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Flar's Freyja
May 7th, 2002, 10:41 AM
I've been whining about this in Just Silly for weeks, and I guess it's time to share it with the rest of the board. Three years ago, I had back surgery for a serious spinal problem that caused paralysis in my foot and a loss of all the nerve and muscle in my leg. I got most of it back after surgery and although I've had pain just about every day, it was nothing compared to what had gone on for nine years before surgery, when doctors told me I was neurotic and even too thin. I've done everything, including power yoga, which the doctor approved.

About four weeks ago, I slipped on a wet floor and it caused such horrendous pain that I couldn't work or do anything else for two weeks. The scary part is that I've been afraid to attempt anything, and I've never let this lay me down before. The pain radiated into my legs so badly that I could barely get dressed. I returned to work and an everyday action caused even worse, pain. I was in tears. I saw a workmen's comp clinic doctor yesterday, who xrayed and was appalled that they didn't do a better job. Apparently, they barely aligned my spine at all. It's difficult to explain, but there are 3 grades of my condition. It was a grade 3, the worst, and they only upgraded it to a grade 2, which is pretty bad. And I'm sure the doctor told me that it was a grade 1 after the surgery. Now the bones are fused together and there are four screws and two rods. If anyone's going to fix this, all of that would have to be broken.

I was referred to a neurosurgeon and have an appointment this morning. I got a Master's Degree so that I could work, and I've always worked. I've lost a lot of money this month and am not sure how I'm going to pay my bills. Positive energy and prayers would be greatly appreciated. I have no idea where to go with this.

Flaire
May 7th, 2002, 03:15 PM
As always, Freyja...You're in my thoughts and I hope everything goes the best it can for you.

Flar's Freyja
May 7th, 2002, 03:17 PM
Thanks, Flaire :heartthro and mine are with you, hear you're not feeling well today.

The doctor is concerned enough to order a myelegram. Painful procedure where they inject dye into your spine and put you in all kinds of twisted positions, including upside down. Had one before the surgery and it didn't show anything, and I'm afraid the same will happen this time.

It hasn't been scheduled yet, waiting for them to call me.

WandererInGray
May 7th, 2002, 04:28 PM
:(

*big hugs for Freyja*

I'll light my large white candle for you tonight, Hon.
Hope things start to get better soon.

Flaire
May 8th, 2002, 02:17 PM
Keep us updated, Freyja. :heartthro

Hope
May 12th, 2002, 02:37 AM
(((hugs))) may you be well!

Flar's Freyja
June 7th, 2002, 02:16 AM
Thanks to all for your energy and prayers, I have had little pain for about two weeks now but some of that is attributed to not doing much. I'm down to one day a week at the grunt job and this has really hurt financially.

I finally heard from Workmen's Comp and they are approving the medical tests, so I'm just waiting for them to be scheduled now.

flar7
June 11th, 2002, 05:32 PM
may your every prayer be answered, and swiftly so.

Flar's Freyja
June 11th, 2002, 05:52 PM
Originally posted by flar7
may your every prayer be answered, and swiftly so.

Thank you.....still nothing on the tests. But I have had minimal pain for a few weeks now, and I think that you've had a lot to do with that. The Goddess heard my prayers for healing when She sent you. :heartthro

*~*Chary*~*
June 11th, 2002, 05:57 PM
Freyja you dont even need to ask my thoughts and prayuers are with you ... hope evrything goes well

Flar's Freyja
June 11th, 2002, 07:48 PM
Thanks, Chary. You're a sweetheart and a great friend.

Sowelu
June 11th, 2002, 08:02 PM
{{{Freyja}}}:heartthro :heartthro :heartthro My thoughts and prayers are with you!

Flar's Freyja
June 11th, 2002, 08:04 PM
And mine are with you, ((((((Jade)))))):heartthro

Thanks so much.

Old Witch
June 11th, 2002, 10:24 PM
I hadn't read this until today........don't come here much..............Prayers for you always my friend..............

Rubi Waters
June 24th, 2002, 08:20 PM
I know your tests were today, good thoughts were with you and my energy is always there for when you need it.

shnen
June 28th, 2002, 09:17 PM
I just found this now... Freyja you know you are always with me, and I with you. :heartthro