Needing a lil support tonight . . .

[Cliona]

I'm a very private person and I do not like feeling vulnerable, so posting something like this is extremely unusual for me. But I am desperately depressed and truly have no one I can talk to regarding the reasons I am depressed. I feel I cannot confide in anyone, even a stranger, why I am depressed for fear of judgement and because I do not trust easily. I have to be so strong for everyone around me and I feel I am just not allowed to break or even bend a little. So I am asking for the only help I am comfortable asking for. Please send any positive or supportive energy you can my way because I really could use it tonight. This community has been so wonderful to me and I thank anyone who can help me in this way. When things are better and I feel I have my own energy back, I will make sure to pay it forward to those who need the support then. Thanks for listening to my ramblings.

[Willow Rosette]

I know how you feel honey. I am a single Mom and it always feels like no matter what is going on I cant so much as have a crack in me. Sometimes I feel like I am going to crumble just with the weight of keeping it all to myself.

We are always here for you honey. You are in my prayers. If you ever feel the need to talk Im just a PM away.

~VM

[Annest]

:hugz:

[Earthy]

Oh sweetheart, you could have been talking about me there too
It is hard to trust, i know but i also know that there are people here if you ever want to talk,who won't judge you..whatever.
i hope you're feeling better soon :hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

[Annorah]

I hope you are soon feeling a lot better.

Sending positive energies your way.

:hugz:

[ShadowcatX]

I wanted to let you know you're not alone, it sounds like we have quite a bit in common.

One thing I've learned is that often times those who are judgemental have secrets darker than those they're judging others for, it's just that theirs are better hidden, and by putting people down and making them feel like crap they feel better about themselves and their secrets. They're usually petty people and not worth feeling low because of (not that that makes their being judgemental any easier to handle).

But it's not healthy to keep stuff inside all the time. You need to find a way to let it out, talking to a pet, talking to a god, or writing in a journal are healthy and common ways of letting stuff out safely.

If you would like a person to listen feel free to pm me anytime, I've been there and while I can't promise I'll be able to help but I know how to listen quietly.

[Brightshores]

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz: Whatever it is, I sincerely wish you all the best...

[Cliona]

I just wanted to say thank you to all who have posted such warm thoughts and for all those who have sent such positive support my way. I am feeling better today, so it truly is much appreciated. :) Last night, I asked for help from the Gods and from this community, and today I got a call letting me know I finally have a job ( I have been unemployed for two months) and I believe it is due to a combination of help from the Gods, my own efforts, and definitely your support. So, truly, thank you again. :)

[Willow Rosette]

OHHHHH Congrats on the new job. I hope it is contagious LMAO (Im job hunting too.)

[Cliona]

Thanks! Not having a job, or a lot of money, was one of the things that was really getting to me. So at least that's one less thing I have to worry about and I can focus on working on the other areas of my life.

Good luck Visha's Mommy on finding a job! I'll send some positive energy your way. ;)

[mithrilmoon]

Thanks! Not having a job, or a lot of money, was one of the things that was really getting to me. So at least that's one less thing I have to worry about and I can focus on working on the other areas of my life.

Good luck Visha's Mommy on finding a job! I'll send some positive energy your way. ;)


Great news. Congratulations, and good luck to any and all looking for a job. It can prove a dispiriting experience!

When I was really, really low the people on this site helped me to get through. I will always be grateful for the good wishes and blessings of such warmly benevolent 'strangers' - I was new here and hurting like hell.

Love and Light XX

[Philosophia]

Sending positive and comforting energy to you! :hugz:
I do know what it feels like and if you ever need somebody to talk to, I am here. :hugz:

[MankyCat]

Being that I'm in a very bad stop right now too... A lot of what you wrote sounds too familiar. I'll keep you in my thoughts and send what I can spare when I can spare it.