Semele
May 9th, 2007, 09:50 AM
Hey guys. I am running a little low on physical, emotional, and spiritual energy at the exact wrong time.
Things have been going wonderful lately. Health wise things are sailing along smoothly and the girls are enjoying life to the fullest. I am in an awesome relationship moving so slowly I feel like I am in junior high again and its kind of fun. While I am enjoying it fully, I am just trying to let it be whatever it is.
I am still doing routine labs and my blood count was way off, presumably still from the radiation. Since I work in a hospital I can't walk around with a lowered white count so my doc gives me the option of getting the super painful Neulasta injection which always shoots my count up or me not working. hhhhmmmm. ouch.
Why now? The last two check ups have been good. Now when I start living again, the chilling reminder rears its head.
I am being way dramatic of course, but dammit, i want to feel good and those shots hurt for a long time and i suffered through an extra shift last night after the shot and now Chad is coming over and I can't even stand.
I would appreciate any energy that could be flung my general direction. Thanks.
Things have been going wonderful lately. Health wise things are sailing along smoothly and the girls are enjoying life to the fullest. I am in an awesome relationship moving so slowly I feel like I am in junior high again and its kind of fun. While I am enjoying it fully, I am just trying to let it be whatever it is.
I am still doing routine labs and my blood count was way off, presumably still from the radiation. Since I work in a hospital I can't walk around with a lowered white count so my doc gives me the option of getting the super painful Neulasta injection which always shoots my count up or me not working. hhhhmmmm. ouch.
Why now? The last two check ups have been good. Now when I start living again, the chilling reminder rears its head.
I am being way dramatic of course, but dammit, i want to feel good and those shots hurt for a long time and i suffered through an extra shift last night after the shot and now Chad is coming over and I can't even stand.
I would appreciate any energy that could be flung my general direction. Thanks.