just need to talk for a min or two

[angle kitsune]

okay this is more for the sake of talking more then getting advice or anything. I have noticed talking or even just posting something where others can read it helps even when no one adds to it.

my grades are crap. I droped one of my classes becouse I got so far behind. I am only passing two of my five classes left. _inabox_ and before I get told I shouldent be on here I am waiting for a teacher to answer an email letting me know he got my extra credit work and waiting for some homework to print. we only have three weeks left of school. I am drowning up here and my boss wont let me take any time off. I have to cook for my whole english class. I have three history projects to turn in. and on top of all that my boyfriend's friend killed himself and I have been trying to make sure he is okay. hear me drowning? the closest thing to a life raft I have is the ten days my school is offering taged on to the end of the year for students with 50%-59% in math, english, history and bio classes and so far I am needing it for two of them. that and my boyfriends hugs after he makes a fool of himself dancing around the living room chearing "you can do it!" and wiggleing his but like my school's chearleaders.( he is a guy I swear it though it is hard to believe reading over that last part.):awilly: :awilly: :awilly: :awilly: okay off to start more school work. If I never post agean I just died in the sea of papers and you will be contacted with the service times haha. okay I feel better now.

[Annorah]

Positive and calming energies flowing to you.

See if you can take some time just for you - not easy I know when there are all of these other calls on you but I really think that if you don't things are going to get worse. You seem so busy coping with all that life has thrown at you that maybe you have lost sight of what it is you really want/need.

I hope things soon start to calm down for you.

:hugz:

[Brightshores]

:hugz:

What I suggest you do is make a list, in priority order, of what you need to do, what you can do if you have time, and what would be nice but you don't have to do. That will help you organize your thoughts and not be so overwhelmed by everything that's going on. Follow up with your emails - this is a busy time for teachers as well. You can do this; you can get through these next three weeks. :)

:hugz: and peace to you and your boyfriend for your friend's loss...

[DreamSpell333]

Atleast your trying to pass and making an effort. Some people would just give up and fail for the year. My neice SHOULD be graduating this year but she's still in the 11th grade! I dont think she will pass this year either. She's always skipping.
Sorry to hear about your bf's friend. HUGE hugs your way! :hugz:

[BlueEyedWolf]

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

[angle kitsune]

thanks everyone. yah annorah takeing time to myself does help me keep above water. this was part of my takeing time for myself, a little whining for a few mins. I dont have to work tell sunday and my boyfriend works today so I have lots of time. Some studdying and a long bubble bath are in order as well as pizza!
Brightshores- I have the google desktop thingie and without it I wouldent be passing any classes. It has this notepad thing that I can see no matter how many windows I have up right under my email. Has my classes listed and when ever I get new homework I add it to the things to do list as soon as we are told about it. the joys of taking my laptop to school.
Dreamspell- I have friends like that. School has never been my thing and I have alot of troubles with it but I had a teacher tell me I wouldent pass middle school no matter what I did. Well I passed. I do best when people say I cant do it. It is like they challenge me then.here you cant repeat highschool years but you do become a "supper senior" or a "supper supper" ect. Much thanks for the hugs, I will pass some on to my boyfriend who needs them more then I do. I dont like to give up for anything.
BlueEyedWolf- Much thanks for the hugs. Hugs are good no matter what!