FoxFae
November 15th, 2006, 02:35 PM
I hope you can hear me, Tuatha, because I'm in another rut. School is going so terribly that it's draining all the energy I have from me. I feel as if I am a spiritual failure because I have not be able to talk to you. That's why I started this small act of dedication to show you that my heart and soul still rest with you.
The Samhain ritual I did with the club at school, I know, was extremley Wiccan-flavored, despite the assurance that it had "nothing to do with Wicca." I know you, Morrígan, weren't there for that reason, as you told me as much later. I know I owe you so much, I can't even begin to pay you back.
And you, Athair, I thank you for reminding me that other things are important, besides school. Thank you for reminding me that I love on a beautiful campus where I'm surrounded by nature. The "oak-leaf tornado" was a fresh reminder--even if I did get dirt and leaf in my mouth and eyes. As always, I need to be reminded in the biggest possible ways.
I'll end these thoughts with a prayer I wrote, specifically for the help I need now, with NaNo combined with schoolwork. Ogma, I hope you hear me...
Ogma, God of Learning, Inventor of Language,
May you help me with my everlasting quest for knowledge.
Milbél, God of Eloquence, Great Orator,
May you bless me with the ability to speak my mind to others.
Grianainech, God of the Sunny Countenance,
May you shine blessings down on me while I continue to learn along my path.
Forever have you my love and respect.
The Samhain ritual I did with the club at school, I know, was extremley Wiccan-flavored, despite the assurance that it had "nothing to do with Wicca." I know you, Morrígan, weren't there for that reason, as you told me as much later. I know I owe you so much, I can't even begin to pay you back.
And you, Athair, I thank you for reminding me that other things are important, besides school. Thank you for reminding me that I love on a beautiful campus where I'm surrounded by nature. The "oak-leaf tornado" was a fresh reminder--even if I did get dirt and leaf in my mouth and eyes. As always, I need to be reminded in the biggest possible ways.
I'll end these thoughts with a prayer I wrote, specifically for the help I need now, with NaNo combined with schoolwork. Ogma, I hope you hear me...
Ogma, God of Learning, Inventor of Language,
May you help me with my everlasting quest for knowledge.
Milbél, God of Eloquence, Great Orator,
May you bless me with the ability to speak my mind to others.
Grianainech, God of the Sunny Countenance,
May you shine blessings down on me while I continue to learn along my path.
Forever have you my love and respect.