fire_and_moonlight
March 3rd, 2007, 12:10 AM
Please, great mother, Horned One, Fate. i really think i could use your help now. maybe its my own lack of strength to pick up and move on, and get the image out of my head. but i cant. i just... i feel so in the dark, Wise Ones. I feel like i know so little about it, and i want to. So much that it gives me a sick feeling in my stomach. Please, please i pray you. I need answers. I just want to know why... i don't understand. Maybe he's right and i need to not make it my problem, but i find myself incapable. What choice have i to make it my problem or not, if i care about them? How can i not? I wish i knew. I wish i could get the burning image of rain out of my head, and i wish i knew why it fell. Please, Great Mother, Horned One, please. I need you. Please, send the dawn over this night around me, so i can see again. How i long to know. Please. I need you...