Reading for Nissala

[cybadiva]

I did a straightforward past/present/future for you:

PAST: Ten of Swords - Things have not been right for you for some time now, you've been hanging on waiting for things to get better and they're not. You've always put your own interests last, probably after your husband and son's needs I guess - you need to get out of this habit, it doesn't make you feel good.

PRESENT: Eight of Swords - You're feeling so trapped right now, the money situation and your husband's siding with his brother make you feel powerless to do anything to change the situation. Remember you do have the power to change things and you always have choices - even if they are very difficult to make.

FUTURE: Judgement - At last, good news!! I've a feeling that you will make a stand/decision. I think this card is saying that this decision is necessary if you are to escape/remedy the crisis you are feeling right now. Please weigh all your options carefully, then commit yourself - keep the things that you value and discard those that hold you back.
I think you have a very difficult decision to make and it may be some time before you do decide what you need to do, don't lose sight of your self worth, and stay strong!

[Nissala]

My most gracious appreciation and gratitude to you, Cybadiva. The reading hit the nail on the head (so to speak) in all areas! If there is any way I can repay you for this reading, please do not hesitate to ask. I am new to my studies, but will do all within my power.

Thank you again....so very much

:D

[cybadiva]

I was thinking about your dilemma and that reading all afternoon, and didn't think that it helped very much. So I did another more specific reading just now, unfortunately the cards being how they are gave me more or less the same answer, but here it is in case it's any help:

The problem: Five of Cups - there's a breakdown of communication here - presumably between you and your hubby - you feel deprived of love, support, and friendship. You're feeling defeated and disappointed. However, do remember that loss can also initiate change - a door never closes without another opening.

What you should do: Four of Swords - you really need to take a break, take time to allow your mind to heal and get things into perspective. The four of swords can represent a time of quiet preparation in which you can consolidate your inner resources, re-evaluate where you are now and prepare for the future. Meditation might come in handy for focussing your mind on your inner voice which will tell you what you need to know.

Outcome: The Empress - Hmmm, this may just be the new you after you emerge from this nasty situation (which you will!! :sunny: ) This card suggests a renewed relationship with your son, nurturing and mothering are what the Empress excels in. It also suggests a renewed connection with the universe, the Earth and the abundance of gifts the Goddess provides. Lucky you!!:D

I hope this helps, I just can't believe how similar it was to the other reading tho'!! As for repayment, I'll be happy if you get things sorted out with your son and husband, you don't deserve to be unhappy. :( . Say a little prayer for me sometime if you say 'em, and I'll be saying one for you :heartthro

Take care and I hope everything works out soon!