blkct
June 1st, 2007, 05:10 PM
Hi all,
First post here.
I have been a Christian all my life (25 years), but was always facinated with Paganism. Many aspects of Paganism make a lot of sense to me, and this past year I began to follow a Pagan path.
After a few months, I missed parts of Christianity, and was really stuck as to what to do. After searching, and thinking about things for a long time, I had a revelation. The New Testament is really vague when it comes to how to pray to God and how to worship. I then realized that I could incorporate a lot of the Pagan principals into my Christianity and not be violating either of them.
I really connected with the idea that there is male and female aspects of God. After all, how did God the Father have a Son without God the Mother? Then it clicked. What about the Holy Spirit? In the Bible, there is no gender attached to the Holy Ghost. I figure that somewhere in the translation of the Bible, the gender of the Ghost was deleted either by accident or on purpose. The Holy Ghost has many feminine qualities in the Bible, and I think that Solomon was talking about Her in Proverbs when he is talking about Wisdom.
Thus I came to the conclusion that Christianity is as polytheistic as any mainstream Pagan path. When I figured that out, Christianity made a lot more sense to me. I now have a prayer ritual where I pray to God the Father, God the Holy Ghost, my heavenly Mother, and God the Son my Saviour. It feels really good.
I don't have this thing figured out all the way. I have many questions to answer, but many more questions have been answered after I figured this out. I guess I am more of a Magickal Christian now than anything.
First post here.
I have been a Christian all my life (25 years), but was always facinated with Paganism. Many aspects of Paganism make a lot of sense to me, and this past year I began to follow a Pagan path.
After a few months, I missed parts of Christianity, and was really stuck as to what to do. After searching, and thinking about things for a long time, I had a revelation. The New Testament is really vague when it comes to how to pray to God and how to worship. I then realized that I could incorporate a lot of the Pagan principals into my Christianity and not be violating either of them.
I really connected with the idea that there is male and female aspects of God. After all, how did God the Father have a Son without God the Mother? Then it clicked. What about the Holy Spirit? In the Bible, there is no gender attached to the Holy Ghost. I figure that somewhere in the translation of the Bible, the gender of the Ghost was deleted either by accident or on purpose. The Holy Ghost has many feminine qualities in the Bible, and I think that Solomon was talking about Her in Proverbs when he is talking about Wisdom.
Thus I came to the conclusion that Christianity is as polytheistic as any mainstream Pagan path. When I figured that out, Christianity made a lot more sense to me. I now have a prayer ritual where I pray to God the Father, God the Holy Ghost, my heavenly Mother, and God the Son my Saviour. It feels really good.
I don't have this thing figured out all the way. I have many questions to answer, but many more questions have been answered after I figured this out. I guess I am more of a Magickal Christian now than anything.