lamoka
April 13th, 2007, 10:19 PM
My soul screams with pain as I sit and watch my mother slowly slip away..
tears are so inadequat..
I honor her the only way I can.. with complete love and strength for her walk..
who will stroke my hair and dry my tears.. hold me when the fear comes..
I am a grown woman who feels the need of a three year old child..
my father has gone into his own mind to find relief from the grief..
I beg you Lord and Lady, Jesus and Holy Sophia..
take her gently into your arms, cradle her in her pain and release her from this place she is in..
take her soon as the body she chose for this life can no longer sustain the spirit it holds..
she hears us and tries so hard to respond.. my heart aches for her as I know her worry is for us.. who will take care of us..
I asked her why she continued to care for us and ask others to care for us..
and she said..
because you are me
because you are me
take her gently, take her soon..
to a life free of pain and heartache..
take her on the breath of our love...
I beg you... please
tears are so inadequat..
I honor her the only way I can.. with complete love and strength for her walk..
who will stroke my hair and dry my tears.. hold me when the fear comes..
I am a grown woman who feels the need of a three year old child..
my father has gone into his own mind to find relief from the grief..
I beg you Lord and Lady, Jesus and Holy Sophia..
take her gently into your arms, cradle her in her pain and release her from this place she is in..
take her soon as the body she chose for this life can no longer sustain the spirit it holds..
she hears us and tries so hard to respond.. my heart aches for her as I know her worry is for us.. who will take care of us..
I asked her why she continued to care for us and ask others to care for us..
and she said..
because you are me
because you are me
take her gently, take her soon..
to a life free of pain and heartache..
take her on the breath of our love...
I beg you... please