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Aina
January 18th, 2007, 09:53 PM
Father, I ask you to please guide your daughter and son as they go through their days
Guide him as he provides for him and I, he works so hard Father
And he's trying to understand the way I praise You.
It might be diffrent then other Christians
But it is how I feel, Father
I thank You, for understand me
I thank You, for allowing him to understand me, and love me, for me
Bring peace and serenity to those here that are hurting.
To Cassandra and her mother, for loosing their sister and daughter, Nicole
May You bless her family and keep their gaurdians watching over them, as that is a loss that is so hard to understand.

Please watch over my family, my mother, father and younger brother
Guide them, and allow my mother to be strong through her days!
Guide my father, and protect him as he travles a dangerous path every day and every night.
Bless him, Father!
Guide my brother, as he is going through...normal teenage things :) as most teenage boys do..bless him

And finally, Father...
I ask you, to please be with someon whom I once gave my whole heart too. He does not lie in the ground, Father. He is still among the living.
He treated me badly, Father...but there were good days too.
I do not want this hatred for him to continue any longer, Father.
I ask you, to please bless him and his family.


Now I am in such a wonderful place
With my own personal angel who holds me in his arms
Every night, protecting me from my horrible fears of the dark :)
I am blessed, everyday, to awaken with his smile, the scent of his skin
And the little things he does for me, every single day
I ask you, to bless him, watch over him, guide him, be with him
For he is my other half, my soul, my male-counterpart
My love for him is unyeilding
And soon, we will be One in Your eyes
On the first weekend of September, 2008

In Your name I pray

Amen.

Aina
January 19th, 2007, 10:43 AM
Bless her tiny kitten feet,
Bless her little tiny nose
Bless her little sidewinder pose
You give life, You take it
But don't ever take her away from me
She is my familar, my hope
Bless her little kitten soul
Amen.


Bless him today
As he walks, talks
Let him have guidance
Let him feel You
He is my other half
Bless him
Dearest Father
Wonderious Mother
In Your names I pray
Amen

-Aina-

Aina
January 20th, 2007, 09:19 AM
Heavenly Father, bless Lady Gray as she is greiving!
She is a good friend, Father, and she is a wonderful co-worker
Bless her Father, as she is greiving.

Bless my friend Laura, as she is going through tough times
Let her know You are there
Give her streangth
Guidence for the days

Heavenly Father, watch over and bless all those that are dear to me
Lady Mother, let them not fall astray to God and your love
You are the One
Trinity, Father, Son, and Spirit
Male and Female

And finally, bless him, guide him
my male counterpart, my soul, my other half
Guide him today, and allow him to have postive thoughts
and keep an ongoing conversation with You!
In Your name I pray, Father and Mother
Amen.

-Aina-

Aina
January 22nd, 2007, 08:52 AM
Dearest Heavenly Father!!
He is soon to be getting a promotion, I think!!
Thank you, thank you!!
For listening to my prayers for him
Father, please guide me as I walk this path
I want to know Your love more
I wish to be with you in Your Kingdom
I want You in my heart
Lady Mother, I ask you to lead me not astry of the Lord Heavnly Father's great love, please guide and watch over my family today
Watch over him, my male counterpart
May he have a day that is good, bearing good news today
Let him have an ongoing conversation with You Father!
Please watch over and guide Jennifer, for she has lost her little baby girl, Zoey.
May Jennifer find comfert and peace, knowning she will see her daugheter once more.
Bless everyone dear to me, in your name I pray
Amen.

Aina
January 22nd, 2007, 11:17 PM
Today is somber
For my friend is hurting, so much
I cannot do anything
Heavnly Father, is this Your path for her?
She once questioned You, and turned her back on You
Only to be embraced my Mother,
Mother, who nurtured her, and stayed with her strong
she was afraid of You, and Your love
Now she askes me, "I am I doing this right?"
For everything, religon, school, love, life
I ask you, to guide her Father!
Show her Your wonderous path for her, and show her Your love
Gently take her back into Your arms
And let both You and Mother watch over her
Guide her, guide her, Lord in Heaven
Protect her Mother of Earth
I ask this, in Your names, I lift on High
In your names I pray,
In the name of the Son, Father, and Holy Spirit
Male and Female
Amen and blessed be.

Aina
January 22nd, 2007, 11:23 PM
Our Father, who art in heaven,
Hallowed be thy Name.
Thy kingdom come.
Thy will be done, On earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses, As we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever. Amen.

Aina
January 23rd, 2007, 01:03 PM
I ask for blessings, My Lord and Mother
God, Father in Heaven
Mother, keeper of Earth
I ask for blessings on Laura
Watch over her, keep her in Your loving arms
Bless my family, my mother and Father
Bless my brother, guide him, guide him
Keep them in Your heart
Keep them in Your thoughts
Father, who art in Heaven
Hallowed be thy name
Thy kindgom come
Thy will be done on Earth , as it is in Heaven
Mother, who is this Earth
Bless your name
In the air, water and fire and earth
hold us tenderly
Heavenly Father
Mother Earth
Bless us, bless them
I, your Daughter, pray to you!
Amen!

Aina
January 24th, 2007, 09:01 AM
Dearest heavenly Father
Great Lord, King of Kings
The Earth is resting
Once again, you've covered Mother
in a blakent so crisp and light
Blessed the tiny children of her Earth
Let them sleep till You bring back the sun
Let us celebrate Imbolc
When the Mother awakes
My Creator in Heaven
Bless everyone dear to me
Mother, protect those dear
In Your names I pray
Amen

Aina
January 28th, 2007, 03:48 PM
Dearest Lord, Heavenly Father
My heart feels so heavy
and I am grieving
We are grieving
Mother Earth, as he goes into your womb again
Please keep him safe in his silent slumber
Till Earth and Lord return again
In a beautiful white Light
May angles and spirit guides lead him into a gentle slumber
And may his wife and family feel Your love
And feel Your guidance
May Mother let her beautiful white tears fall to the ground
And cover us in her love
May we be blessed by You
Amen
Amen

Aina
February 1st, 2007, 05:13 PM
Please let our love be true
With every breath, and every step
Let him know I'm thinking of his touch, his voice
Lord and Mother be there with him
As he walks through his days
Let him know I love him
I want to fall alseep in his arms tonight
Knowing that our love surrounds us
In Your names I pray
Amen and Blessed Be

Aina
February 7th, 2007, 04:14 PM
You gave me a sign
What does it mean?
Am I on the right path,
Or am I straying even farther from Your love?
I pray for Your guidance, and Your protection over everyone I love dear
Please, I ask you once more, if this is the path that I am to lead
I ask you Father in Heaven
and Mother on Earth
Please, lead me into Your arms, and guide me in my works
Amen.

Aina
February 9th, 2007, 06:32 AM
Please let St. Valintines day be special for us
Even though I was careless about my spendings
Let it still be a wonderful time for he and I.
And please allow me to let go of my guilt..
for doing something for myself, instead of him
Let us share wonderful memories
Of past, present and future
I ask you Lord in Heaven
and Mother of Earth
To watch over us and let us grow as a couple
and grow as adults
In your names I pray
Amen

Aina
February 16th, 2007, 10:14 PM
Forgive me Father in Heaven!
Forgive oh dearest Mother!
Temptation draws me into luid things
And now i feel dirty and wrong
Forgive me forgive me
For I am only a mere human
Forgive me, forgive me
Father, Mother
Amen.

Aina
February 18th, 2007, 09:08 AM
I wondered about Your workings last night
Why I was brought back to this path
And if its not just the Dark One's work?
I believe inYou and Your wonderful power and Love
I want Your guidance and streagnth
I ask You Great Father
to guide me again, as I keep stumbling through this path
I ask You, Loving Mother, to soothe me through the pains of a horrid thing called the period.
Why must we women go through a wonderufl, yet draining part of our lives every moon?
Gads, I'll never really get used to it.
Maybe I can learn a thing or two from my familiar
And my male-counterpart.
I called into work ill today...
Really, because Im feeling a bit sick today, and I didnt go to bed until 3am.
Please, maybe let my other coworkers and bosses not take ill thoughts of me.
Of course, why should I care really, what others think of me?
I need to learn how to build more self-confidance.
Please, help me with that, Heavenly Father
Earth Mother....
God, YHWEH, Messiah, King of Kings, Father
Goddess, WISDOM, Sophia, Gaia, Mother
I ask You in Your many names
Please watch over my loved onces
Please watch over him and keep Your love near his heart
In your names I pray
Amen

Aina
February 19th, 2007, 03:22 PM
You've taken us through one year
A winter, spring, summer and fall
A Cycle of Moons, You've guided us
A now, the Cycle comes through again
We have had our rough times
And we have had our good
Let me purify this house today
Letting all negative energy be gone
And only good energy remain
Great Father of Heaven
Ancient Mother of Earth
I hear Your voices in the Air
as You awaken the sleeping children of the earth
I ask you, Father in Heaven
Forgive me for my sins today
I once again, was draw into the Shadows temptation
Of luid acts that I should not partake in
For my union with my lover is sacraed
And it should only be us
Nothing else more, no outside forces
I ask you Ancient Mother
to let me feel your wamrth energy
as I let your gentle breath into our home
Purify it, take the negative stagment energy away
I ask you, Anceint Mother, let me feel the energy
let me feel You oh Father in Heaven
And you, Mother of Earth
I wander on this path
Wondering what to do next
I want to live like You oh Heavenly Father
I want to know like you oh Ancient Mother
Praise God, for whom all blessings flow
Ancient Mother, I hear you calling
Bless and protect the one I hold so dear
My male-counterpart
My other half
Guide him through his days
Bless my family, and friends
In your names I pray
Amen.

Aina
February 28th, 2007, 03:55 PM
I ask you Heavenly Father
Guide me again, as I am back here
I know what I want, and You know what I am in my heart
Guide me, Heavenly Father
I ask this in your name
Amen

Aina
March 1st, 2007, 10:01 AM
I cried last night. I cried because I am lost
I'm confused, and I feel horribly alone
I was whispering prayers of guidance to You
Then, I felt Your arms around me, holding me
I felt comfert, You are the Father, and the Mother
My tears faded and I felt safe and at peace
I felt the presances of the Archangel Gabriel
and the presances of my own spirit angel gaurdian
I was gentley lulled into sleep
Which became fitful when he slipped into bed with meB
But, i felt comfert when his arms wrapped around me
Then the storms came.
In my dreams I felt the rage, anger, and confusion locked away inside me
And when I awoke, the Earth was crying and screaming
I whimpered, only to be held onto by him and You
Gentle Father, also a loving Mother
You told me not to be afraid
And once again, I was lulled into a gentle sleep
Father in Heaven
Guide me, guide me
Let me know your Love
Oh great Lord
let me know Your Love
Father, Mother
One and the same
Let me know your Love
Amen

Aina
March 4th, 2007, 07:30 PM
Dearest Heavenly Father
Thank You for another wonderful day, even though im in much pain right now
I ask You to guide him tomorrow, as he works another long day
Be with him, in his heart and thoughts
Guide him as he talks and thinks
Bless him.


Father, you blessed me with wonderful friends here
May they help me throughout trying times

Amen.

Aina
March 7th, 2007, 08:28 PM
Watch over him

Dearest loving Father
Please watch over him, as he goes through his day tomorrow..
Let him know Your love, and Your guidance
Let him feel Your preseance
I ask for his gaurdian angel to watch over him
As well as his spirit guide
May he be blessed by your Love
I know, Lord, that you will not lead me astray
as I walk this path
As a Christian
and as I take the name Witch
may it not be linked with the Dark Satan
I want my actions to be of light and love
Of good
Not of evil
I ask this, to guide him
In Your name I pray
Amen
Blessed be.

Aina
March 15th, 2007, 09:12 AM
Father in Heaven
Please bless the newiest additon to the family
I ask you please, to watch over him
And his mother and father, and big brother
In Your name I pray
Amen.

Aina
March 16th, 2007, 09:43 AM
I dont know why, I procrastiante in school
please allow me to have moitivation to suceecde in what I do
I know that I've be focusing my time on myself and my well being
But, I don't want to get lost and feel lost again
I dont think I could bear it.
Please guide me today, Father
and let me speak and know Your love in my heart
I understand what I must do
Let me take it without fear.


He needs Your guidance Father
please with with him today, and let him know Your love
Hold him in Your arms, like a strong and loving Father
and a tender and gentle Mother
And if he feels lost today, let him know You are there.
I ask you to bless him and be with him today, Lord
Amen.

Father in heaven, she is suffering so much
Through things she thinks she cannot win.
I ask You to be with her, Father.
She is trying so hard, I think
To find a reason to leave this world
and leave all of her "problems" behind
Father, why does she think her life is so horrible?
I overcame my hardships, even though I still battle with them.
She has the streangth,Father
Please protect her and watch over her, be there with her.
Let her know You are there with her.
I pray that her soul lets go of the past
and she finds a beautiful present and future.
She is a smart girl, but she lets it all go to waste.
Please Father, allow me to help her
and say the right things maybe?
I ask You, Lord, to be with her.
In Your name I pray
Amen and Blessed Be.

Aina
March 17th, 2007, 10:29 AM
For him:
Please guide him through the day, and let him know Your love
let him know, You are there. In Your name I pray, Amen.

For myself:
Let me be strong, and know my true self. Let me teach and be taught
Let me know Your love today, Lord.
In your name I pray. Amen


For her:
let her be strong, Father, and let her know Your love
Guide her Father. In your name I pray. Amen.

Aina
March 18th, 2007, 09:00 AM
Today I am going to send out healing energy
I want her to get better, Lord. I ask You, Father
to be with me as I perform this ritual today
In the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit
I ask You to guide me in my work today
I want her to be happy, Lord
I ask You to be with her today
In your name I pray
Amen.

Aina
March 19th, 2007, 11:09 AM
For him:
Guide him today, Father and let him feel Your wonderful presence.
In the arms of both Father and Mother, you are Christ
If his day goes badly, Father, let him seek Your Love
let him be in your gentle embrace.
Let him know I am there with him. My love is always there.
Let him know that he is in my heart. Amen.


For her:
She is struggling,Father.
Let her know You are there, and let her feel Your beautiful presence.
I know I can only do so much,Father, until it is out of my hands.
You know the path she leads, not I.
I only ask you, to maybe arrange a space for her in Your Kingdom.
I ask you to guide her into more happier thoughts.
I don't know if I could stand to loose another friend, Father.
I ask You to hold her in your gentle arms, like a loving Father
and a gentle Mother.
I ask this in Your loving name.
Amen.

For myself:
Father, please guide me today.
As I start on a new path.
Please help me find my heart
and all the right words.
I ask you to guide me
in my actions, and walk.
So that I might feel Your presance
And You might feel my love.
I ask this in Your name
Amen.

Aina
March 19th, 2007, 05:36 PM
For Him:
Guide him Father, as he goes through hardships at work.
Amen.

Aina
March 20th, 2007, 04:09 PM
Lord, I ask you please...let me have motivation again.
I've started to draw again, which is very good. Since I haven't picked up a pen or pencil for art in about three or four months.
Thank you, for leading me back to my passion.
I am starting my First Moon today, Father
I would like to go back to church.
I'd like to find a good church to be a member of, Lord.
I ask you Father, to guide my fiance as he goes through his days.
And be with him.
Thank you, for the beautiful weather.
In Your name I pray.
Amen.

Aina
March 24th, 2007, 08:12 PM
Please give me the streangth to contiune the rest of this day.
and let her understand how to act, and not be so rude and mean to others.
Please guide me through the rest of my day , Father.
Amen.

Aina
March 26th, 2007, 01:21 PM
Guide him today, and let him feel Your love
Guide me today , and let me know Your love.
Amen.

Aina
March 27th, 2007, 02:00 PM
Oh great Father, I ask You to be in my heart today
Let me speak Your love , and let the Soul of Nature guide me.
I am here to listen to You , Lord.
Please guide me today.
In Your name I pray.
Amen.

Aina
March 30th, 2007, 10:11 AM
For him:
Please guide him today and allow him to be a little better mood!
Guide him and let him know Your love!!
Allow him to have a good attditude today.
In Your name I pray.
Amen.


For myself:
Please guide me today, and allow me to have a good outlook on life.
And the Earth that You created for us
Please allow me to feel Your love today, Father, and let me feel good about my day today. In Your name I pray.
Amen.

Aina
March 31st, 2007, 10:24 PM
I hear the wind, it calls to me
I hear the Voice it dances in the wind
I hear the thunder groaing in the distance
I look up towards the Heavens and pray
Moonlight Goddess shines down on me
Tears of the moon, crystal coming down
I hear the voice the wind it calls to me
Ancient Wonder of Nature
spirts of old, Lord in Heaven
Your arms I am infolded
Tender loving embrace
Father, Mother
Trinity, whole
Goddess-God
Perplexing in the Omni
I am Your Daughter
Oh Ancient Father
Oh Ancient Father
I hear the voices on the wind
Calling me, calling me
Back to spirits

Aina
April 2nd, 2007, 09:40 PM
Dearest Father
Thank you for today
thank You for everything
Amen

Aina
April 3rd, 2007, 05:06 PM
Thank you Father
for everything.
Help me stay on Your loving path.
Why am I drawn to Kwan Yin?
Please let me know
Amen.

Aina
April 7th, 2007, 11:20 PM
Thank you for another wonderful day Father,
please let us remeber the day that Your Son
rose from the dead
Let us remember those feelings
I ask you Father
to watch over all the world tomorrow
In your Blessed name I pray
Amen.

Aina
April 9th, 2007, 09:30 AM
I guess that I'm supposed to be her friend today, Father. You guided me back to her, through my thoughts. I think it is wonderful. I don't like having ill wounds among people that were my friends. I hope that she has changed, Lord. I want to be a changed and better person too, Father. Please guide all my friends and have your Loving Presances over them today.

Please guide my love, and watch over him today. Allow him too feel your loving presance. I ask this in Your name I pray.

Amen and blessed be.

Aina
April 11th, 2007, 03:13 PM
Thank you for allowing us to become closer, Father. I am happy to not be so ill around my mother anymore. It makes me feel a bit better.
Gracious Father, I am falling behind in school and it's really eating at me. I am becoming depressed again, and i know this is un-healthy for me to fee like this, but I know that it was my doing for me being behind. And that is why I feel so terribly lonely, lost and sad. This isn't like the feelings before, where I wanted to hurt myself. This is more of a sinking in the raging ocean feeling. I want to suceede Father, and not be put on prohbation for my grades. I would feel so horrible. I ask for the streangth to rise up above this and I ask for the motivation to do this. I know I that asking for things is really not proper, but Father I really feel down and out right now. I want my proffessor to explain to me why I'm doing so horribly on the things I keep correcting?? Lord, I don't understand what I am doing wrong with my papers? I am going to fall so far behind if this keeps up. I know that it is my own doing, I that is why it is eating at me!! Please, Father, give me the streangth not to feel like this any longer!! I ask my angel gaurdian to protect me from the harsh words of people that seem like friends. Who gets upset over coloured penciles? That confused me, Daiji.
I ask you Father, to guide me. I ask you Daiji (my angel gaurdian) to offer me comfert. In Your name I pray. Amen.

Aina
April 13th, 2007, 03:46 PM
Dearest Father, I bow my head for this food that I am about to eat
My it give me streagnth and nurioushment.
Please guide me through my day today Lord,
and thank You for everything today Father.
I ask you to be with him today, as he works
Let him know Your love.
Be with them all today, Lord
Amen.

Aina
April 23rd, 2007, 09:35 AM
I just ask You, Father to give me the strength to go through 6 months without him.
I've been praying for a way around this, but I know there is none.
I know this is what has to be done
Please Father, I ask You now, to allow his mother to let him take our kitten with him.
If not, then she will not have a home.
I could not bear that Father. I ask You to just be with us,
As we go through this time.
In Your name I pray, Amen.

Willow Rosette
April 23rd, 2007, 02:08 PM
(wasnt snooping I promise) just wanted to :hugz:

Aina
April 23rd, 2007, 09:53 PM
Please help me stop crying
i know this is for the best, but I can't stop the tears
This is going to test our love, and I think it will be for the better
Please, Father...allow me to be strong in this ordeal
Let me rise up above the negative and see the postive in this
Please just let me stop crying..
It is the best for him, and we won't be breaking up
We'll just be apart for a while..
Why did I take waking up next to him everyday for granteed?
Every moment I spend with him, and my kitten (because she will not be able to come with me), i will cherise.
I ask in Your name I pray..

Amen

Aina
April 28th, 2007, 10:13 AM
I thank You Father, for giving me the stregnth to talk to him
I thank You for letting us work out our relationship problems.
I ask You to be with him and myself today, through work
I ask that Your blessings and love be with us today.
In Your name I pray, I am your loyal daughter.
Amen

Aina
May 3rd, 2007, 07:39 PM
Dearest Father, thank you
For not adding onto the family just yet :)
I ask You to help me be strong
In this time of life, where I feel like I am falling apart.
I ask You to be with me.
In your name I pray.
Amen

Aina
May 4th, 2007, 11:17 PM
Thank You
For everything today
For letting my day be better
Please send healing energy to him
He hurt himself (again) :)
Luckly work is covering, so money won't be a problem
I ask You for gudiance Father
In Your name I pray
Amen.

Aina
May 5th, 2007, 08:03 PM
I ask you, to please just let this pain go away
All I want to do is crawl into a hole and stay there forever right now
Please, I ask that You just aid me as I look for a new job.
I haven't lost mine yet, but I know that it is probably coming.
I ask You, just to be with me right now, and let me get through my anger.
Amen.

Aina
May 9th, 2007, 09:20 PM
Please help me overcome my illness, whatever it may be. Please, aid me with the energy to fight this.
Also, I am searching for jobs soon, I ask You Father, to be there with me I ask search.
Please, let all this sadness leave me. I do not want to be sad anymore.
Maybe this is why I am sick?
Would it make me run a fever?
Sophia, Holy Spirit, please just let me seek comfert, and let us be bound by our love.
One more month I have with him Father and Sophia, one more month.
Please, let it be gentle.
I want to leave without feeling sadness.
Father, why do my mother and I not get along like other mothers do with their daughters?
Is it me? Do I not want to be a close daughter?
Or is it her, or is it both of us?
Sophia, please just let me see why my mother and I fight all the time.
I ask this, in the name of the Father, of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.
Amen.

Aina
May 10th, 2007, 01:12 PM
Thank you for finally letting me get to sleep last night!
I did not like throwing up mucus and what looked to be blood,
but I think it might have been my cough syrup.
Afterwards, I stopped coughing
I slept well, last night
but woke up today in a cold sweat and feeling groggy.
Must have been the Vicks Vapor rub I used to stop coughing.
Thank You Father, for another wonderful day
Wisdom Sophia, may you guide us today
Father, please be with Brett tonight, as he works.
Let him have a good outlook tonight
Sophia, please be with me as I go to my mother's today
And maybe let me get over my anger.
I know they are my family.
I ask this in Your names I pray.
Amen.

Aina
May 13th, 2007, 09:24 PM
Heavenly Father, watch over IrishDancer and her fiance.
Please, allow StephianeAnn to be a rest now, Father.
It was a blessing to have her here.
Allow this to be a lesson for me.
Please take the grief from IrishDancer, as Mother's Day was hard to come by.
Not just for me, but for her too.
May You bless her Father.
And may you watch over her, Holy Spirit Sophia.
In Your name I pray
Amen.

Aina
May 30th, 2007, 04:26 PM
Well, I am twenty today.
I ask that I have more healthy years to come.
Thank you.

Aina
June 12th, 2007, 09:17 PM
It's been awhile since I've been here to lay out my troubles..
The days grow closer, Father, and I ask that some of the worry
and stress be taken off my shoulders
I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of being so sad.
Lady, I ask you to be with my kitten
I hear she is doing well, quite content at her temporary home.
I hope she does not forget me, or Brett.
I ask you both to please just guide me, and comfert both Brett and I
As we leave eacother for just a little while.
I ask that our love be strong...please just let me get through this school year...
In Your names I pray.
Amen.

Aina
June 20th, 2007, 01:55 PM
Well, I went back toyour place of worship on Sunday
I don't know what I really felt.
It was ironic. The pastor talked about pagan's and the goddess
Were you trying to send me a message?

Only 3 more days
help me be strong, please

Aina
July 9th, 2007, 11:33 AM
Dearest Father
I feel so lost sometimes. Now that he's back home I dont know what to do with myself. School starts later then I thought it would, but Father, i ask you to help me get through this. I feel like I have strayed away from Your love, and Your guidance. There are times were I wish this didn't happen. That we stil lived in our apartment, with our kitty, but Brett could afford to go to college and be happy in his job. Things didn't turn out that way, Father. But, I know, everything happens for a reason. Either our hearts will grow stronger for eacother, or our hearts will break under the distance, which isn't that long actually. Only an hour and 45 minutes away. This is just diffrent for me, Father. So diffrent.
I'm surrouding myself with my friends, mostly because even though I live with my family, I hardly ever see them. We are all working. Father, I am trying to gain weight. Since the move happend, I've been very stressed and very sad, but I'm happy to say I'm doing better. I'm sad to say that I've lost weight. It's very unhealthy for me to loose weight, since I am already 92lbs to begin with.

Father, I ask you to watch over Brett today, and let him know Your love
I ask you to guide him, and let our phone conversations and MSN talks be more interesting, and not as boring as they are.
I ask this in Your name

Amen.

Aina
July 10th, 2007, 10:54 AM
Loving Father, yesterday seemed like a downward spiral from how good I was doing. I had a mental breakdown and my friend, who is pregnate, is having severe depression issues.
Father, I ask You to be with Brett today and guide him.
Please let us have meaning ful conversations and let him know my love is there always with him.
Please be with my family and freinds today, Father, and please give me the streangth to hunt for another job.
I ask this in Your name.
Amen.

Aina
July 12th, 2007, 11:02 AM
Dearest Father, I ask You to please help me.
I want to trust him, Father. He is my fiance, and a strong Christian.
He loves me Father, and I love him, with everything that I am.
But it's hard, when he says he has to think about coming to see me.
Why, if we live so far away, and don't get to see eacother, would he have to think about seeing me?
That was a slap in the face, Father.
I ask for comfert, because I feel lost and alone being here, while he is back in a place he wants to be.
I ask Father, that this semester goes quickly for the both of us, and that soon we can all be together, me, him and our kitty, again.
In a big house with more kitties.
I try not to get my hopes to high,Father, because I know that each day we keep fighting for our love.
I ask You to please watch over him today, and be in his heart, and let him know Your love.
I ask this in Your name I pray
Amen.

Aina
July 16th, 2007, 09:37 PM
Dearest Father, I bow my head and ask for your guidance.
I ask that you are with Brett tonight, and let him know that he is always in my heart.
I ask You Father, to please let Kaira and I have our understanding again, and I know she feels betreayed because she's now with a child at such a young age, with no father figure to help raise her baby.
She lost her life when she started fooling around without protection Father.
I feel sorry for her, that she had to endure this.
I ask the You just watch over her, and make sure she and the baby are healthy.
I ask you to watch over all my friends, and family.

Also, I ask you to guide me as I search for why I feel there is a female pull for a deity in my life. I know You, Father, are the one and only, but there is still something. I ask You to please just guide me,Father.
Tonight I will light a candle, for mines, and everyones happiness. I ask this in Your name.
Amen.

Aina
July 20th, 2007, 11:47 PM
I ask You Father, to please give me strength as I do yet another test to see if I am with a child.
I ask You to be with Brett and his sister and nephews tomorrow as they come here for a short visit with brett's and sister's family.
I ask Father, be with my friend as she has an abortion on Saturday. Please be with her as she goes through something she chose.
Father, I ask you just to be with me, please. Let me get through yet another weird phase of my life.
Also, bad nightmares plauge my sleep at night. I wish I knew why I'm having them Father. I get so happy when I wake up and they are just dreams.
Please watch over him tonight. I ask this inyour name I pray;
Amen.

Aina
July 24th, 2007, 06:37 PM
Please just let me get through this school year with flying colours.


Watch over him, and my friends, I ask you. Please, just guide me and watch over me.


Thank you.

Aina
July 27th, 2007, 12:55 PM
Dearest Father, I ask that You lead me into speak words of only truth. Even if the lie is so tiny, it can hurt so much. I ask You , please forgive me.
Father, guide me through me day today, and be with me. Guide Brett as well too.
I ask this in Your name I pray.

Amen.

Aina
July 28th, 2007, 11:52 AM
Dearest Father, i ask you to guide me today,and Guide him today.

In your name I pray, Amen.

Aina
July 29th, 2007, 11:32 PM
Father, I ask you to be with one of us here on MW. He is griving alot, and I want his heart to feel peace. Please, guide him so that he doesn't do sad things in this wake of sadness.

I ask You Father, to please, guide Brett and I together as a couple and let our love grow stronger. Thank you for letting me communicate my feelings to him, even though I should have done it before i called him back. Please, protect him and his brother-in-law as they go to pick up his mom from the airport.

Father, please, let me get thorugh my greif, and help me sheild more as I somehow get others sadness when I know it's not my own.

Father, I finally ask that you just be with everyone in this world, who is greiving, or feeling lonely. Please be in their hearts, as you are in mine. I ask this in Your name, Amen.

Aina
July 31st, 2007, 12:06 PM
Father, I ask you to be with brett today and guide him, I ask this in your name. Amen.

Aina
August 2nd, 2007, 08:31 PM
I ask You Father, to please watch over my grandfather, my nanna and my dad.

Please let everything be alright.


I ask that You watch over Brett too, I hope we are able to see eacother next week.

I ask You Father, to help me get through the tough times at work. I ask this in your name.

Amen.

Aina
August 10th, 2007, 09:25 PM
Dearest Father, Holy Spirit, Aeon, I ask You of many names to please guide me. Please be with my family. They are griving.
I ask that You are with brett and his family.
I ask that You please protect all who are dear to me, Lord.
I ask that Your love and patient be with my grandfather.
You have seen what has happend to him, Lord.
Please, let a little sadness be taken away, I can't stand to see my family so broken and sad.
I feel that I have to be the strong one this time, Lord. I do not know if I can.
Gentle Aeon, Please I ask You, just let our tears fall in your hands,
let our worries melt away into the gentle sunrise.
This is a hard time for us.
Please, let them know You are there, Lord.
I ask these prayers in Your loving name.
Amen.

Aina
August 12th, 2007, 08:48 AM
Father, I ask You today to guide me, and please allow me to feel Your love, and I ask that You help me keep a good face of optomism as I go into work today. I am greatful that I have an interview at this new place. And I ask that You give me courage tomorrow to say the right things, Father.
Lord, please watch over Brett and his family today, and please allow him to feel Your love, and let him feel my love, Father.

I ask that You watch over my grandfather, and my nanna, as they are both struggling. I know this is hard, I hate seeing my dad and mom so sad, Father. Please give them streangth to deal with this.

Thank You, Father, for everday. It is wonderful. I ask that when I see Brett again, that is is happy reniuon. Thank you for him, Father.


Father, I pray these prayers in Your gentle name.

Amen.

Aina
August 18th, 2007, 05:14 PM
Please help me to get through living here. It's driving me crazy.
Please just help brett and i to grow on our realtionship.
I ask this in Your names i pray.
Amen.

Aina
August 18th, 2007, 09:58 PM
Dearest Father, Christ, Sophia....
Today was a day of struggling and yearing. I miss him so, and my heart aches sometimes, I feel like I can't take it any longer. I called him up today, and talked to him. We don't have very many deep conversations, Father, but when we do, it's nice. He asked when I was going to balance him out. I was saying how we balance eacother out, and I told him I thought I did. He balances me out by keeping my emotions in check. I just now noticed that i balance him out by keeping him smiling. Making sure he doesn't get too serious on me :).

I am greatful that i have such a wonderful person for a fiancee, Lord. Even though this move is hard, and he gets horribly annoyed with my callings, he still puts up with me and my emotions. He is an amazing perosn, Father.

I ask that tomorrow is a better day. I pray that You are with me Father, and you as well Sophia. I pray that I have Your love and grace in my heart.

Dearest Father, Christ, Sophia, there are many who don't believe, who don't see the love in your heart. I pray that one day, they may see.

I pray that I am aided as I try hard to respect my other half's wishes to call after work is over, or before I go into work. I love to hear his voice, but as I stated above, he gets annoyed with me calling 5 times a day.

Please, keep me in your glourious worship, Great Lord, gentle Widsom.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Scanti

I am your Daughter, always.

Amen.

Aina
August 19th, 2007, 11:39 AM
Father, Christ, Sophia...
I ask that I have guidance today, and trust with him. Sometimes it hurts, when he doesn't talk to me that long. But we've had conversations time and time again about how he is not a phone talker at all. Please let me deal with this in a better manner then crying about it. It is pointless.
Please show me your love and gentle guidance today, and please be in my heart.
I wonder why my brother doesn't believe in You. What is he afraid of ? He drives recklessly, Lord and I sometimes wonder if he's going to get killed. He drove recklessly today with me in the car, and I asked him if he drives like this when he has his girlfriend. Obviously he said no.

Please be with me today, as I go to work and things. I ask this in Your names.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Scanti

Amen.

Aina
August 20th, 2007, 11:14 PM
Father, Christ, Sophia
Thank you today for guiding me as I went to school, and I pray that You were there to guide my beloved as well. I thank You, Father, Lord, and Spirit.

Today was challening. I am in confusing about what I should do with my job. I want to see my beloved and my grandfather.....but work is not allowing me to do so. I am torn, i need the money and I need to find a job that pays as well as this one. There is a reason why we get paid so much to do our job, Great Ones.

Father, I pray that i have guidance in this matter of what I should do. Dearest Christ, I wonder if you struggled with these similar things? Did you feel the need to leave something, if you knew it was healthy for you? My work is very unhealthy for me, both physcially and mentally so. They are going to break me....if I don't get out of there.

Mother Sophia, I wonder sometimes about my life, and how well I am to my beloved. I want to treat him with the upmost respect Mother. Please, allow me to feel your love that you give to Father, let me use this as a guidinace tool to love Brett. I want to be a good wife to him, Mother Sophia. I pray that the Holy Spirit of you is in all of us, even those who do not believe.

I ask that You protect and guide those I love. Please watch over my grandparents and my loved ones.

Please, watch over Brett and his family as well, may they feel your love and guidance.

Father, Christ, Sophia....

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti

Amen.

Aina
August 21st, 2007, 01:45 PM
Dearest Father, Christ, Sophia
Thank you Blessed Ones~!! Yesterday was wonderful for my first day of class!! I thank you for being there with me!
I pray that Brett and I grow closer in our relationship, now that school has started. I pray that he feels your love and guidance through each and everyday. Please, I ask You to guide him, Father. I ask that Your love be with him today and everday.
Gentle Mother Sophia, I pray that I feel your gentle love within me, and that I know how to talk and speak gentle words today.
Lord, I ask that You guide my family and friends today. Please, I pray that I am aided in finding a new job. This one is getting to my last nerve, and it makes me ill sometimes. I pray that I am aided. Thank you for everything, Blessed Ones.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti
I am your Daughter always
Amen.

Aina
August 22nd, 2007, 02:21 PM
Dearest Father, Christ, Sophia
I need to understand that men are going to be men, and each one is diffrent. Brett is VERY diffrent from my ex. My ex was always emotional and such. Brett is someone who thinks logically, and I think with my emotions. I need to not read so much into what he says, or, doesn't say. I know he loves me, Lord, and I love him. I pray that You help me to be the best fiancee I can be, I pray that I am able to work on my emotions.

Mother Sophia, please be in my heart today as I go about my days, Please be with Brett today and his family. Father, Lord, Spirit I ask that you are with everyone I hold dear today.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter, always

Amen.

Aina
August 23rd, 2007, 02:27 PM
Dearest Father, Christ , Sophia
The mind of a man is most confusing. Many say it is simple, I think it is full of many things a women does not understand. I long to sometimes know what my love thinks...i wonder if he misses me, because he never says he does. I'm sure he does, though.
Dearest Father and Christ, be with my love today has lives, and let him know your guidance and love. I pray that You are with him today. Thank you, for him.

Mother Sophia, I ask that your gentle spirit is with me today, and I pray that your love is with everyone today. Thank you, for your love.

Thank You, Father, Christ, Sophia


In nomine Patris, et Filii , et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter, always.

Amen.

Aina
August 24th, 2007, 05:33 PM
Dearest Father, Christ, Sophia
Today was a good day, Thank You for guiding me through my day, Blessed Ones. Please be with my love as he goes about his day tomorrow, and please be with my as I go about my day tomorrow.

I ask that You are there to help me deal with my mother. I don't understand why we fight.

Please help me get through this next week. Today, two of my friends had made (seperate) plans to see me. I took time out of my day to plan time for them, and they both cancelled. I know that things come up, but I still couldn't help but feel a little sad, Lord, Christ and Mother.

Also, a few of my friends are talking about their lover's coming to see them and staying with them.....it makes me miss my loved one even more. It's getting close to that time and it's making me even more emotinal then I already am. I wish I could just be with him tonight...and not have to worry about anything tomorrow...I wish work would be shut down, or they call me and say they don't need me, just so I can spend one day with him....I miss him terribly.

I pray that my greif goes away soon, Great Ones..

Please watch over my grandfather, and my nanna. Please watch over and guide my love and his family. Thank You.

In nomine Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
August 26th, 2007, 09:28 PM
Father, Christ Sophia...

Please, lead me in Your love and lead me not into temptation. I give you each prayers that I have found tonight...

To Father

Our Father in Heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as in Heaven. Give us today our daily bread. Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us. Save us from the time of trial and deliver us from evil. For the kingdom, the power, and the glory are yours now and for ever. Amen.
To Jesus Christ

Eternal Father,
I offer Thee the Wounds of Our Lord Jesus Christ
to heal the wounds of our souls.
My Jesus, pardon and mercy
through the merits of Thy Sacred Wounds.
Amen.


To the Holy Spirit Sophia


Hail, Lady of Light,
Mystical Lover of my spirit.
Blessed are you, Woman of Wisdom,
and blessed are the gifts you bestow on us your children. Holy Sophia, goddess who leads to the One God,
fill me with your emptiness,
and darken my spirit with your light,
Amen.


I found these here and there....I searched and serached till I found each prayer that suited each of You. You are the same, all One, but yet, you are three, You are the Trinity, my Beloved Ones! I ask that I am led in the right direction with Your love and guidance.
Please be with my grandfather, and my Nanna. Please be with my fiancee and his family. Please be with my father and his sisters.
Please be with all I hold dear. I ask this in Your name I pray.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
August 29th, 2007, 12:36 PM
Father, Christ, Sophia
I pray that i get through this dreary feelings that are wearing me down right now. I know that I am close to my cycle and that is what is making me blue.

My love is struggling with wanting to see me but right now, he hates asking his mother for money. I offered to give him money but he denied. He said it's rude for him to take money from me. It's the fallback of going to school 45 min away from where you live.

Please guide me today Blessed Ones. Please let my outlook be a tad more upbeat and things. I pray that today You are with me,and my love. He got my letter, and he said that it was really good, and some other things, that I don't want to repeat here...since it is between he and I. :) .

I ask that You are with him today Blessed Ones.


In nomine Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti

I am Your Daughter, always.

Amen

Aina
August 30th, 2007, 11:10 AM
Father, Christ, Sophia
I pray that You are with my love today, as he goes throughout his day. I pray that You are with me and my loved ones througout this day too.
Blessed Ones, please help me keep the motivation to stay working hard in school. I'm enjoying all my classes so far, please help me to keep it this way.
I pray that hopefully my love and I will get to see eacother, even if it is just for a day and a half I still want to see him... sorry, I'm being all whiney and things...one day till my cycle and it's killing me .

Blessed Ones, I pray that my love and i grow in our realtionship. Thank You.

Please watch over my grandfather and Nanna, and all my realatives.

In nomie Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti

I am Your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
September 1st, 2007, 04:05 PM
Father, Christ, Sophia
Thank you for this day, and guide me today as I walk my path.
Please I pray that you watch over my love and help him as he works,talks, and walks. Be with him, my Blessed Ones.


In nomie Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti

Amen.

Aina
September 3rd, 2007, 10:12 AM
Father, Christ, Sophia
I pray that You keep him safe today Blessed Ones, as he comes to see me.
Thank you.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
September 5th, 2007, 11:34 PM
Father, Christ, Sophia

Thank you Blessed Ones, for allowing my love and I to see eacother. It was wonderful to see him again, even if it was only for a couple of days. Please, Blessed Trinity, let me see him soon again. I miss him already....heh.

I pray that tonight all the negativy and ill feelings that I felt today are washed away as I dream. Please allow Wisdom, Holy Spirit, Sophia to come down and wash away the negativy.

Christ, please wash away my sinfulness today. Please help me be in a new mindset tomorrow.

I pray that You are with my love tomorrow as he goes about his day. Please let him kmow that I love him, and that I am always with him in his heart. I pray that we can be together again soon, Blessed Ones.


Thank you for aiding me today, Father, Christ, Sophia. I pray that I may find your aid once more.

Please, I pray that you are with me tomorrow and guide me away from negativity. I ask that You watch over all whom I love. Thank You.

In nomie Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
September 6th, 2007, 10:34 PM
Father, Christ, Sophia
Thank you for guiding me today, I ask that You are with my love as he goes about his day tomorrow. Please be with him. Thank you.

Blessed Ones, please be with my family. My grandfather has taken a turn for the worse, and I ask that You are with him and my Nanna in this hard time. Please just be with them. Thank You.

I pray that you are in my heart, soul, and mind as I go through my day tomorrow Blessed Ones. Thank You.

Thank you for everything..

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti...

I am your daughter always.
Amen.

Aina
September 9th, 2007, 10:44 AM
Father, Christ, Sophia
Please, I pray that my grandfather is doing well. Please let him recover, Blessed Ones.
I pray that you are with my love today, and let him feel your love. I pray that you are with me today, and let me feel your love.

Thank you.

In nomie Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti
I am your Daughter always
Amen.

Aina
September 11th, 2007, 10:44 AM
Father, Christ, Sophia
Please be with all those who are in mouring today, as they remember the people who died on this day. Please be with them as they shed their tears.

I pray that you are with me today Blessed Ones, as I go throughout my day.
Please be with my love as he goes throughout his day as well. Please let him know your love,and let him know my love.

I pray that you are with my grandfather, and my nanna. Watch over all those who are dear to me.

In nomine Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti
Gloria Patri, et Filio, et Spiritui Sancto
Sicut eract in principino
et nunc ,et semper
et in saecula saeculorm.

I am your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
September 16th, 2007, 09:43 PM
Father, Christ, Sophia
Thank you for the good days of past, Blessed Ones. I pray that you are with all my loved ones in the coming days, and may they too see good days and be blessed by your grace.

I pray that you watch over my love and his family, and please let him know Your wonderful love, Blessed Ones. Please let him know my love. Thank you.

Thank you for allowing my father to come home safely, and for my grandfather to survive the surgery. Thank you.


I ask that tomorrow you are with me, in guidance. I pray that you watch over everyone in this world. Thank you, Blessed Ones.


I ask these things in Your Names.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter always
Amen.

Aina
September 20th, 2007, 11:10 AM
My Blessed Ones
Please guide me today...I get to see my love in 5 days! I am so very excited!!! Then, in 16 more days I see him again, and I will finally get to sleep a deep sleep knowing he is beside me.. I've missed that so very much, Blessed Ones.

Thank You for being with me through my days! Praise You, the Blessed Trinity!

Please watch over him as he goes throught his day, Blessed Ones.

Thank you, Mother Sophia for being with me as I cried last night from an empty bed of just me. Even though it has already been 4 months, now almost 5, it still is hard somtimes...

I'm happy that my grandfather got through sugery with sucess. Please aid the doctors in finding out what is wrong!! And please, help my Nanna be strong in this ordeal. I believe she is afraid to be with her husband now, that he is fallen sick.

Thank you, Blessed Ones!

Also, please help my friend with her troubles. She's being very pessimistic and cynical about life and her realtionship with her boyfriend. Please just give her the guidance she needs. Or, talk to whomever she worships to have her gods give her the guaidance she needs? However that whole thing works.

Also....why is it whenever I try to talk to my love's sister online, she always puts her status to away? It seems a little unnerving...

In nomine Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
September 21st, 2007, 03:11 PM
Father, Christ, Sophia

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUUUUU!!!! Thank you soooo much for letting BOTH my grandfathers to be okay!!!!

Please guide me today Blessed Ones~! I pray that brett and I grow as a couple.. Please guide him and let his tummy ache get better !!


I pray that all those who I love are safe. Thank You so much Blessed Ones!!

I pray that You are with me throught my day~


In nomine patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
September 23rd, 2007, 10:13 PM
Father, Christ, Sophia
Today was as any day goes for me. It was Mabon today. Thank You, Blessed Ones for another good summer season, though we could have used a tad more rain :).
I cant Thank You enough for helping my grandfather. I think it took a good amount of stress off my father's and my family's shoulders.
As I start looking for a new job, please guide me to ones that could be benifical to my streanghts. Thank you, in advance my Blessed Ones.

To Christ: Please let the cruifixtion be a reminder that You died for my sins. And our sins, even the ones who respect you as a person.
To Father: I pray that I grow ever closer to Your love. Thank You.
To Sophia: Dearest Mother, I pray that my love and I grow closer and stronger. Thank You.

Thank you, my Blessed Ones, for this day,and every day.

In nomine Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti
I am your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
September 28th, 2007, 03:00 PM
My Blessed Ones
Not to complain, but I'd love to talk to him today..Yesterdays convo was that of two words and I let him be due to homework..

I pray that You are with my love today as he walks and talks. I pray that he is safe. Thank You.

I pray that You are in my heart today, and you are with me. Please watch over those I hold dear. Thank You.

I pray that he and I grow stronger. Thank You, once again for this day.

In nomine Patris et Filli et Spiritus Sancti

Your loving Daughter

Amen..

Aina
October 7th, 2007, 04:37 PM
Blessed Ones
Please let him get home safely. I pray that he has a safe journy home. Please allow him to remember to call me, so that I know he arrived home safely. Thank You.
Blessed Ones, Thank You so much for the time we spent together. I cherised every moment,and I wished that it would never have ended. I hope to be with him again soon. Thank You for allowing us to have a wonderful weekend together.

Blessed Ones, I thank you for each and every day that I am blessed with Your love, and the love of my loved one. I pray that my family is well, and that my grandfather is doing better. Thank You.

I pray that I gain motivation to search for a new job. Thank You.


In nomine Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daughter always

Amen.

Aina
October 8th, 2007, 01:34 PM
Blessed Ones
Thank you for yesterday, thank you for today. May he and I grow in our love.


Your Daughter
Amen

Aina
October 10th, 2007, 11:36 PM
Blessed Ones
Today was wonderful~! I haven't laughed that hard in a long time. Thank you for allowing me to come out of my shell and make new friends. Thank You, my Blessed Ones.
I pray that You watch over my love, and that he is healthy and safe. Please watch over his family too. Thank you.
I pray that I learn more about Your love, Blessed Ones. For you are All and yet you are the Trinity. Blessed Father, Blessed Christ, and Blessed Sophia. Three and One. My Blessed Ones. It's so hard to fathom your Love. Thank You, many times Thank You for what I have been blessed with.
I pray that P-chan is safe and healthy too. As you already know, I got her back. I cried the first night...I was so sad because I didn't know what to do with her...but she is in our garage...she's doing well I hope. Thank You, for reuniting me with her, Blessed Ones. She is my familar, and I love her with everything.

I ask that You watch over all those who are dear to me.

In nomine Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti.

Your loyal Daughter

-Amen-

Aina
October 16th, 2007, 01:16 PM
Blessed Ones
Thank you for today....thank You for Pchan and my love. They mean so much to me.

Blessed Ones, please allow me to find motivation to find a new job, and to work harder in school. I'm working hard, but I am failing a class. I can't stop being angry at myself..

Guide me through my day Blessed Ones

Thank you

Amen

Aina
October 18th, 2007, 12:24 PM
Blessed Ones
Thank you, my kitten is on my lap right now sleeping. I'm so happy she is back with me.. Part of our family is whole again....Thank you.

Please protect all those who are dear to me, Blessed Ones, and protect the one I hold dearest to me, my love my other half. Thank you.

Amen.

Aina
October 19th, 2007, 02:26 PM
Blessed Ones
Thank you, for Pchan....she is what is keeping me going right now since I can't see my love when I want too. This moring I wanted a hug so badly from my love, but I was not able to get one. So, I hugged Pchan. She didn't really ejnoy it, but at least I got to hug her and feel better. I miss my love so much...I can't wait to see him again, though I have a feeling that is going to be next month. Sometime in the middle of next month. I pray, Blessed Ones that our love grows as a couple.
I need to find a new job.....I don't have much motivation right now to do anything, but to see him. It's eating me up inside. Hopefully Sunday I'll be able to spend time with my friend. I just wish....I could have the weekends of, Blessed Ones. I'm not into that part of my life yet though.. I know, I must work hard in order to achive the goals I set for myself.

Please guide my love and protect him throughout his day. I pray that our converstations are nice, because that is all I have right now. Nothing fills the emptyness I feel when I fall alseep at night. I just wish this year flies by. Thank You, Blessed Ones


Amen.

Aina
October 24th, 2007, 03:18 PM
Blessed Ones
I know, I should not be clingy to him. He called me clingy....in a nice way. His voice was not harsh or anrgy, he just said I was clingy. Like saying the sky was blue. I was angry and hurt at him for not calling me back twice in two nights, like he said he was going too. He gave me excuses on why he didnt. The first night, he forgot, the second night he said he tried but his mother was on the phone and he just never went back to check. I know he loves me, Blessed Ones, and I know our love is true, but PLEASE just let him understand that him calling me when he says he will, or just calling me sometimes is special to me, and lets me know he cares. I am going to see him this coming Tuesday, Blessed Ones. I hope our visit is nice, and I pray that we are able to work out the communication issues. I've told him this, Blessed Ones believe me. I've talked to him....on the phone is just not as affective as in person, I think. I love him, with everything I am...and I know he feels the same...we just have communication issuses. Or..rather he does :p. He is such a guy sometimes it annoyes me, but then again, he sais I am such a girl sometimes it annoys him. We are even. Haha.

Thank you for the nice weather, it has been much cooler but we have gotten rain which we needed greatly. Thank you, Blessed Ones.

Father, please watch over the ones I love dearly.
Christ, please let me know Your love
Sophia, please allow my love and I to grow together and work out our diffrences. This is just but a pebble in our road together.


Thank You for everything,

Amen.


Edit: He called me just a few moments after I posted this....Thank You Blessed Ones~!!

Aina
October 27th, 2007, 08:33 PM
Blessed Ones
Today was an okay day. It went quickly and I thank You for that. My love is at a LAN party. I ask that You are with him, and help him make the right choices if he is faced with hard ones. I hope to talk to him tomorrow, Blessed Ones. Thank You though, for today. Please be with my co-worker Kelli. Her son was taken to the hospital today. Please be with her.

Thank You for P-chan Blessed Ones. She is such a blessing to have and she keeps good compnay. I thank You.

Please be with me tomrrow throughout my day. Please be with my love. I do wish I could talk to him tonight before I head to bed...but he is at this LAN party. Oh well.

In Your Names I pray

Amen.

Aina
November 1st, 2007, 11:34 AM
Blessed Ones
Thank You. These few days were lovely.. I watch him sleep right now, and I just feel at peace, safe, home. Come the holidays I hope we can be together once more. I will praise your Name, Blessed Ones.

With loving grace to thee
Father, Son, and Mother
Hold me in Your arms, Sophia
Lead me into light, Father
Teach me Your ways, Son.
Amen to thee.
Blessed.


Amen

Aina
November 4th, 2007, 11:39 AM
Please be with me today, and be with my love. I hope he has a good day today. Be with him. Please guide me today Blessed Ones. Let me know your love. Please be with P-chan.

I do hope he comes to see me this next weekend. It would be nice...even if I do have to work...

Thank You.
Amen.

-A-

Aina
November 15th, 2007, 10:53 AM
I would love to seek a new job before the holidays. If I could get the motivation to actually go out there and look.
Yesterdays conversation with him was nice, Blessed Ones
I hope, if we talk today it is nice again...

I want to be strong.
I need to be strong...
Help me be strong, and gain motivation to return to my yoga and meditations.

and I think I have a head cold. bleh.

In the name of Father, Christ and Sophia
I thank You.
Amen.

Aina
November 22nd, 2007, 08:45 PM
Thank you for today, Blessed Ones. Though it was a bit uncomfertable for me...it was alright.
I really wanted more then anything to spend it with my love, but we were apart today with our families, so that I understood. I'm hoping to hear from him tonight, though I am doubtful...american football is on tonight. Hehe, I doubt he'll ring me, but it's alright. I can always ring him tomorrow or the day after.
I miss him so much...my heart is aching just to see him right now, Blessed Ones....just to hug him and things. Sigh. I know I must be strong till the next time we get to see eacother.
I pray, Father, Son and Sophia that he is safe and well till next we are together.
I also pray that his mother is gets better and when her surgury does come she has a speedy and good recovery. I pray that when Christmas comes, he and I can be together and be together with our familes. I pray that I grow stronger as a person, Blessed Ones and that I grow both spiritually and mentally. I ask for aid for my meditations and yoga. I ask for aid for motivation for finding a new job and accomplishing my goals.

I am begginging to see what real life really is. I pray that You are with me Blessed Ones.

In Your gentle names. Thank You.

Blessed Be.

Aina
November 25th, 2007, 07:43 PM
Today was an alright day, Blessed Ones.

I just wanna talk to him before I go to bed...

that's all..


Thank You.

Aina
December 6th, 2007, 10:50 AM
Forgive me, my Blessed Ones. I haven't been doing my worship like I should.
I've been astray and I feel like a shell inside. Soon I'll be with my love and I pray that our time together is wonderful.
I pray Blessed Ones, that I grow in Your love.

Blessed Mother Sophia, my Lady of Grace. I pray to you that I get through these tough times. I pray that You are safe in my heart with you Holy Spirit.
I pray that I know more of you, Mother.

Blessed Father, my Lord of Grace, I pray to you that my heart seeks true the one I love and gave my soul to forever. I pray that we get through this winter times and are able to spend it with eacother. I pray that his mother gets better soon and her surgury is trivial. Thank you, Father for these past days.

Blessed Son, my Teacher of Grace, I pray to you that I know your teachings. I pray that I know why your blood washed away all of our wrong doings. I pray my Teacher that I learn your words and your ways. I pray for all the people in this world, that they may see happiness and love with their deites.

Thank you, my Trinity of hope. I want to be back in your worship in the way I know best. Maybe it isn't in a church but rather, it is with me and my love for You.

I pray my Lady Sophia that you and I have a growing bond. I am just getting to know you, but I want to know so much more. And my Father and Teacher. I pray that our realtionship grows.

Blessed be, amen.

Aina
December 10th, 2007, 11:42 PM
My Blessed Trinity
I ask for guidance with what troubles me in my heart. You know what it is.
I pray for my love. I pray for him so deeply and I pray for him with everything that I am. I ask that he is safe from harm, Father. Please, watch over him.
I pray that You are with me, my Blessed Parents, help me form the right words to say to others. Let me think before I speak, maybe be my true self.
What I am in my heart.
I am so greatful for everything, for this day, for the rain that fell, for him.
I'm so greatful for him. He is my soul. He is my heart, my breath, my beat, my voice. He is me and I am him. We are the yin and yang, the male and female of eacother.
I'm incomplete without him, this I know.
Just as when I don't open myself to Your love, my Blessed Trinity, I am incomplete without you.
I pray for everyone on this earth and I mean everyone. Those in the distance lands that cry out for a hunger never fed, whom we forget about. I pray for those who are well fed, rich and happy. I pray for those who are murderes, rapists, abuserers. I pray for the babies that die, I pray for the mothers that kill them, I pray for the ones that think life can't go on with them in it anymore, so they choose to end it. Let them know they arn't alone, Blessed Ones.
Whomever they are, whatever deities they pray to, be with them tonight Blessed Ones. I pray for the Earth, I pray for your Children.
We are the Earth, we are the Universe. We are One.

I pray to You, my Ones. I pray that I know Your love.

In nomie patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti

I am your Daugher forever, and my love, your Son.

Mother Sophia, I cry out for your love and guidance!

Blessed be all those whom I pray for.
Amen.

Aina
January 3rd, 2008, 09:55 PM
I wonder...how far the sky goes? I wonder how deep the oceans run. I wonder..what it would be like to stand with you in your embrace forever. I am so happy I found you...I love you..I am always going to love you.

My dearest Ones..I start a new year with hopes of following the path that God has given me. I pray for guidance for each and every day that I live. I pray for my friends and family. I want my faith to grow strong...

I want to know who I am.

Sophia, Yaweh, Christ

aishiteiru kara.

Aina
January 13th, 2008, 05:12 PM
I know it's been a while...i have been going through so much, my Divine..
Life is taking it's ups and downs...there have been sleepless nights...
I can' wait...till it's time for him to graduate.
I thank you...for our love that is growing everyday

I hope that in this new year...I grew.
In every ascpect

Amen....i'm alive.....


thank you...thank you...

Aina
January 29th, 2008, 11:31 PM
Dearest Ywh, Blessed Father, Loving Spirit Sophia, my Trinity

Lots of wonderful things have happend...and I only pray more wonderful things continue. I thank You for each and every day I am able to wake up and live my life that You have given me to live. I will try harder every to live each day thinking of Your love, my Blessed Ones.

I pray to You that he is safe and always in Your hearts. I pray that we find time to see eacother and our time we spend together is tender and lovley. I thank You each and everday for him, he is my soulmate, no doubt about that. It's amazing.

I thank You for helping me find time to do my stuides and I pray that you guide me to find more time to work hard. I want this degree so badly and I want to start my life with my aibou.

I thank You, for listening to me as I tell you my worries and woes. I thank You for allowing me to find vegetarianism and I pray that I stay on my path with my food.

I pray that You are there, my Blessed Ones, to guide me through my day.

In noime Patris, et Filli, et Spiritus Sancti

Amen.