Need to vent

[SpiDer_AnGeL]

(sorry if this is confusing, but I'm not going to explain.....cause all I want to do is vent)
Okay, today on a whole was a bad day.....I made two new enemys, and I didnt do anything. I'm sick of tennis,I wish it was over. Then I get home and he wants to talk about whats going to happen in the future. And the jist of it is we dont have a future hes a senior and leaving.........i'm going to stay and enjoy my next two years of high school, hes going to go on and go to college. Yes I see that he "doesnt want to hurt me". But sheesh....why cant we just finish off the next what is it,28 days? I dont need this shiz right now......can i just enjoy the fun I am having w/him. And what if he wants to break it off now.....after he "thinks about it".....what am I going to do? I was hoping for at least to finish a couple more days...maybe til the end of the school year. Its not like we fight or anything, we usually get along great. Is it me? If so, what did I do? I'm confused!!! I wanted to at least finish off this year happy....since it started off shizzy, and last year was horrid. Why do guys have to be so confusing, was I asking for that much? I mean..........I wasnt asking for anything.......or was I? Oh well,sorry for this longish pointless thing. Today has just been a horrible day....a day I didnt need. I needed to vent.......so I came here.........sorry for waisting your guys time...
later
spider

[Isis]

Okay, I'm venting too, I'm ****** pissed. I've got bronchitis, my trip overseas was cancelled.........several of my roomies are on their way over to Germany to work, the direct deposit of my income tax check got rejected, wtf is that all about?

I think Goddess hates me.......as nothing is going my way. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR! It really sux............

None of my friends are answering my im's, my father is a complete and total *******, and I wish I could just smack him in his damn mouth everytime he disrespects me in front of my son.

I guess I better sit down and pray and ask Goddess for some help...........hopefully she won't ignore me, LOL.

Isis

Ps- I know there are people over the world who have some serious problems, and I'm happy for all the blessings I do have, but damn.............

[Xander67]

:)

I light you both this blue candle for serenity! :)
sending energy