wooo *waves hand* ooh, me too!

[Sequoia]

Hiii~! :heartthro

I don't suppose I could request a chart? :hahugh:

My birthdate is November 15th, 1984. 1:43AM Pacific time in Santa Rosa, CA, USA.

8O

[business voodoo]

sequoia ...
of course you can request one, and here it is ... i have attached a copy of your "traditional" tropical zodiac chart ... and some of the thoughts i had with respect to your chart ...

"... feelings, whoa ohha, feelings ... " and wondering what to do with them, what do they mean, where do they come from and just how am i supposed to use them? as i see your chart, that is the key ...

your moon is separated from the rest of your planets so it is isolated and far removed from the energies of all of the other "pieces" of you. understanding your feelings and emotions is the seed you planted with your moon in the 11th house. you have some help with chiron and your north node in the 9th house, so likely you seek to understand things beyond what most people consider reality to understand what is going on with yourself.

and your life is truly all about you and your inner world and the development and of your self (or selves) within the inner dimensions of your personal reality. you will experience many emotional and subconscious interactions with not just others, but groups and associations beyond one-on-one relations that are going to bring up feelings and experiences that may seem familiar, but are just not quite understandable and digestible in your everyday life. much introspection should be taken to process your experiences, and if you take the time as your experiences occur, you will diminish the times it takes for you to understand what is happening in reality. it is hard for you to process your feelings and experiences and you do have to take your time to and gift yourself patience for understanding rather than just responding out of guilt, insecurity or your perceived expectations of others.

with the moon so separated from your other signs, and the square of the moon to your sun, you are quite separated from your innate abilities to establish healthy boundaries. you must work hard to protect yourself or you will overcompensate and be so detached from others you will trust no one. there are people who are worthy of your trust, loyalty and generosity ... but learn to have them earn it from you. even family members can burn you. understand and appreciate that its your responsibility to protect yourself from people who take advantage of you, even when you should not have to (i.e., from those people who are supposed to "love" you). people have a hard time understanding how to respect boundaries with you, so you have to help others by creating and respecting your own boundaries.

trust the universe (and your own inner knowledge) to teach you how to grow ... seek the answers to the questions you have, and know that you have as many of the answers as any other person on the planet. you have little need for gurus or those who hold themselves "above" you; those people do not understand your innate intelligence and abilities to understand things never spoken or taught, but true nonetheless. your mind is fast and your understanding and ability to understand knowledge is remarkable, which is why understanding your emotions is such a puzzle to you ... it seems like knowing what and why you are feeling something should be a simple thing, but for you, its not. you have a complex nature, that others can take advantage of if you do not take the time to understand yourself completely ... especially in the realm of your feelings, emotions and those things that lie just below the surface.

if i was to give you one rule to live by it would be: make others prove themselves to you FIRST before becoming involved with them.

so, that's the song your chart sang to me this evening, i hope it helps you along your journey.

[Sequoia]

Wow... I - Wow. All of my hairs are standing up. That's really... amazing. You are extremely good at this! I mean, the little auto-generated things that you can get online are cute and all, but you are scarily accurate.

Thank you, thank you. That means a great deal to me, and I know I'll be looking back on it in time.

[business voodoo]

sequoia,
you are welcome. thank you for the opportunity to glimpse into your life.