Philosophia
December 7th, 2006, 06:37 AM
What do you do when you feel something is wrong and you don't know the full story? A part of me, my instinctive gut reaction, is telling me that I don't know the whole story and that giving anything may be counter productive to the situation. I feel bad but should I ignore that instinct and do what I feel is morally alright? I don't even know if its alright.
Last night I prayed to my Goddess to help relieve my dogs pain and she died during the night. Why do I feel guilty? Did I want my dog to die? I feel that if I ask for something and send energy towards this, something always happens. It doesn't matter what it is, something happens. And its not always good. I feel so bad and guilty because of her death, and I can't seem to stop crying. Maybe I shouldn't of done it. Maybe I won't help anymore.
In memory of Sheila;
http://img291.imageshack.us/img291/2741/picture126ow2.jpg
http://img297.imageshack.us/img297/7702/dsc00084tk7.jpg
http://img291.imageshack.us/img291/8400/dsc00483ip8.jpg
Last night I prayed to my Goddess to help relieve my dogs pain and she died during the night. Why do I feel guilty? Did I want my dog to die? I feel that if I ask for something and send energy towards this, something always happens. It doesn't matter what it is, something happens. And its not always good. I feel so bad and guilty because of her death, and I can't seem to stop crying. Maybe I shouldn't of done it. Maybe I won't help anymore.
In memory of Sheila;
http://img291.imageshack.us/img291/2741/picture126ow2.jpg
http://img297.imageshack.us/img297/7702/dsc00084tk7.jpg
http://img291.imageshack.us/img291/8400/dsc00483ip8.jpg