thundderwolf
April 14th, 2001, 08:37 PM
Merry meet all:
I have a concept that I have been pondering and thought that I would throw it out into the air and see what this very active pagan community has to say about it.
My parents have both just recently passed away(no sympathies pls), my father on Easter and my mother, the day after x-mas. Isn't that kind of ironic? Now, my ploblem lies in the fact that I can really feel my fathers presence, very often. I can almost smell the sent of his breath at times and that feeling you get in the back of your neck and head is so intense. Tonight while driving the feeling came on so strong I just about had to pull off the road. He was always very concerned for my welfare, even though he would say so. It was only in the last few years that I finally got my s**t together. It really seemed to me that as soon as this happened his health took a nose dive. I am now quite positive that for the last several years of his life he was 'holding tough' lets say, to make sure I was doing ok. What a guy! Obviously he is still looking over my shoulder!
Ok, but as for my mother, I have yet to feel any vibes at all. I know she passes later than my father and wonder if this might have something to do with it.
I have another theory that maybe she needed to stop in the 'summer lands' and find answers to some troublesome questions.
Anyway enough of my own theories, I would like to see some of yours.
I have a concept that I have been pondering and thought that I would throw it out into the air and see what this very active pagan community has to say about it.
My parents have both just recently passed away(no sympathies pls), my father on Easter and my mother, the day after x-mas. Isn't that kind of ironic? Now, my ploblem lies in the fact that I can really feel my fathers presence, very often. I can almost smell the sent of his breath at times and that feeling you get in the back of your neck and head is so intense. Tonight while driving the feeling came on so strong I just about had to pull off the road. He was always very concerned for my welfare, even though he would say so. It was only in the last few years that I finally got my s**t together. It really seemed to me that as soon as this happened his health took a nose dive. I am now quite positive that for the last several years of his life he was 'holding tough' lets say, to make sure I was doing ok. What a guy! Obviously he is still looking over my shoulder!
Ok, but as for my mother, I have yet to feel any vibes at all. I know she passes later than my father and wonder if this might have something to do with it.
I have another theory that maybe she needed to stop in the 'summer lands' and find answers to some troublesome questions.
Anyway enough of my own theories, I would like to see some of yours.