Marcasite
December 19th, 2006, 02:50 PM
I'm staying awake at nights crying. It's gotten to the point where I almost wish that Andrew wasn't in school even though I know it's what's best for him. We are at a scary place right now. He is working part time and I'm looking for a job. My stupid school took down the servers from December 5th until January 2nd so I can't access my schedule for next semester and I can't look for a job until I know my schedule. We can't pay the bills, the rent, and forget about groceries. He's still smoking. The only reason we've continued to get by is by taking cash advances from the credit cards. In two months, we've put $600 on the credit card. We're always in the negative in our bank account. I don't think we've been out of overdraft in weeks. I'm just really, really frightened about what's going to happen to us...