WILL [try me best to] reciprocate

[Nect]

I'm very new with the tarot, and I need practice. So if anyone is feeling adventurous :D

Also, can anyone do a reading for me? I've been feeling so restless yet fatigued at the same time. The feelings are so strong on both ends that I just want to break down and cry...only to realize later that that did *not* help. I know *something* is tying me down. I have done readings for myself and The Devil appears quite often - the bondage is there, I think I know what it is, but I don't know how to dissolve it. I just drew a card asking this question - what is tying my heart and mind down? - and got a Six of Pentacles. It does allude to me feeling as if I have to choose *one* side at a time to be comfortable - i.e. either spiritual all the time (or the whole day) or intellectual the whole time/day. But I want balance and I just can't seem to get it right!

I always have this caught-in-the-middle feeling - should I do this, or that? Should I go here or there? Both sides tug at me so powerfully that I end up doing nothing, I'm just at the crossroads turning my head this way and that until I get so dizzy, I collapse, throw my arms up and go, "Forget it!" So there, another 24 hours spent accomplishing absolutely nothing...I've been living my life this way for years now, and it needs to stop.

Can anyone's reading point me in the right direction of achieving balance?

Thanks!

Nect

[Earthcup]

Ok this is what I got...

Four of Cups: I think the indecision is the bondage you feel. Being stuck in one place for fear of making a bad decision.

Then I pulled a card to see what you could do to improve the situation...

King of Wands: A man is holding a wand with a light on the end bringing light to a dark room. Wands always brings passion to mind to me. Perhaps you've received advice from a male friend to follow your heart?

Hope this helps!

[Nect]

Thanks, Earthcup! ;)

Here's a single card I pulled out for you:

Six of Pentacles:
Look deeply at where life is taking you - are you in need of balance? Are you in need of resources or do you have sufficient resources to give some to others? Are you at the top or the bottom of a hierarchy that your Physical Self is trapped in? If you do feel trapped, or you do feel you are in need of resources, ask your Inner Self - can *this* that I see as reality actually be flipped over and be manifested otherwise?

OK, that was my shot at it...I know, I know, I may not have hit it, but I'm working on it! :D

Nect

[Earthcup]

Flipping reality and balancing the give and take of resources is right on! Thanks!

[Nect]

:D
Just PM me whenever you feel bold again! :lol:

Nect