_Soul
November 3rd, 2006, 04:08 PM
So for years I had been contemplating a pagan path - making sure it was right for me. During that time I had 2 very odd dreams that really stuck with me. One of them I have fully realized was Pan, my patron god. Oh he's a funny man... I have been told by a few people that it doesn't surprise them a bit. Apprantly, I have many embodied qualities of Pan in my own personality. (wink, wink, nudge, nudge...)
The other has come to me slowly. My path with my goddess has been one of whisperings, dreams, signs, and hints. Hecate made me search for her. I think she finally gave up waiting for me to figure it out on Samhain. I could have sworn during ritual that the spirtual alpha male in our coven spoke her name. Although nobody else heard it. I felt a gentle pressure on my shoulder right before he said the name (or so I thought), like someone squeezing my shoulder in assurance and for attention. Her name kept popping up everywhere for me. Like Pan, there are many of her qualities that are exhibted in my personality I have discovered.
And so now it is on to discovering my true path with her... I hope that is as much fun! Oh Hecate -you bugger!
The other has come to me slowly. My path with my goddess has been one of whisperings, dreams, signs, and hints. Hecate made me search for her. I think she finally gave up waiting for me to figure it out on Samhain. I could have sworn during ritual that the spirtual alpha male in our coven spoke her name. Although nobody else heard it. I felt a gentle pressure on my shoulder right before he said the name (or so I thought), like someone squeezing my shoulder in assurance and for attention. Her name kept popping up everywhere for me. Like Pan, there are many of her qualities that are exhibted in my personality I have discovered.
And so now it is on to discovering my true path with her... I hope that is as much fun! Oh Hecate -you bugger!